I am not a jealous person
But I try too hard
I want too much
I expect too much
I used to be so independent
learned that without choice
I wish I could go back
I am pushed to the shadows
I am the night sky. I am outshined.
I am outshined by everyone. They are stars.
But I am not jealous.
I have big dreams and look toward the future
"If you can't have your way, make your way."
I want to stop looking toward tomorrow
I want to live for today.
Living in the moment is what I say I do.
That is my worst lie, my sin.
And I regret it, because I live knowing
That I might not be around tomorrow
Anything can happen.
But I have no regrets, just wi