Relax and Fuck the WorldWe stand aloneWithout our friendsAgainst the worldOur secretsLocked awayAll aloneTill you stab yourself in the backEVEYONE JUST RELAXThrow your hand up in the airAnd say"FUCK THE WORLD"
BitterSweetThe painful screamsOf my own voiceMusic to my earsAs the painOf the knifeSends chillsDown my spineMakes me shakeThe hateFills meThe bitternessOf my heartThe bitter-sweetPain of my life
You DisserveI will give you nothingNot every the attentionYou believe you disserveYou disserve to feel the painYou put me thoughYou disserve to feel that living hellYou put my though every dayBut no one will give you what you disserveI don't have the heartless nature you haveSo I can't even give you what you disserve
Comfort HerShe walks on water's edgeTo comfort the weeping girlTell her it will be okayTrying to hug herBut the water ripples
I Am ScreamingAlways bulliedWhat am I supposed to doMy most hidden painsLeaking thoughThese walls I have builtThe blood running over my fingersThe pained look on my faceEach breathTorcherEach heartbeatA living hellBegging for deathScreamingNever stoppingSpilt my earsAs my brain screamDO IT!JUST DIED!
For ClaireNo matter how hard things getShe stays strongMost don't see her strugglesHow could theyThat small smile she always hasThe kindness in her wordsHer eyes that are full of lifeHer heart of goldThe light in my darkThat leads me outEven in the darkest timesShe is my best friendShe is Claire
When I Was Little...My brother and I would sit next to the windowEvery time it stormedI would make storiesTelling why it was rainingI would say"One of the big clouds picked on one of the little clouds""And now he's sad and mad."My brothers eyes would tear up"But when the sun comes out it will be happy again."And he would giggleBut all I could thinks is what if the sun doesn't come outMom would say it's time to go to sleepAnd I would cryBecause I wanted to see the sun come outBut I never told them what I thoughtThey would call me a brat and a cry babyTell me to go to bedI would cry myself to sleepBut here's the thingIt's not like that anymoreNo...When there a stormI sit at the window by myselfAnd I tell myself that very storyWith a different endingFor I have no one to make smileAnd I say"That little cloud with never be happy""When the sun comes out it will be pretending to be happy"I lock upBecause I know what I meanMy mother will call my a bitch and a little bratA
The Pain to Know It LivesIt hurtsIt really doesBut to feel painIs to know you're aliveSo as the blood drips down my skinJust know this is my wayTo tell myself I am aliveThat I still breathThat I still feelThat I'm still hereIf you want to know if I'm happyYour guess is as go as mineBut it's not just scratches nowIt hearts in my skinAnd as the blood rolls downI smileA true smileIt's a painfulBut yesI am alive
ClockworkTick TockThe clock ticks byTick TockHours betrayingTick TockMinutes fadingTick TockBreath your lastTick TockLife is fadingTick TockSeconds are goneTick TockNight my loveTick TockJust like clockworkTick TockThe hands of timeTick TockFrozen in timeTick TockTo the sand of timeTick TockAll but noneTick TockThis is lifeTick TockJust like clockwork