I was pursuing art the wrong way, by getting better at the technical aspects such as good topology and rigging (which I did improve a ton). I realized I lacked in art fundamentals, something I wasn't exactly aware existed. I wanted to be able to make my sculpt my own characters, and this is when I realized what I was doing wrong. Now, I'm trying to kill 2 birds with 1 stone, why not learn how to draw and build up my art fundamentals on the way, something that I can transfer and doesn't depend on software. And the ability to express myself through my artwork, something I wasn't close to be able to do since I started in June 2020. Hopefully I can improve in 2 years to be where I want to be, or at least be closer to it.