This is my last journal alive, though by the time my friend gets this I will have already killed myself.
it was fun being on DA..
I had many dreams about all the characters I’ve created to be apart of a game, I’ll probably ask my dear friend to keep that dream alive, all my notes about my game are in Arty, James, Alex, Peedy, and post likely in Gracie.
remember my dear friend:
-if a player takes damage, remember that they should have flowers growing out of their wounds.
-Cabaacans are like mini biomes.
-God the dragon is summoned by leaving a food offering or gold (see Fairy Fountain from Breath of the Wild)
-drowned Cabaacan is a mini-boss and before they attack, make sure they have their red ocarina.
-Wolfsberg has a scythe.
-Make sure to add a false Wolfsberg, and make her abuse the title.
-make a cutscene where she’s forced to show her power: she breaks down and she tells how she lived as a poor peasant who was traumatised.
-design a character as pretty as Rose Quartz from SU, and her being a guard.
-give a name to the marrying witch
-give a name to those double-winged people.
-create a backstory for Wolfsberg
-use Wolfsberg Morag’s design
- red velvet cake MUST be used as a delicacy. (You’ll see all the concept art in folder: Foods and drinks 18,5,7,18,5,20
-Try and get the following people’s voices
1: Dave from BoyinaBand
2: Christine Ebersole
3: Rose Kesha
4: 13,25 15,12,4 22,15,9,3,5
5: Faith or Moliminous
-remember to put in my secret gallery.
-put poem 11 in and maybe poem 2.
-try and release it through Steam or some site like that
give a free copy to sibling Ronnie, my cousin, James, WMC, Jaiden, TheOdds1Out.
-remember to add the backstory of the Black Unicorn
pleasd remember my dearest friend.. I’ll always be protecting you.. you sat with me and my worst decisions, mistakes, and my abuse... thank you..
pretty-pegasus-wings thank you for being so nice to me, and I hope your art career takes flight!
your animations are so cute and fun!
Catvondue302 thank you for all the help, I’m so sorry I wasn’t strong enough...
shadowrwven im glad I was with you..
Patty-Chickens you are the most adorable chicken-loving floof! Keep up your amazing work!
JaidenAnimations thank you for being someone strong for me to look up to, tell Dave that he did an awesome job with ‘Asian Jake Paul’ you two helped me with my anorexia nervosa
fyre-flye thank you mother Faust.
Lopoddity I LOVED the Pandoraverse and all the cute new characters! Please keep being the dankest chicken nugget!
MustLoveFrogs you we’re such a big inspiration!
AlexTobyTeam there's only regret..
I now know how it feels to close the curtains.. I must tell you honestly.. I don’t want to go!
i won’t ever get to see anymore sunsets and beautiful full moons..
i wont be able to enjoy fudge from Mackinaw..
I won’t be able to ever eat croissants, macaroons, baguettes, blueberries, apples, apple pies, blueberry pies, or sugar cookies.
I won’t be able to kiss..
I’ll never be able go back to London or Poole..
never again will I hear Big Ben toll..
I will never be able to see if the first female Doctor is any good..
I won’t ever see the ending of Steven Universe
I won’t be able to smile at all my wonderful friends ever again...
I’m hurting so many people by being this selfish, but I don’t want to continue living...
I want to apologize to my parents, I’m so so sorry that I’m being so selfish and killing myself.. you spent 11 great years with me.. I am so greatful that you adopted me, I’m sorry if I was ever a brat to you.
Mayela, the mother I never met, I only have bittersweet feelings for you
Mama Luvia thank you for being my foster mum
Avalon.. my dearest and oldest friend.. my first crush..
JD, It was so fun playing with you.. in those early days of second grade..
Nate and Will.. my earliest memories here, were playing with you in our huge yards.. going down the hills in winter, and coming in for hot chocolate with marshmallows..
Peedy you tried.
Lee you aren’t 20 stone! You were just so lovable!
Indra cats are grea!
Mark you are never forgotten
Gilbird.. thank you for defending me when I your brother was being mean..
Spencer, thank you.. you were my first online friend..
Cody.. wow.. you were a feisty fellow small person
Liv I looked up to you, keep up the great work! Love you!
Moliminous/ Faith thank you so much
Neka, you are a strong woman!
Destinee thank you for everything
Maggie I’ll miss you
Raven you are amazing
Thomas keep being the cutest gayest floof!
Layla good luck
Jay you were an amazing poet
Alex (Em) keep being you!
Anna thank you for listening
Angela gracias, mi amor
Sonja you were fun
Gracie I loved you cool hair and amazing animations!
Alexander: this is truly goodbye.
Im sorry I hurt you, but you also hurt me..
please remember my my dearest friend...
you were everything to me.
please think of me when you see roses and honeysuckles..