On a Bender

I'm breathing in rage
Exhaling fear
My lungs can't scoop it out of my blood
Quite quick enough

But that'll have to do
I'll have to weather the rest
Of these feelings I'm not allowed to get off my chest
If I was stronger than my eyes; I wouldn't have them

The room is spinning
I'm quite drunk
It's the only method I've got
To dull the edge on this funk

It's the eve of losing a friend
Just cause I told her
She was on my mind
Didn't know I was only supposed to think about her... on her time.

I'm dripping snot
My eyes are leaking
Not what I was seeking
I didn't ask to be attracted to you

I just am
That is me
Sorry