Changing SkinYou are told from a young age
To love yourself
To be yourself
But yet you are judged
You are rated
You are told your not good enough
Told you'll never amount to anything
So when I say I hate myself
Don't you dare tell me to love myself
Don't tell me I'm beautiful
Or that I'm smart, caring, or fun
Don't even do it
Because I'll never be any of that
Unless I change my skin
I Wonder...?I just can't help but wonder
What do you think of me?
Or do you think the same as me?
Could we be even closer?
Could we be together at all?
If I told you the true
Would you love me?
Or push me away?
I just don't know
But I guess I never will
Since I don't intend on asking
I can't say I don't care if you like me or not
Because that would be a lie
But I can say
Even if we just stay friends
That'll be enough for me
At least I know you care
Him, Her, Me, and maybe You?The lips of fake smiles
The eyes of her that cries
The heart of a broken girl
The mind of darkness
The soul of black
A corrupted child
The child of the cruel
The child of the hate
The child of the never ending pain
Such a sad thought
To watch a girl you know
To watch a boy you know
Or even to look in the mirror
To watch tears rolling from those sad eyes
Those lips forcing a smile and words
As the mind whispers
And the heart screams in aggony
BurnIf she burnt my house to the ground
And stood outside laughing
As it burnt and the ambers fill the air
Would anyone go
"She must of snapped"
"Maybe her life was rough?"
No... of course not
This is what would be said
"What's wrong with you"
Her friends would tell her
"You're going to jail"
"But don't worry I'll go down with you!"
Aww their loyalty
Her mother would say
"You should have been in that house"
Her father would do as always
Her brother would turn his back
A little pity wouldn't hurt?
But her poor mother
Wanting so much for something that won't happen
Wanting the perfect daughter...
Such a flawed family
A father who shuts everyone out
When things get tough
A mother trying so hard
For the family she'll never have
A brother who turns his back
Whenever mother cracks her whip
And a daughter
Who wants nothing more then
To watch her whole world BURN!
To watch the ambers of everything that hurt her
Just to her the screams of those who hurt her
But at the s
Negative vs. PositiveIf life spirals out of you control
Do you have the right to end it?
Well what if there is no way to fix it?
"Well... what about your families?"
What if they don't care?
"I'm sure they do"
But what if they don't?
"Fine then what about your friends?"
They'd be better without me...
"That's not true!
They love you
I give up on you
"I know... I'm a lost cause..."
It's So StrangeToday was so strange
And out of place
I ate with your family
As I had done since kindergarden
We watched football just the seem
But your spot at the table remained unfilled
Your spot on the love set next to mine stay untouched
You have a new baby sister
She two now
You would have loved her
She so sweet and full of life
But she'll never know her big brother
I miss you...
I hate holidays without you...