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chasing a dream
it's not about a fight
between one and other people
between one and other's perception
between one and the world
it's simply a battle
between one and themselves
between one and their ideal self
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Teatime for one by void-contains-all Teatime for one :iconvoid-contains-all:void-contains-all 10 1 Freedom of Speech by void-contains-all Freedom of Speech :iconvoid-contains-all:void-contains-all 2 0
I'm here
I'm back here again
I thought I have cast away
this kind of feeling
this darkness dwelling up inside
but in the end
It comes back
new and strong
familiar yet different
suffocating and welcoming
I thought I have changed
(was it for the best or worse?)
I thought I have fixed that gruesome part of myself
(have I accepted it or let it suffers in silence?)
Back then I thought this was the best thing
this misery, springing up more story in me
But now that I know it will pass
I can't even conjure a story anymore
What is a storyteller without his story?
(Aah, the world in my head is crumbling apart...)
I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...
Which way is home? I don't know anymore...

As if the thing I cast away returns
and I'm no longer part of it now
It returns for a visit like it's always been
but I have completely forgotten how to greet it
It must be frustrating
both for me and them
to change yet still the same inside
to not be sure which way is up and down anymore
I'm scared
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Flan Doodle by void-contains-all Flan Doodle :iconvoid-contains-all:void-contains-all 11 7 In the meantime by void-contains-all In the meantime :iconvoid-contains-all:void-contains-all 3 0 Welcome To Hell by void-contains-all Welcome To Hell :iconvoid-contains-all:void-contains-all 15 0
What if
I am someone who is not supposed to [exist]
So sometimes I close my eyes and wonder:
"How would the world be if I was never [born] ?"
Thinking of those possibilities, silently without a word
...I guess I just burst out laughing
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Scarlet Archivist by void-contains-all Scarlet Archivist :iconvoid-contains-all:void-contains-all 23 5
Tale of A Pitiful Monster
one day there was a monster
a monster who looks just like a human
and that monster is always alone
it’s not like the monster hate people
perhaps on contrary he loves human
that’s why when his madness come out
he always secluded himself
so that nobody will get hurt
so that only him will get hurt
but is it really alright to do that?
the monster is different from human
so sometimes he saw people
with a hint of pain in his eyes
but then he remembered
“That’s right. I’m not a human.”
and the monster smiled
in reality, what did the monster felt?
he didn’t know himself
perhaps he didn’t feel anything
one day the monster felt strange
the pain kept coming without an end
it hurts… it hurts… it hurts…
but it’s alright, the monster said
I’m alright… I’m alright… I’m alright…
he kept chanting those words
it hurts, but I’m fine
because I’m strong
I’ll heal myself in no time
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Flying Fried Chicken by void-contains-all Flying Fried Chicken :iconvoid-contains-all:void-contains-all 10 5 Future by void-contains-all Future :iconvoid-contains-all:void-contains-all 6 3
Paradox of Self
I'm weak
And yet,
I'm strong
I'm a coward who live with courage
A pessimist who see the future with hope
I am a person who's filled with sadness,
yet keep smiling through everything
A being of paradox;
the embodiment of love and hate,
the dramatic mix of tragedy and laughter
That's what I am
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Revolving Questions
All this time
I keep asking myself the same things
even after the many knowledge I got,
even after how many experiences I went through,
in the end I keep asking
those very same things
By then, I started to doubt myself
Do everything I've learned until now mean anything?
Is the me of today really better than the me of yesterday?
Do I ever grow up at all?
Behind the hollow praises I heard from people around me,
those questions haunt my deepest mind...
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I want to fit in, yet, at the same time,
I want to be different
While thinking about this I lose sight of myself
Feeling isolated from everything around me, I asked: What am I?
Do 'I' even exist ?
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What is happiness? by void-contains-all What is happiness? :iconvoid-contains-all:void-contains-all 6 7
...swaying here and there in the unknown.

**[HIATUS] The Maid and The Little Girls of Gensokyo >> link

:below: Working On These:below:
:pc: : in progress
:relax: : finished
:.Project: VOID
My UTAU projects.
Status: alive

Voice Banks: :relax:
-ZILCH >> link
-FAUX >> link
-Layla >> link

Stories: :pc:
-A Void's Logbook >> link
Story about ZILCH and his days before he became an UTAU.
Updating Speed: pending
-100 themes challenge >> link
Side stories about ZILCH.
Updating Speed: pending


- Clock Lock Works_ZILCH, FAUX >> link
- World's End Dance Hall_ZILCH >> link
- Golden Time Lover_ZILCH >> link
- Dear_ZILCH >> link
- Imitation Black_ZILCH, FAUX, Layla >> link

- Double Lariat_ZILCH >> link
Updating Speed: Slow (working on the PV storyboard, the song is finished)
- Matryoshka_ZILCH, FAUX
Updating Speed: Almost Forgotten (still working on balancing the sound)
- World Is Mine_Layla
Updating Speed: Stuck (the song is finished, but still didn't got the idea for the cover art)

:.Scarlet Archive
A project about discovering my Gensokyo. Centered around the SDM gang and my OC Beatrix Scarlet.
Status: forever on-going steadily

Main Stories: :pc:
-Beato-chan >> link
Updating Speed: random
-The Maid and The Little Girls of Gensokyo >> link
Updating Speed: hiatus

-The Origin >> link

Side Stories: 
New -Seven-colored Memories of you >> link
-Their First Valentine >> link
-Unnoticed Love >> link

Status: full of randomness

- UTAU songs >> link
Updating Speed: random
- Stories >> link
Updating Speed: monthly
- Nea Istoria >> link
Updating Speed: random
- Sketches
Updating Speed: random
- Digital Arts
Updating Speed: random

- A Story_The Punishment void-contains-all.deviantart.c…
  • Listening to: Starlight Parade by Sekai no Owari


Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Hello, and welcome~

UTAU Blog thesoundofnothingness.blogspot…
Fanfiction account…

Favourite genre of music: anything suits my ear
Favourite style of art: Digital coloring
Operating System: Windows
Favourite cartoon character: WRATH from the first fma anime
Personal Quote: Void contains everything

Member of Dreaming Cat's Production



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josgonzalez Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2017
have you work on the fanfic on crona and maka being meister and weapon
hansungkee Featured By Owner May 4, 2017  Student Digital Artist
RKS 10th Anniversary art: Spiritia Rosenberg , Freudia Neuwahl

Touhou 21st Anniversary art: Reimu hakurei , Marisa kirisame
Izumi-kon Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Hey, my kouhai. ^^
void-contains-all Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
No, you Kouhai *laughs*
Izumi-kon Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Student Digital Artist
*laughs* senpaiiiii
yyjvmb Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
derpa derpa
void-contains-all Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
JingguShirokawa Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Student Digital Artist
nice art, bro, i really like your art style
void-contains-all Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Glad to hear that! Thanks~ :bow:
ilovekisshigo Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2013
Thank you for joining #TouhouMix. We dearly welcome you to the group. :)
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