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Literature
Last Hope
As I limp towards the future.
The past, a dark receding stain.
With hope my only armour.
Against the demons in my brain.
Their pitch black wings they
buffet me.
Sharpe claws, shred hope with 
pain.
In my mind, blood is all I see.
I struggle to remember why I 
picked myself up again.
Surely this is madness, just give up,
quit, abstain.
But my armour holds, I still trudge
on. 
And put my trust in hope again. 
 
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Literature
Fresh Cut Grass
Deep throaty hum, a fresh shawn lawn.
Floating, earthy, a fresh green dawn.
Hoses fountains, for children, spray. 
The song of spring at early play. 
Winters rule is soon to pass.
Days as clear as new blown glass.
Picnic rugs, chilled spring wine.
Days for hope, a mellow time.
 
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Literature
Quietly Defiant
Fear; does not confine me.
Happy days are fierce, but few.
I walk softly, in armoured kindness.
Gentle words a gift that's true.
Sorrows coat is brightly patterned.
It hides and shelters from the cold.
In each tear, you'll find a rainbow.
A fragile smile I won't withhold. 
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Literature
Unbroken
The salt of tears my constant friend.
A depthless well that has no end.
Memories of black fear and rage.
A barless prison, potent cage.
Innocent soul, that paid the price.
Poorly used, broken victim of vice.
Hard to trust, to take a chance.
To look at love with slight askance 
Throw my heart into the ring.
To go down fighting, with one last
swing.
 
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Literature
Living Dead
My own private rain cloud,
hangs over my head.
The lightening of pain caused
my feelings to shred.
No solace no comfort, no 
warm soft safe bed.
Not really living, just living
dead.  
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Literature
Just Blue
Why is joy such a fleeting friend?
Sadness lingers, it has no end.
It seeps down deep, into the bone. 
Leaves me shaking, forever prone.
A hollow feeling, of loss as well.
Walking, talking empty shell.
Happiness just comes and goes.
Elusive dreams I don't quite know.
A confined feeling of Deja vu.
Like I should remember, but it's all
just blue.
 
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Literature
A Single Step
When the colours fade, they run like 
tears, that streak my face.
All that's left a faded film of yesteryear. 
A dream that died in pain and fear.
Things torn down, leave room for life.
Hope reborn, from the seeds of strife.
Catching whispers in my dreams.
Faint and fleeting a hint of breeze. 
It pulls me on, one halting step.
A thousand miles, I'll get there yet.
 
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Literature
Only Shadows Remain
Paint my life in shades of grey.
Trace my footsteps, as they
fade away.
Know me then, not the shadow
now.
When my eyes held the shine of
a million stars.
A radiant light, a reflection from
you.
My evening star, my only truth.
Your light is gone, now the shadows
rule.
 
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Literature
Etched
The kind of love that leaves
you prone.
It's in the marrow, etched on
the bone.
In every breath and pulsing
beat.
Fever dream, an incendiary
heat.
Elation high, no sense of
reason.
Passions flow is never out of
season.
Indelibly inked, written on
my soul.
My mirror half, the only one who
makes me whole.
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Literature
The Velvet Hours
Lay tonight beneath the stars. 
Let the moonlight bathe your scars.
Twinkle starlight reflects in your eyes.
Soothe your sorrows calm your whys.
Embrace the magic of the velvet hours.
Rest amongst the sleeping flowers.
Safe away from days harsh gaze.
Dance with fireflies in their quiet blaze.
Soak in splendour, dark crystal sky.
Steal these moments, for dawn, is nigh.
   
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Literature
Who Dares Wins
Regrets are words unspoken 
Chances never taken.
Moments that we missed.
Those we never kissed.
Dreams we never dared.
Thoughts we left unshared.
People we left behind.
The joy, we didn't find.
Horizons never seen.
All the mountains in between.
 
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Literature
Not For The Faint Of Heart
The sharpest cuts are the razors,
that lovers blades inflict.
Words that slice and cut bone-deep,
precision aim, clean cleaved meat.
When flesh is fresh laid bare,
then salted with despair.
Scars that seal but never heal,
left open neath the skin.
They burn at night when ceiling
white is a mirror not so fair.
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Literature
Where White Flowers Grow
My love is buried deeply, where white
flowers grow.
Linen dress wrapped sweetly, limbs
like fresh softly fallen snow.
Her hair was like the golden wheat,
that sways so softly in the breeze.
With eyes of depthless blue, that
brought me to my knees.
She floated gently through my life,
then I watched her go.
I tried to cling, to hold her here,
but fate, would not make it so.
When I see the flowers bloom the
tears still gently flow.
I wander through my memories, to
where white flowers grow. 
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Literature
Last Words
Don't use those three words as a
throwaway line.
Those three words are a gift that
should sparkle and shine.
Lift someone's heart, make them
breathless, stop time.
Don't use those three words as a
throwaway line.
Just, hold them gently, wrapped up
in your heart.
When they fall from your lips, forge
a chain that won't part.
I will give you those three words with
no end, just a start.
They will be with my last breath when
the lights have gone dark.
The last words I whisper to you, straight
from my heart.
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Literature
No Sense In Wonder
In my dreams, I touch the stars
I wander, where I may.
There are no limits, life or time.
Just endless, moonlight play.
Daylight brings the harsh cold
truth, that dreams are fleeting.
Mearly flights of fancy and therefore
destined not to stay.
My heart overrules my head, content
to live the dream.
For, if we lose our wonder, then what
does life really mean?
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Literature
Seasons Greetings
Come dance with me in mushroom rings
Sing the songs that nature sings.
Tales of amber autumn leaves that slumber
gently neath the trees.
Whose willowy arms caress the breeze.
As they sway and bend, a waltz lament,
so soon to freeze.
When crystal crowns of snow's first fall,
welcomes frost to winters ball.
Snowflakes twirl, in a blanket fall, that
covers gently, a sleeping thrall.
To wake when green, a surging tide, sweeps
the earth's last snow aside.
Surging forth with sap and glee, to stir the
bumble of the bee.
Now sit, be gentle, neath the tree's and arm
in arm, just float the breeze.
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Literature
Dreaming of the day
It's going to be okay
It's going to go my way
One day
Now everything seems hopeless
There is no light
Everything is hopeless
Hope is out of sight
It will work out fine
My life will be mine
And I will be back
One day
It's going to go my way
It's going to be okay 
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Literature
soul.mate
I'm still looking for you, hazy Stranger.
In the silhouettes of two o'clock Dreams, I can almost find you amongst galaxy people.
Bare wrist
and tattooed veins branching out through
trees in the Sahara.
You bring Names that sound of endings,
   fresh thoughts of home
And coffee mug color schemes
to catch bullets shot at my back.
You can have my typos
that I've erased before Apollo caught me.
   and keep their existence secret to everyone,
but the religion I found in you.
And though always a nostalgic brand,
I've never been as desperate
    As I am right now. hoping you're reading this
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Literature
I've loved but never been in Love
it looks nice,
 Hands held across the booth,
soft-edged stars crinkled in the wilt of their eyes
as they gaze to each other with the loveliest smiles.
There's a warmth there, rivaling Venus
  That I can only feel glimpses of
and some dark parts of me wonder
if I'm capable of love at all
Because while I have known this cloud-based feeling,
Pouring storms of good intentions
into the only world we share,
hoping this time it will save you
I fear that the only love I have is Word tied
And writing you into metaphors
 and rummaging through screens
is the closest I'll ever get
to the Dreams I always wake up from.
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Courage of a dragon by SecretDarTiste Courage of a dragon :iconsecretdartiste:SecretDarTiste 151 91 Mariko by SecretDarTiste Mariko :iconsecretdartiste:SecretDarTiste 211 108 Breakin Dawn by mabayui Breakin Dawn :iconmabayui:mabayui 5 2
Literature
fragile heart
Left with a heart that's so very broken 
I'm becoming so fragile yet also outspoken
Is it because I want change or need change 
I'm becoming deranged, life's so strange
I've got a heart thats become fragile 
As my minds becoming less agile 
Can I overcome this fear of failure 
All I know is I need a savior
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Xayah by Nekinu-the-Outsider Xayah :iconnekinu-the-outsider:Nekinu-the-Outsider 31 3
Literature
Tattoos of my soul
If you would see the real me
My soul, that would finally be free
From the captivity of my body
Would you like what you see?
From over there, it may look like a black pit
But if you move closer just a little bit
Your eyes will feel like they are hit
By all of the ink that is covering it
Images and words like a big tattoo
And they are covering my mind too
Reminders from all the times that you
Made me feel like I didn’t know what to do
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The Life And Her Creatures by S-k-y-e-s-s-e-n-c-e The Life And Her Creatures :icons-k-y-e-s-s-e-n-c-e:S-k-y-e-s-s-e-n-c-e 69 32 Underwater by S-k-y-e-s-s-e-n-c-e Underwater :icons-k-y-e-s-s-e-n-c-e:S-k-y-e-s-s-e-n-c-e 27 8 Nelipot Darling by LilPsychoGirl Nelipot Darling :iconlilpsychogirl:LilPsychoGirl 12 2
Literature
The act of estimating something to be worthless
You and me were real
You and me felt like we could chase the world
We were together and it never felt so good.
You were my big deal
I never thought you could turn so cold
Like snow you fell on my sunny beach
And you turned the tides like you never should
You were my everything and I thought we belonged
I thought we were of worth
I really believed that it was just you and me against this Earth
But that is where I was wrong.
I was only fixating the relation
Making the prices drop
And in the end it turned out to be floccinaucinihilipilification
With a little cherry on top
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Literature
The 'lies' you tell me
It is going to be okay
Or so you say
I’ll be fine
That’s what you keep telling me
I want to believe you
Don’t get me wrong
I really want to believe what you say
But I can’t.
No matter how hard I try
I can’t.
I feel like I’m not in the mood
I’m not doing well, I’m not doing good
I’m not okay
It’s not going to be okay
Not yet.
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Literature
Leave me be
Leave me be,
what desperate pleas,
Devil under the wool of a sheep.
You forced this fate,
upon yourself and us,
to think
To think
To ThInk!

you thought you could escape.
We can't both climb up the spider thread,
so I'll cut it,
and we'll be stuck together here,
in the botomless pit of fire.
In our pitiful web of self deceit.
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White Tiger by LiussSteen White Tiger :iconliusssteen:LiussSteen 102 25

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As I limp towards the future.
The past, a dark receding stain.
With hope my only armour.
Against the demons in my brain.
Their pitch black wings they
buffet me.
Sharpe claws, shred hope with 
pain.
In my mind, blood is all I see.
I struggle to remember why I 
picked myself up again.
Surely this is madness, just give up,
quit, abstain.
But my armour holds, I still trudge
on. 
And put my trust in hope again. 





 
Deep throaty hum, a fresh shawn lawn.
Floating, earthy, a fresh green dawn.
Hoses fountains, for children, spray. 
The song of spring at early play. 
Winters rule is soon to pass.
Days as clear as new blown glass.
Picnic rugs, chilled spring wine.
Days for hope, a mellow time.


 

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The pen writes and having written moves on and then goes back for a rewrite or 10

In Memory of my Dad, who read me Winnie the Pooh, Wind in the Willows. Took me to the Library every week after school and who taught me to love books and writing.
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Your boat is sinking. Do you ? 

43%
9 deviants said Put on a life jacket and jump
29%
6 deviants said Sit quietly and wait for the inevitable
10%
2 deviants said Have a drink and go out with a smile
10%
2 deviants said Plug the hole and start bailing
10%
2 deviants said Get out your shot gun and blow a bigger hole just to speed things up
0%
No deviants said Panic and run up and down screaming

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My pleasure Happy New Year My friend
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How Beaautiful it was to write that
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to me. I am not sure how. And maybe
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thanks u so much :) for all favs and support :hug:
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