The What's and Why's of the NightThe sun falls each nightAnd we're left to thinkWhy am I here?Why do I stay?Why am I so filled with hate?Why am I mean?Why do you hate me?What did I do wrong?Why do I feel so alone?Why do I just sit here?Why do I pray to just sleep?To not wake up?What does death feel like?What makes us hate ourselves?Why don't you save me?
What IfWhat would you do ifI pushed you into a chairSat on your lapI licked your neckGiving sweet kissesThen tied your handsBehind your backTo the chairI walk away andCome back with "tools"I duct tapedYour handsFeetMouthThen blindfold youYou hear your shirt being ripped offThe chill air hitting you bare chestThen you feel me on your lapKissing your now taped mouthLicking your jawlineYou feel claws down your sidesYou hear your own whimpersBut I am silentFocused or so you thinkWho knows?Oh right I doYou can feel me lean backYou know I'm doing a back bendTo reach my "tools" of courseYou can feel the way my hips move against youAs I sit upI trance my hands down your clawed sidesPromising something newYou feel pressure in your chestThen a warm liquidA metallic scent in the airThe warm liquid drips slowly down your chestThen you feel that pressureBut this time it burnsHell it burnsYou hear your own screamsAnd my girly gigglesThe metallic scentNow
The Animatronic Girl [FNAF] chapter twoThe Child in DistressIt was almost ten he locked me in at eight. He’s not letting me out.. Tears started to weld up in my eyes. “Tyler... how could you…” I cried. I heard something move with the clack of metal. “Who’s there? Tyler this isn’t funny.” I growled. Then an animatronics, Freddy walked up to me. There’s no way they still work. Am I dreaming? “Freddy? You can’t be worn can you?” I moved closer to the amitotic bear. “Can you not talk anymore?” The bear’s movements were stiff and slow but it only took him a few steps to be standing in front of me. “This is quite a surprise, I’ll say that much.” I walked around Freddy just looking to see if anything was missing. “You're in pretty good shape.” I smiled up at him. He looked dirty and his endoskeleton showed on one of his arms, but overall he looked pretty good. I don’t really know what to d
The Animatronic Girl [FNAF] chapter oneBabysittersI walked into the falling apart building, Freddy Fazbears Pizzeria. Such an old building, such beauty tied in with its horrific history. One day when I’m older I’m going to buy this place and buy my own animatronics based of the originals of course. The five missing child case, it’s my favorite hobby, learning all I can about the possible, most likely, murders of the five children lost to this place. I am a horror movie junkie and I want to help solve crime with my own intellect without truly being within the police force. I have to be my own boss since I don’t do well with other I guess I just ‘don’t play nice’. “What time is it Emy?” My brother asked as we entered the building.“Just after six. So in other words we have two hours of light and forty minutes before you run home with you tail tucked between your legs.”“I don’t have a tail!” Tyler yelled back.“Burn!
OCDIt hurt it really doesIt makes it hard to touch youIt makes me scared to touch youOr anything else for that matterIt use to be no big dealBack when dirt was my only fearBut now it's everythingEverything is dirty!I want to wear my mask and glovesThey make me feel saveI want...No I need to wash my hand!I need everything dirty to just go away!But if I fall back into my old habits then...Then what will you say when my hands bleedFrom all the washingWhen I smell like rubbing alcoholFrom all my disinfectingWhat would you say if I asked you to stop touching me?Because all of this hurtsAll of my friends touch meAnd I don't want them toI don't like being touchIt's dirtyBut would that push them all away?