Why Are You So Mean?Are you leaving?
I hate you for every saving me!
For pulling me from the edge!
For saving me from myself!
I hate you!
For all the things you gave me!
For listening to me!
For acting like you care!
Why the hell?!
Why the hell would you do this to me...
Why did you have to make me care...
Why did you force me to need you...
You're to cruel.
CliffhangerYou can run
While the ground crumbs
Just behind you feet
You run faster
Knowing if you trip
You'll be a goner
They always said
"don't get to close to the edge"
But you wanted to know
What was behind the fog
At the edge
Little did you know
That rock can crumble
It long so pretty
But that was false
And you tripped
And you fall
Fall to what ever you fait brings
This is it
And then you see it
Totally HonestYou will never love me
You will never truly care
I will soon be pushed away
And become a faded memory
You know the ones that
You see there faces
If even that
But the name never clicks
No matter how hard you try
Yeah that's what will be left of me
In your head
I won't be by your side forever
Not as I want to be
I will never own your heart
I will never be the one
You say "I love you" to be before you start your day
I will always be that one girl
The one who no one likes
Not even you
The one you can't even act nice to the one she loves the most
I don't want you to love me...
I really don't...
I don't want to be the one
The one who kills your good mood
The little bitch that won't shut up
The little fucking pussy who can hardly deal with life
You dissever so much
And there is so much I would never be able to give you
I don't want to be your problem
Addicted and Love Sick chapter fiveWhy the Fuck am I Doing This?!
I had made friends with Eridan, John, and Gamzee. I enjoyed my time with all of them, but I enjoyed Gamzee’s company more. I mean I augured with John about everything and I couldn’t get a word in with Eridan unless I was yelling, but Gamzee listen and laughed even though he happens to zone out a lot.
“So you guys are coming right?” Eridan smiled.
“Yes. You irritable bugle leak.” I growled.
“Yeah, my dad said it was fine.” John smiled. I smacked Gamzee’s leg to get his attention.
“Huh? Oh umm yeah.” he smiled.
Eridan whispered something in John’s ear but I wasn’t sure what all I know is it must have been real fucking funny since the howling like a wild pack of hyenas.
“What are we motherfucking talking about?” Gamzee whispered to me.
“Well you agreed to go to Eridan’s party after school, at his house. What they
The Pointless TruthI could dream of us every night
Wash away all the nightmares
I have that power
To make it all go away
Ever since I met you
But what's the point?
I won't promise you a future
Safety or security
There's not a single point to it
You don't love me
That much is plain to me
But if I did give you my future
Here and now, today
My parents would kick me out
And you'd be the only thing I'd have to call "family"
Then what would happen if you grow tired of of me?
I'd have nothing
It's sad how quickly I could lose everything
Dating you would simply be pointless
Of course if you asked me to ran away with you
I'd leave without hesitation
Since I'll lose it all anyways
Why not live in a dream for a few seconds?
But then I want that dream
And I can't have that dream
So what kind of delusion
Are you trying to feel my head with?
Addicted and Love Sick chapter fourHe Trust His Brother and No One Else
I walked next to the red-eyed boy with my hands in my pockets. I want to touch his white hair it looks very, very soft. He ranted about his detention and the teacher who gave it to him. Then about how mad his dad’s going to be about the detention and the fact he’s an hour and half late. “So… your dad gets all up and mad when you’re late?” I gave a smile to the thought. I never really had anyone to give me rules or tell me when to be home. Kurloz kept an eye out for me, but that was until he bought an apartment on his eighteenth birthday. I don’t really see him anymore.
“Yeah, but it’s not like I fucking do anything. I’m a pretty good kid… I think.” he sighed. “Kankri’s closer to dad though.”
“What about your mom?” I asked quickly not sure if he wanted to answer.
“She died two years ago in a car accident. I was clo