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Passive Discontemptment
Do you know? Only my pain will ever grow beauty, only the beauty to be seen lies in my pain pain of discontempt ; passive discontemptment ; passive disconnection with the ability to feel anything when you've been kicked like a dog, you howl and you bite -- but you yourself are not stabbing anyone but yourself ; discontent with life, with love ; with the pursuit of happiness ;; can't you see Lord, I need security in you to grow? Otherwise I am mute ; discontent ; a burden. every semicolon ; a tear
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Duchess of Sun Ch 2: Like the Song Bird, She Sings
2 Like the Song Bird, She Sings Dear Estelle — oh her mother writes such amorously distasteful letters — have you been in the library again, collecting poems and riddles of such distasteful life? Do you think that a man can love a man and a woman can love a woman and a person like you, can end up without a husband all for the greed of being alone? Do you think you can handle the waves of loneliness that will be purged from your soul, should you ever discover such a loving, caring man? Oh mother, Estelle writes. Allow me to write a poem, as if none other to showcase what love with a woman means to me, what the spiritual love of my
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Duchess of Sun Ch 1: Blooming Wishes
1Blooming Wishes To a most treasured being, I write – and no words come of my sour mouth, where I had bled for more than four winters – my magical inheritance a beloved curse, your beauty my ultimate downfall, but your love my secret key. A flock of doves flew from the sky. Princess Estelle of Netheron, nervously paced across the yards of her home, her beautiful garden. She tended to the plants, an act only a servant would do. Yet she insisted, as something inside her hungered to know the language of plants, and the deep love of the soil around her. Like the birds, which she would go for hours adventuring and observing until i
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Character List - Duchess of Sun
Netheron Estelle Mari Violetta – The Princess of Netheron Margarette  – The Queen of Netheron, Estelle’s mother Vincent – The King of Netheron, Estelle’s father Yvette Violetti – The former Princess of Netheron, Estelle’s cousin. Esmeralda – Estelle’s head servant Julian Monette – Head Ambassitor of Netheron / Mayor of the royal city of Netheron Clarence Monette – Royal Ambassator from Westyria Yi, a Netheron county – “nephew” to Mr. Monette Priscilla Vernice – Head Royal Inventor, Estelle’s aunt Arvilla – Estelle’s cousin Meyhra &#8211
The Estelle Mari Chronicles: Duchess of Sun
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Let Go
Be worth every tear ; abundance in merit you love yourself yet are so pained & yet you love yourself despite the pain Don't be hurtful to yourself -- be gentle ; loving ; passionate ; like a gentle wave, your beauty is astonishing. If you ever feel hurt... or in pain... remember the beautiful butterfly.
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Netheron Media Collection (2018)
Novels and Compilations:    Duchess of Tears             Tales of an Inventing Witch       The Original Netheron Story        In progress                           In progress               (OLD) A New Version is Coming COMICS Lock Me Away Marcilyn Locket Currently Discontinued (Duchess of Tears, and Tales of an Inventing Witch are a work in progress. You can read the original Netheron here, but note that it is very old, and written in my high school years. The Lock Me Away Marcilyn Locket Comic has been discontinued, however, it may be reinstated at some point. ) Short Stories SAMPLES OF PROJECTS (NEW!!)  Sample from v4 of      
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Netheron Chronicles Archive
Netheron Chronicles Archive By Vivienne Waltzer Note to everyone: These Short Stories are highly experimental and are likely to change in the books themselves. In fact, all of them would be considered spin-offs to help the prequel and other books develop. Take note of this while reading... thank you! The Short Stories and Their Approximate Order: Prequel Simple Secrets: A Netheron Short Story Summary: Mae, a curious ten year old, begins to question her step mother after noticing some strange circumstances. The Will of the Way: A Netheron Short Story Summary:  Esmeralda as a witch is sworn to protect Estelle, and prevent her from becoming
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Netheron History Overview
 Netheron History Overview Glossary: The different cultures and their descriptions. Netheron: A promised land: one of great technological advances and talented engineers and inventors. They are the first ones to make it to Huerta, and the first ones to law down the laws of the land. The queen and the king are known to be equals: though the queen is the higher one in power. Netheron was the first to establish civil rights of the new world. They have been known to be peace makers and protestors alike: and are very strict about power. They only believe in having queens and kings who possess special abilities from birth, including skills of a t
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The Almighty Artist's Reference for Artwork
Anatomy Websites for studying http://www.posemaniacs.com/ http://bodyvisualizer.com/ http://www.quickposes.com/ Games for Anatomy: free to play http://www.anatomyarcade.com/games/gamesSkeletal.html Anatomy Tutorials https://www.youtube.com/watch?v= pDgyQjNFVQk Portrait http://idrawgirls.com/tutorials/2014/02/05/how-to-shade-a-portrait-drawing/ Hands Tutorials for Hands https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0aH5-J_Jvx4 Hand viewer http://www.posemaniacs.com/tools/handviewer/ Figure Drawing Tutorials for Figure Drawing http://www.elfwood.com/tutorial/108c5366-e843-ada3-4085-85cf2e6cb03b/figure-drawing-basic-pose-and-construction Pr
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The King's Son (Non-PDF Version)
    The King’s Son    Tap, tap, tap, goes his wand in his hand, as the King of Drethathon maps out the Netheron castle with his telekinzer board. A golden glow washes over the prince who listens ever so elusively.    “If you must remember anything… remember that Estelle Mari Violetta is a powerful tool, and not one to fear,” King Ottovanum said. “She is highly manipulative and cunning, just as she is vulnerable and lonely.”    Otto sighed, sinking into his desk. He twiddled his inked pencil through his two teeth. When would he ever get out of here?    “She looks manipulative and cunning alrigh
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My Love, Arinya Jee (An Netheron Short Story)
Vivienne C. Waltzer My Love, Arinya Jee “I want a second chance,   To be the person,   I dream to be,   and to love the person, I long to love.”     One day, Arinya sent a letter. To the princess of Netheron, they sent every blood, sweat and tear. They told wild tales of their past - of how they had single handedly ran a business at twelve.  They spoke of their homelessness, of how years ago, they had ran from their father – and stolen his inheritance to work their way up the business market. How with every single confidence, they had managed to find their way into the queen’s castle, where the queen had invited t
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The Awkward Encounter with Adelita De'cruz
Credit Goes to Sleyf for the Cover Art If only, if only...I could find what myheart says about love...because we both live in two different worlds,and are two different girls,each finding our own paths. I like girls. The words radiated from the young aristocrat’s tongue in a soft whisper, as quickly as it had run through her thoughts. I don’t... feel that way about boys, do I? The princess stopped in her tracks, just to stare at the castle. Her mother sneered from the sidelines, and Estelle cringed, hoping she hadn't heard her whisper those words. The Heneurock castle rested before her in the middle of a purple moat, standing
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Memories of a Forgotten Girl - A Netheron Oneshot
Memories of a Forgotten Girl A Netheron Short Story Story, Poetry and Art by Vivienne Waltzer Kiss me, oh just once - make me forget my dreams; For should one kiss be grant, I will live my life dreaming of you, and not of my dreams... It was war. Prince Otto stood silent, adorned in a red and white military uniform. He held two large golden pistols in his pockets, each with intricate carvings. His limber body stood between two large pine trees and a rubbish pile of haystacks. To the front of him seated a set of target dummies -  each with large blue roses in the middle of where the heart would be. Marcilyn leaned against a tree, bre
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Netheron Chronicles Archive
Netheron Chronicles Archive By Vivienne Waltzer Note to everyone: These Short Stories are highly experimental and are likely to change in the books themselves. In fact, all of them would be considered spin-offs to help the prequel and other books develop. Take note of this while reading... thank you! The Short Stories and Their Approximate Order: Prequel Simple Secrets: A Netheron Short Story Summary: Mae, a curious ten year old, begins to question her step mother after noticing some strange circumstances. The Will of the Way: A Netheron Short Story Summary:  Esmeralda as a witch is sworn to protect Estelle, and prevent her from becoming
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Teardrops and Sunflowers v2
Long lashes closed shut as Estelle took a deep breath. Her puffy velvet white dress clung to her small body, as she endlessly engrossed herself in the art of reading. When she opened the book, the princess took a quick look up around her, only to find an empty, silent room. Silently humming to herself: she continued to flip through the pages, finding peace in solitude.   It was a cold day in particular, one where Estelle stayed indoors at the local royal library. She was surrounded by swarms of books with enchanting circular placemats. The shelves were higher than her head, with beautifully crafted half-moon designs carved into each wooden pi
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Teaching the Princess to Dance: A Netheron Oneshot
Estelle positively, absolutely, never endlessly hated the idea of dance. Every time the blonde haired princess tried, her two feet always looped over one another, and soon she'd be falling flat on her back. The princess knew dancing was a sacred Netheron tradition but it was one she'd been horrible at. Dancing made her nervous, too uncomfortable for any tradition and slow dancing was especially bad this way. There was no way she could ever stun a prince, if she danced clumsily. Not that she cared anyway- her mother and father had been trying for years to find her the right man, with little success. She considered skipping out on many ballroom
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Teardrops and Sunflowers - A Netheron Short Story
It was a most particularly cold day, where Estelle stayed indoors at the local royal library. She was awaiting a friend named Marcilyn Locket, who despite being a friend, was only a mere commoner. Yet despite being so, they shared a great interest: to invent and create machinery. Unfortunately, that always seemed to get in the way of her family, who thought it outlandish, and strange that a princess would dare enjoy such a job. After all, the princess spent more time reading books than attending parties. She always had her nose in the books, and her cousins never liked it. Meyhra and Arvilla were only two of her seven cousins. She didn&#8217
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Passive Discontemptment
Do you know? Only my pain will ever grow beauty, only the beauty to be seen lies in my pain pain of discontempt ; passive discontemptment ; passive disconnection with the ability to feel anything when you've been kicked like a dog, you howl and you bite -- but you yourself are not stabbing anyone but yourself ; discontent with life, with love ; with the pursuit of happiness ;; can't you see Lord, I need security in you to grow? Otherwise I am mute ; discontent ; a burden. every semicolon ; a tear
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Let Go
Be worth every tear ; abundance in merit you love yourself yet are so pained & yet you love yourself despite the pain Don't be hurtful to yourself -- be gentle ; loving ; passionate ; like a gentle wave, your beauty is astonishing. If you ever feel hurt... or in pain... remember the beautiful butterfly.
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Empath
     guide the stars her tender catharsis ;;    reflect        like diamonds            in her skin ; Surge Boils        mental illness --    i n s t a b i l i t y  .     cracked melts    of great injustice --            she is not       ill by soul,    but more like    the tiding wave    that swallows        with joy    She loves ;;        gentle        to the pull. ---    They thought    her        shame               for being           a wreck ;    she was             open thread        bearing love            and joy                and not one            could take that                     from her
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Asylum
functionally scarce -    She is like glass crushed into         grass --- pierced by shards a fictitious fact ; Homestead -- but yet     not home -- Mask her - shun her -     from the night - from the fear ;;             this nightmare is hers --        live in absurd dreams ;   place her in        obscure hideaways    where telephones are like        cartoons ;; and the door reads -    Caution: Oxygen    Caution: Oxygen    Caution: Oxygen    Is she            even                breathing                        no                            more?                                ...                              
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Strength
Strength be found in ignorance -- a scar can become a butterfly if you allow the time to heal...
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The Battle
Fighting a battle    in my head    good vs evil    trying to understand    it's all in my mind ;;    all due to            faulty                thinking...
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Not a Monster
I am not a monster      am not a demon      am not in pain though the last        is a lie -- I live the day in fear     but never forever there is joy in this life there is joy there is joy and I I feel there is so come back to it tonight I am a being of the stars and planets I feel the galaxy shape its love it surrounds us the stars and should always surround ourselves in our bliss I am not a monster I am not a demon I am not in pain, though the last is a lie I am human I am of the stars I am of the moon I am a being of love never one of hate Don't let ourselves fade Don't let ourselves die When you see the stars know that you don'
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Vivienne
She's scared of what she feels is real A mind so ill, it affects her fate She hears the devil call her name but he's not as strong as she thinks Terrorists try to control her mind but she fights like an iron shield You won't have her, not tonight She will continue to spread her light <3
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Peace
I am unafraid of what is to come because I know things will return to the way they were
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The Divorce
Dreams            Of horror &    adults who scream –                   Scream stop        Someone                    Scream stop        Someone    Anyone           do                you                     hear                this            young        body      cry The victim is my father The victim is my mother The prison is my home torn in two by desperation – Separation Desperation    it ruined us all    just as it    brought us    together. Move on… Children move on, But do they ever know Right from wrong? Do they know which side to take when both           are not  
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Vivienne Waltzer 🌙

In love with the most beautiful person in the world, R-Doll ♥️ Feb 15 2019💜

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Some fun facts about me:

  • I'm an aspiring Tarot reader & I'm Intuitive in nature.
  • I was diagnosed over time with Schizoaffective, Bipolar type
  • I live a very productive and happy life, with lots of friends & a family who loves me, even despite the illnesses I have.
  • I see a naturopath who has helped me with alternative therapy!
  • Believe it or not, but beneath my youthful attitude I am actually an old soul & it's been confirmed by a psychic ;)
  • Ever since I was young, I always felt an unusual attachment to old ways of thinking, regardless of my age.
  • I read free handmade astrology reports on the Yodha phone app as an everyday thing.
  • I am a Virgo Sun, Sagittarius Moon, and Leo Ascendant!
  • I love the Victorian era, and collect old poetry books!
  • I'm going to uni to become a Professor of English starting this Winter 2019! ;)

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Thank you Very Much by PaMonk
I appreciate the recent :+fav: and support!
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Thank you for the :+fav: on there is also desire.
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You're very welcome!!! :heart: 
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Hummingbird by KmyGraphic  For Fave
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You're very welcome!! :heart:
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Thank you for :+fav: on my On Notre Dame little poem :D :D
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You're very welcome!! :heart: It was very well done! ;)
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