I'm lying on the bottom of deep rabbit hole. On my way to somehow rebuild my life, fighting with serious depression and suicidal thoughts with music and art. Believing that there is still a hope for a good life for someone like me.
I wasn't here for years, I felt into warm embraces of depression. It took my old self away bit by bit through the years. :stare:
I just couldn't find the motivation to create any art anymore. 2 years ago I started to create music for myself to