“Marcilyn? Sometimes I wonder about us… I feel something so strong in my heart. I don’t think I’ve really felt anything as strong as this, not even the time I – well, I had feelings for the princess of Heneurock. But I was young, regardless…”
Marcilyn scooted up to her, resting her hand in her palm.
“It’s okay Estelle. I feel it too. I have such an adrenaline rush – it’s silly, all I’m doing is talking to you, but even that is amazing…”
So the only reason I haven't posted this yet, is because I can't figure out how to explain it without giving away spoilers LOL So... let's just say: I'm gay, I like girls, and MarciEstellie is cute. YOU CAN BLAME 100% FOR ENCOURAGING ME TO POST THIS. I SWEAR, I DON'T GET THIS STEAMY ON OCCASION. Maybe... -shot-
In a way, I kinda see this waaay more cute, than what some people would call "sexy" There's a particular reason Marcilyn is making all the moves, but I won't say it here because SPOILERS. I do realize Estelle shouldn't be blushing - but well, it looks more cute that way, I guess LOL She only blushes out of embarrassment, rather than the more sexual things. I kinda see kissing as a romantic action, not a sexual one... but that's my POV of being Asexual (I'm pretty much Gray-asexual, so I don't know if my opinion matters... lol )
Well, hopefully this isn't a spoiler... but they did this before they realized they liked each other. I won't spoil anything else, but it's the freaking cutest / slightly steamiest scene in the entire book I'm tempted to include this picture in the chapter, but by then: My art skills will probably be ten times better anyway LOL I dunno, I don't really see this kiss as anything but "cute" I'm terribly sorry for the slight color variations... I'm still trying to get used to a coloring style, and I've mainly found mine... but it's rather random too still LOL I enjoy experimenting too much...
Anyway, hopefully no one finds this offensive. I've never posted a picture of two girls kissing to dA... soooo yeah.
I think it's really cute though... By the way: They call it the "Greeting Kiss" in Heneurock apparently c; More of that in the book, if it stays (I hope it does! LOL )
Oh, I've always struggled, but then even though I love romance, I think romantic poses scare me from a drawing perspective...so complex! To this day I'm not brave enough to show Cye and James actually kiss.
I was absolutely notorious at school, I was the kind of kid who would blast through my work so I could sit drawing afterwards, maybe not a good thing haha!
I used to draw regardless of whether or not I did my work, LOL! I was a really bad student at the time. I eventually became an A student who drew in my freetime XD No clue how that change occurred, hahaha
BUT OOOOOH MY GODFMGM THIS IS SO CUTE-- SEE THIS IS SOMETHING TO NOT BE ASHAMED OF AT ALL ///
i just,, estelle and marci's faces on the bottom left ;;;;;; ///// oh gosh my heart is aching they are so sweet aND ESTELLE ACTUALLY LOOKS AMAZING WITH LIPSTICK ??? DAMN// she needs to wear more lipstick often for her ;^)))
well i am tempted to make more fanart of those two,, don't mind me LOOOOOL; seriously love both these lovely ladies to pieces i stfg <33333
IT'S STILL AWKWARD /hides BUT I THINK I'M GETTING USED TO IT But like, I'm not known for drawing two girls kissing in four different ways, so now I'm so scared people are going to start saying I'm a Yuri artist or something... LOL I absolutely hate the word to be honest... lmao More about that later...
Hahahaha I just decided to draw her with lips for some reason LOL She actually doesn't look that bad at all! I actually picture Estelle wearing lipstick quite often! By default, she's always described with makeup and pink lips in the book (at least: I think so!). She prefers near natural of course
YES YES DO IT JUST DO IT
THAT'S OK-- I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL. I HONESTLY DO// but that's good to know that you're embracing it now !! 8) better late than never right ? B))) and eh, i hardly use that term at all, that goes for yaoi too so LMAO//
she really doesn't ! she looks beautiful with it imo // v \\ <333 and rEALLY IT SAYS THAT WTF-- i really need to read your story now i have to see this LOOOL; and ahhhh so does saeki !!! wow something in common between those two for once x'D
and OOOOK I SHALL LMFAO
Ahhh the reception has been wonderful <3 I have so many wonderful, supporting friends! I'm sure some people saw this coming LOL None the less, I enjoyed making this. It may show up in the story, or I may redraw this... either way, I'm looking forward to finishing the book! I just have no idea how I'm going to do the art for it... since I'm still working on the edits ;n;
Haha yeah I think some people might've seen it coming, but everyone being so accepting is amazing! And you'll figure out a way to do the art for it!
Yep! It's true... I think the last time I blushed was 3 years ago. I got all heated up in the cheeks and all embarrassed over something my friend did, that was nonsexual. It's so hard to embarrass me... though I can't help but feel I embarrass other people sometimes I do get embarrassed... but I don't blush generally. It's weird. Ohhh man, now I want to look up lesbian physical traits, and see if any apply to me OMG WTF Apparently Lesbians have a 91% chance of being left handed! LOL I am certainly left handed... hahahaha And then apparently my index finger IS in fact smaller than my ring finger on both hands... and that apparently means I'm a lesbian! Hahahaha omg, science is ridiculous LOL But I guess I really am gay... hahahaha Don't know how true this all is, but it sure is fun!
Eeeeyup. Friends are always super amazing that way though! I'm blessed to have so many wonderful friends I wish more people were like this in the real world... the world would be a much happier place! I want to embrace my sexuality, not run from it. You're all allowing me to do so, and giving me the confidence to stand up for myself.
Well they must be in the real world somewhere! I just wish they were easier to find XD And more abundant! I'm glad you have the confidence to stand up for yourself, that's really so great!
Haha, me too And I'm really happy about that as well
Hahahaha maybe I am secretly, so secretly even I don't know it XD Yeah I think it's pretty dodgy tbh haha.
You should be
LOL you probably would have known by now But some people do come into their sexuality rather late, just as some people hit growth spurts at 30. I went through so many sexual orientations it was crazy Nothing seemed to fit for me and my orientation! Hahaha But now I've come to a conclusion what it might be, after a serious quest to find it: I'm a Gay Gray-ace, with attractions to femininity in general.
I was surprised to see Estelle blushing, yes! I think that any sexual action can be either romantic or not, it totally depends on intention is what I believe
Great to see you found courage and confidence to say it out loud
And I LOVE it!! Ahhhh they are just TOO CUTE together! They both look so happy to be with each other and Estelle just looks so sweet and charming here Woman plus man, woman plus woman, man plus man, or anything else . . . it can all be beautiful and wonderful I'm so glad you posted this and kudos to your friend for convincing you to!
Ahhhhh man, thank you! I really, really want a happy ending for them in the series. They deserve it, they are the cutest thing alive ever. LOL I so agree! Any sort of couple - be it woman/woman, man/man, woman/man, or anything else, is so amazing and beautiful and lovely <333 Hahaha,Naysae is awesome. Hope she doesn't mind me picking on her, I meant it in a good way Truth be told, my friend from real life convinced me as well
Aaaaaand luckily you are in control of their ending, so it can be super duper happy XD Estelle + Marcilyn = True Love And I'm sure your other friends are super proud of you too! I don't ever even talk about dA with my RL pals because they don't know I draw LOL so you're way ahead of me there
Hahahaha maybe not the prequel, since it's about how Estelle becomes the antagonist for the next book, but definitely the first book / sequel will contain happy endings, and the sequel will contain happy endings for Marcilyn and Estelle (Marcilyn won't get a happy ending until the sequel though... since she was put in so late to the story. ) And I'm sure one day you'll be able to be more confident about your art skills as well!
Nice drawings. I love when characters kiss all over someone's face before or after kissing the lips
Hahahaha that is Marcilyn in a nutshell. She looooves doing stuff like that hahahaha XDDD They are so dang cute, it's incredible!
They definetly belong together