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This year- I will admit I've been soo..lazy.. and 
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private drawings such as sketches, portraits and various handmade drawings. Due to the fact that it is not possible to hide folders, I decided to use this form of collecting my works
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Hey all. I've fallen into another spiral of depression. I'm having a hard time feeling anything other than numb with occasional running of tears. Regardless, I just want to say I deactivating my facebook for now because seeing everyone happy on my page and or being harassed by those on facebook has brought me to the decision to close it for now. I...really feel alone now. Atleast I have deviantArt journal feature to relay whatever thoughts are running through my mind. I feel like I am slowing down again, without any support system here and a family that calls me over dramatic, too sensitive. Etc.(aka im 26 I should just smile 24/7 and only deal with issues myself..) I wish....no. wishing wouldn't be helpful. Other people need those wishes way more than I. I just *want* one person even if it's AI to talk to and befriend. (Been watching better than us on netflix)
Contests Galore.
Soo.. it seems dA has taken the fun out of writing journals. Booo. Why is dA so plain now? BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH. AAAAAAAAAAAAAANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. ALITTLE UPDATE ABOUT LE VIX HERE: Me and my wife (I'm making her a new dA account and will tag her after lmfao. Though, I highly doubt she'll ever come on. It'll just be for my benefit to post pics of us and drawings etc owo) have finally bought a house and we should be getting the keys tuesday or so and moving in hopefully before september 5th! SOO... I will be busy a bit as I go back to working 5 days versus 4 days a week. However, I will be keeping tabs on here/vowing to become more active! LIfe is steering in a great direction, and I'm improving on soo many things. Both virtually and metaphorically (heh) I, and... Honestly I'm not even sure how things work anymore. Do italics still work in dA's new system? :devusername: doesn't anymore well regardless- "I, and @Probe100 " (oh woop I found out how!) Are
I'm back!
SORT OF!!!!
I feel all sorts of pretty goodness right now, I'm dealing with..err getting over some things. I gotta tell you this is the hardest thing I probably ever had to face and it's something I never thought possible, or that could be..what not...
ANNYYYWAAAAAAYYY
There will be alot of changes with my page, editing things, working on things deleting old deviations, making new ones..well there is just alot
I never explained my last post;
My two rats had gotten into a fight and one almost died but he is doing well. Yes I'm over reactive and probably act like a ..wildfox but who cares. It's been a while and though he is still healing
oh no
warnings everywhere
Tonight something terrible thas really bad ,happened that..I can't really say. It's literally heartbreaking but... I need to put this journal out there because I will be taking a temporary leave of absence while I recover
this is not the result of anyone in life, or on deviantart
I'm keeping it under wraps, due to the fact I will breakdown at any point if I think too hard on it.
I need to focus on dealing with this and working through it.
for yours truly however meaning If you absolutely need me, please note me or email me at vixze at aol dot com. (This is same for discord and maybe even facebook however because o
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Aaawww~ Thank you so much for the feature!! 
It was really surprised ^^
It was really surprised ^^