My life is so uninspiring and boring that I'm posting yearly updates now instead of like, weekly updates as I used to do here. So yeah, 2017 is over, time for an update I guess.
Real Life & The Blackpill
Everything's still going fine in my job. Sometimes it is stressful but most of the time it's pretty chill. I get along very well with my boss and two or three other colleagues.
This is where the fun ends unfortunately as I don't get along with pretty much everyone else. For no apparent reason I am absolutely hated by some female coworkers. They don't greet me when I greet them and they even scolded at me once for a simple mistake. I of course complained to my boss but that doesn't change much. I know that most people hate me due to my physical appearance. I am very far from being an average-looking man. I am basically bottom of the barrel for being a short, balding man with an ugly face. I swallowed the "blackpill" (that is an synonym for understanding the fact that most people are shallow and that you get treated by your looks rather than by your personality and accomplishments) and understand that I am destined to a very underwhelming, painful life. I also don't really consider anyone my friend. There is no one I can connect with - and there is no way to find new friends because my interests are very peculiar (at least for a German man). I think that pretty much sums up my life for the next 50 years.
There isn't much going on. I was born with no talent whatsoever for artworks and I really don't want to spend 20 years to reach the level of an average 15 year old. Check out that Koopa Troopa drawing to get an idea what - in my opinion - a "masterpiece" looks like. I also pretty much stopped producing music. I might get back to it though.
I don't think that there is anything else to say. I'd appreciate it if you don't comment on this Journal Entry. Sadly I can't disable comments.