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historie
Ik was jij
Jij was mij
Samen waren we wij
Elk een deel
Van het geheel
Compleet en één
Nu
Ik ben ik
Jij bent jij
Wij is nu voorgoed voorbij
Wat was, niet meer is
Wat rest, gemis
Gebroken, uitéén
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Literature
Screwed
I promised myself I would not fall in love with you
After all, you are married,
have 2 kids
live 500 miles away
and we would probably never see each other again after tonight...
But it was 2 AM
and we were laughing way to hard,
and I never felt happier,
and I knew I was screwed.
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this instant
The only sound
I ache for
Right here
Right now
In this very moment
Is the rhythm of your breathing
As your head rest
On my chest
And the darkness
Of the night
Devours us
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once again
In a dark and lonely bar
on a lazy Tuesday night
2 strangers met.
The instantaneous bond, the kind of connection
and familiarity which normally takes years to establish
surprised them both, and took them by the hands.
What was ever meant to be, started here, now.
She smiled, the type of smile
that could bring a vicious lion to its knees
if you’re not careful.
Each time she laughed
the twinkles in her eyes brightened the entire room,
devoured his attention.
The dimples in his cheeks and the happiness in his eyes
lighted a spark inside the pit of her belly,
the sort that could ignite a tropical rainforest
if you’re not careful.
Her mind, always slower than her heart
at grasping what was going on, was unable to catch up.
As wits and puns and stories exchanged,
smiles turned into grins,
and grins into chuckles,
and chuckles bursted into laughter,
originating straight from the heart,
resonating in the air around them,
saturating every fiber of their bodies.
For in that moment, t
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The monster in the mirror
There's a monster in the mirror
Staring back at me
A monster in the mirror
Raging with fury
A monster in the mirror
Waiting for the opportunity
A monster in the mirror
Craving to break free
His eyes, the darkest shade of grey
Salitaving upon its prey
He breaks your will, takes your heart
and tears your soul apart
I can't just close my eyes and make him go away
He's getting stronger day by day by day
There's a monster in the mirror
Waiting patiencely
A monster in the mirror
To finally break free
A monster in the mirror
The darkness deep in me
A monster in the mirror
Slowly taking over me
That monster in the mirror
That monster...  is me
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crawl inside my head with me
The promises I keep aren't the ones I make
I bury the pain within the smiles I fake
A thousand voices scream inside my head
Make me forget the things I should've said
The endless flood of silent tears I've shred
You ask all these questions, but my words get in my way
I close my eyes, I can't make them go away
So crawl inside my head with me
So crawl inside my heart and see
How it feels to be, to blame like me
Come, take my hand and I'll show
You all the things you wanted to know
The darkness I'm trying to hide
The pain I buried deep inside
The shame that didn't leave me much pride
The suffering that I've forced all down inside
Come, take my hand and I'll show
You all the things you wanted to know
So crawl inside my head with me
So crawl inside my heart and see
How emptiness builds a home in me
How loneliness is consuming me
Can you handle the truth that is staring back at thee?
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Literature
Genoeg
Ik kan niet meer
Ik ben op
Het is genoeg geweest
Het heeft al veel te lang geduurd
Te lang die pijn gevoeld
Te lang het verdriet, het gemis
Ik wil geen klappen meer
Het doet te veel pijn
Het doordringt mijn zijn
Mokerslagen, keer op keer
Ik haat het, elke herinnering
Die opduikt en me onderdompelt
In wat was, en wat nooit meer zal zijn
Ik zink steeds verder
De duizend stemmen in mijn hoofd
Stormen door elkaar
Ik wil dat ze eindelijk zwijgen
Ik ben het moe om hier te zijn
Om te leven met de pijn
Leven wordt overleven
Geven wordt overgeven
Aan de wanhoop van het zijn
Ik wil weg van deze wereld
Weglopen van de pijn
Van de leegte die je achterliet
Van het gemis, van het verdriet
Ik geef het op
Ik heb verloren
Ik leg de strijdbijl neer
Wat is, was, zal nooit meer zijn
Ik wil niet meer
Ik kan niet meer
Ik ben op
Het is genoeg geweest
Het is me teveel
Ik wil nooit meer voelen
Nooit meer wakker worden
Niet meer zijn
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ik ben je niet waard
Vergeet me
Ik verdien je liefde niet
Denk aan je geluk
Vergeet
Laat me los
Ik ben je liefde niet waard
Ik maak je hartje stuk
Laat los
Negeer me,
Met heel je hart
Zwijg me dood,
Vermoord elk woord
Dat je aan me doet denken
Mis me niet
Je bent te goed voor mij
Ik ben te min voor jou
Ik verdien je liefde niet
Laat geen tranen meer
Leef weer voor jezelf
Wordt terug gelukkig,
maak iemand anders blij
Ga verder, zonder mij
Je verdient beter, meer
Ik ben je niet waard
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Wanneer de passie spreekt...
Vingers verstrengelen in elkaar
trekken lichamen dichterbij
Vingers glijden door het haar
lichamen staan nu zij aan zij
Electriciteit hangt in de lucht
kleren die enkel maar hinderen
Elk contact ontlaakt een zucht
Zintuigen die blijven zinderen
Knoopjes worden losgemaakt
Kleren vallen op de grond
Blote huid wordt aangeraakt
Passie vliegt van mond tot mond
Handen leiden een eigen leven
Elke centimeter huid wordt verkend
Vooraleer ons over te geven
Begeerte kan niet worden getemd
Volledig door de lust gerund
Geven ons over aan dit fenomeen
Drijven elkaar naar ons hoogste punt
Zielen versmelten, worden even één...
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Gelukkig zijn
Gelukkig zijn
Met elkaar
Om elkaar
Bij elkaar
Door elkaar
Voor elkaar
Voor altijd?
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Literature
simpel
Ik vraag niet veel,
Verover mijn hart.
Niet ineens, elk stukje apart.
En voeg het samen, deel per deel per deel
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First of all, I wish you a happy and phenomenal 2011. Full of amazement, great adventures, lots of love. Passion.

It has been over a year now since my last journal entrie. A lot has happened since. It has been an emotional roller coaster, a hell of a ride of which I'm still recovering.

I haven't taken a lot of pictures the last year. I used any and every excuse of the book. No time, no passion, no urge, no inner need. I neglected it because I felt the urge to do something else. Anything else.

I started to write again. I used to write, a lot. Every day. I used it to cope with my inner demons. A way, a manner to deal with them. To avoid drowning in a sea of opposite feelings. To avoid surrendering to the chaos in my head, my heart.
The demons submerged, hid, out of sight. To remain silent, and grow stronger. I didn't feel the need to write anymore, so I stopped. They seemed gone.
Untill last year. The demons subsurfaced, even stronger then before.

Now, I'm better, feeling better, getting better. In the next couple of weeks I hope I have the courage the post some of my writings. So I can share some of the darkest moments of my life...

Untill then, be nice, and love!
  • Listening to: the silence
  • Drinking: coffee, of course

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Thankyou for joining:iconlove-writing:. I hope you enjoy our group:)
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Hey there! Thanks for the Fav on "Semantics..."
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thank you for accepting me :)
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Thank you very much for the fave! :D
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