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Hello! I have this lovely little Paca that I'm looking to swap for another.
0155 by Pacadex
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Gorgeous, but just not feeling this one. Sorry, little nubbin. D:

The
se folders have some of my favorite Pacas for reference.
www.deviantart.com/viidoll/fav…
www.deviantart.com/viidoll/fav…
A
s you can see, I really like a lot of the simpler Pacas. Like seriously, look at that Waffle Cone Paca. So stinkin' adorbs. xD
I'd
prefer Tori or guest-made Pacas, but feel free to offer MYOs too! :')

If
you have a Paca for trade and aren't interested in this one, I can also offer some cash, artwork, or a combination of the two. (Or in addition to this Paca if need be.)
My commission list for art examples:
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Pixels
50x50 ICONS - $10
                 

I think that's it. Hit me up! :'D

Hello, everyone. If I said it's been a while, I'd definitely be understating. xD

Offline life? Not so good. :'x Long story short: using my left side is a horrible, painful idea 90% of the time. I've drawn very few things in the past two years, but I think I'll post some of them soon.
I won't be incredibly active, but I miss this place and all of my friends here. I guess I'll just be here casually while I relearn how to draw with my non-dominant hand. :D I'll still be drawing a bit here and there, probably mostly simple things like cheebs and buttons. They're easier to manage. :')

What's been going on with everyone here? I hope things have been good. I've missed you all and would love an update. <3

Also, I don't think I do, but if I owe anyone anything, please let me know and I'll get working on it asap!
Hello everyone! I just wanted to apologize for my inactivity. I've been having a lot of health issues that have interfered with... everything. I'll be back to being active soon, I hope. I know I have some things I need to respond to, and hopefully I'll get to that soon.

When I do come back completely, I'm thinking of offering a couple of different YCHs. I definitely want to do a Pillowing and Foxfan YCH. What other kind would you like to see from me? :)

Thank you for your patience and support. I hope everyone is doing well!

{ STATUS }

Currently closed!
I am opening up specific commissions! I'm going to need a new computer soon, so I'll need to start saving up~! <3

{ PAYMENT }

I will accept payment in the form of USD (through Paypal) or in DA points.
$1.00 USD = 100 points.

{ FORM }

Please send this form to me via DA note.
Username:
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{ TYPES OF COMMISSIONS }


Pixels

50x50 ICONS - $10
002 by Viidoll  Starpatched by Viidoll  Viichi-korali by Viidoll  Icon by Viidoll  001 by Viidoll  001 by Viidoll  Icon001 by Viidoll  Icon002 by Viidoll  002 by Viidoll  004 by Viidoll

Illustrations

LITTLE BUTTON (200px x 200px) - $6
$50 for 10
{T} Misa by Viidoll

STICKER (200px x 200px) - $10
$45 for 5
Th by Viidoll Mothcat-lydia by Viidoll Mothcat-nuri by Viidoll Mothcat-argent by Viidoll Dynisaur-kyou by Viidoll

CHEEBS - $12
Additional Character +$8
Misa16 by Viidoll 005 by Viidoll
{T} Just Some Cheebs by Viidoll{T} Batch of Cheebs~ by Viidoll

CHIBI - $15
Additional Character +$10
001 by Viidoll 001 by Viidoll 005 by Viidoll Pixi1 by Viidoll Alaska2 by Viidoll

FULLBODY (FERAL) -
Simple Character - $25-$30
Additional Simple Character +$20-$25
{Unapproved} Snowy Owl Mothcat by Viidoll {Unapproved} Luna Moth-cat by Viidoll {P} Saga by Viidoll  002-extracted by Viidoll Luca by Viidoll

Complicated/Detailed Character - $35-$40
Additional Complicated/Detailed Character +$25-$30
{P} Just Floatin' Around by Viidoll  {P} Daire by Viidoll  {T} Larka by Viidoll
Hello. It's been a while since my sudden disappearance. As you might know, I've been having issues with my carpal tunnel syndrome lately. As it turns out, it wasn't my carpal tunnel at all. It is tendinitis that I've developed. But this doesn't even matter.

A couple of days ago, I lost the other half of my soul - my beautiful, incredible, loyal, and perfect Australian Cattle Dog, Bailey. About a week ago, we noticed that she suddenly stopped eating and rapidly lost eight pounds. She had contracted Lyme's Disease and it violently and suddenly destroyed her kidneys. It was so fast, and it was already too late. And so, she was gone. One day she was perfectly fine, and now she's no longer here. She was only six and a half years old. Half of what she should have been.

Bailey by Viidoll Bailey by Viidoll

"Best friend" doesn't even begin to describe what she is to me. The moment I met her, I knew she was my soulmate. The loss of her is the loss of myself. I feel as if I'm being stabbed over and over again, but I just won't die. I feel like my heart is trying to rip itself out of my chest. Everywhere I look is somewhere she should be standing or sitting or laying down or playing. I don't have someone greeting me at the door when I walk in, even if I've only been gone for five minutes. I don't have someone to hug every night until they fall asleep in my arms. I don't have someone who will wait patiently for me to wake up in the morning and give me kisses. I don't have a constant and devoted companion who looked at me as if I was her entire world. And I was. And she was mine. She was the only thing in my life that made it worth living and full of happiness. She was the only one who loved me for everything I am and am not. Her love knew no limits, no conditions, and no end. Without her, the world is a horrible place. Without her, I don't even remember how to live. It's like losing a limb and trying to learn an entirely new way to live. I can't even breathe without her. She was the only thing I had in this entire world, and she's gone.

I've become a ghost, just a piece of what I was that's just lingering. Every breath I take is painful. I always knew I would outlive her, and I've been dreading this since the moment she was mine. But I never expected it to happen now. I thought I was doing everything right, but still, she's gone. And in the moment when I found out there was nothing I could do and broke down, my beautiful girl, my perfect, sweet girl who was dying, who could barely move, picked herself up and came over to me and laid on me, to try to comfort me. She was dying, and she was worried about me. What did she ever do to deserve such a short time? How could the world take the purest soul I will ever know from my arms with such callousness? How am I supposed to go on without her?

I know I have people waiting for things from me. Some have been waiting quite a while. But I can't even bring myself to care about anything right now. I can't eat. I can't sleep but I can't leave my bed either. I can't stop crying, to the point where the tears have burned through my skin. Some people won't understand the depths of my love for her and the abyss of despair I now find myself in. I can't bring myself to care about them either. Because they live a sad life if they've never experienced a dog's unconditional love. Without knowing unconditional love, how can they ever hope to know the conditional love of another human?

The world without her is terrifying. It is cold and lonely and unforgiving. And I can only hope that if she's somewhere else, it is better than this. She was too good, too pure for the world to handle, and now she is no longer in it.
Please feel free to ignore, this is just for my own personal reference. These are things I plan on doing/would like to do/may end up doing for the Trinkin species.

  • Vinitas creation myth
    How the Trinkin dimension is believed to have come about + Vinitas's many attendants.

  • Cycle of magic information w/ diagram
    Magic creation upon birth, dispersal into objects throughout life, death when magic runs out, magic is collected from objects and recycled to create new life and therefore new magic. Upon early and unnatural death, magic is dispersed all at once into surrounding objects, often creating poltergeist-like scenarios due to excess magic - specialist must be called in to collect unstable magic like this.

  • Human form explanation w/ examples
    Because they collect and use magic, they are able to take on human forms to blend into their surroundings. Magic is used to transition, but not to hold form. Easier to transition to smaller human than larger because of extra magic to create extra mass. One human form only, though gijinka forms can be an in-between. This way, owners can use Trinkins in multiple forms and it is still canon. (I know I love making gijinkas~)

  • Trinkin dimension w/ housing examples
    Human sized door carved into nooks and crannies in trees and stone or made from these materials, with smaller feral entrances.

  • Different types of occupations? Up to owner?
    Collectors, business owners/workers (human clothing/food services/etc.), rare magic services (healer - can only accelerate body's natural healing process, teacher - teaches pups how to use and conserve magic, etc.), rare specialists (converter - can transfer magic from one place to another without going through Vinitas, dimension hopper - creator of portals that allow Trinkins to travel to different times/worlds)

  • Trinkin time/world/dimension travel
    Can exist in any world/time/dimension in order to collect magic, but are secretive and elusive. This way they can technically meet other species and characters, if desired by owners. Normal Trinkins cannot travel without the use of specialist-created portals that are fixed to certain times/worlds. There will be way stations of sorts, similar to train stations, that they use to "commute."
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Mothcat User ID by Viidoll

Name/Username:
Vii (Viidoll)
Rank: B
Stickers/Achievements:
Free Flower Sticker by floramisaFree Honey Sticker by floramisaFree Leaf Sticker by floramisa
2016 Infestation Participant by floramisa 1-Year Birthday Cupcake by floramisa

Mothcats Owned:
Lydia (Mothcat ID #189 - Beetle Princess)
Argent (Mothcat ID #358 - Mage)
Nuri (Mothcat ID #423 - Warm Fire)

Subspecies Owned:
N/A

Bank Account:
3  | 8  | 3

Inventory:
Honey Stick by floramisa   Honey1 by floramisax3
Candy - Individually-Wrapped Caramel by Mothkitten Candy - Rock by Mothkitten
Wand - Wizard's by Mothkitten
Hamster - Spotted by Mothkitten


Mothcats and all subspecies are a closed species by floramisa
You cannot make your own!
:iconmothcats:
Why that number? Because it's ridiculous, that's why xD; If you happen to be the 11,111 page viewer, send me a screenshot of it and I'll reward you with a chibi drawing of one of your characters! :'3

I've been through a lot of my backlog now, so I'm almost caught up. I sent a lot of people notes about things, so if you think I should have contacted you but haven't received anything, please send me a reminder note! I did a lot of my messaging on my phone during some work downtime, but I noticed some things didn't go through/were lost in translation/were buggy in some way. so don't hesitate to reach out to me if you need to~

And if anyone is curious about my species, I am definitely picking them up again. For right now though, I'm going to be spending some time off-screen to work on them before I start releasing any more. If you have any questions, suggestions, or concerns, please feel free to contact me.

Thank you for your patience and for your support!
I'm going to finally talk about something I was unable to for a very long time. I am only able to talk about it now because I seem to be doing better at the moment, and if I can help anyone similar to myself in any way, I'd like to do just that.

As an artist, your hands are your most valued component. Please don't take them for granted. This past year, I was virtually nonexistent, and it was because I could have lost my artistic ability. I have Carpal Tunnel Syndrome, which is pretty common in people who use their hands in repetitive motion constantly, so it can be found in multiple careers that aren't just art-related. I knew I had it, but I didn't know how severe it was until the pain was constant. It was a debilitating, crippling pain that began in my wrist but eventually spread from my fingertips all the way up to my neck. I used to be able to just rest my wrist for a day or two and then be able to use it again, but as I began drawing more frequently, I had to rest it more frequently. And then a point came that I was resting it for a few weeks and nothing changed.

I stopped being able to really grip anything, and I would drop almost everything I held. I broke several dishes and damaged many other regular household items. I don't have insurance, so it took me a while before I found a free clinic nearby that I could go to to talk to a doctor. I saw him several times as we attempted to figure out a way to fix my issues without the need for an expensive and potentially damaging surgery.

There was a long while when I thought I wouldn't be able to draw again, and even if I was still able to draw, would I have to start all over from scratch?

On top of that, I lost my full-time graphic design job and had spent months searching for another in the rural, farm-filled area that I live in. Bills piled up and I almost lost my car, which is an absolute necessity in an area where it takes a half-hour to drive to the nearest grocery store. During this time, I developed major depressive disorder and major anxiety. I've had both of those issues long before this, but never to the extreme I experienced this past year. I began to suffer from insomnia and extreme antisocial behavior. Nobody saw me because simply leaving my house was something that caused me to have an anxiety attack. I disappeared online because I would get anxiety attacks simply from thinking about talking about my troubles with anyone. I wanted to face my issues, but my anxiety and depression made it so that I couldn't. And because I couldn't face my issues, I couldn't face talking about them either.

And then, after months and months and months, finally, my wrist started to improve. I have a treatment plan now of daily wrist exercises, wearing a specific brace while sleeping, and always having heavy-duty painkiller/anti-inflammatories on hand for flare-ups. slowly, I was able to sleep better and I began having fewer panic attacks. I finally found a job which I am grateful for, even if it isn't in my field or utilizing my degree in any way. And ultimately, I was able to begin drawing again. I am now able to do what I love most, which has made it so that I can finally face everyone once more.

On one hand, I feel the need to apologize for disappearing. At the same time, the situation was completely out of my control.

Mental illness is not something that can be immediately controlled or something that will just go away. An anxiety attack is not a one-time deal or something that can be dealt with by telling someone to "calm down." Mental illness is not a person being lazy, rude, selfish, or dramatic. It is not something that should be treated with the same nonchalance as a cold or a bruise or even a broken bone. It is not something the sufferer should feel the need to apologize for or feel guilty for having it.

I love everyone I have met here and I am still trying to build a place for myself in this little section of the world. It wasn't my intention to disappear and leave people to worry about me or get angry about unfinished business. I'm not writing this looking for sympathy or forgiveness or to be dramatic. I'm writing this in hopes that somehow, it can help someone else who is suffering. I know, at least to some degree, how you might feel and I wish you all the best even if you yourself currently cannot.

And for all of my amazing artist friends, please take proper care of yourselves. It was my lack of care for my own wrist and subsequent suffering that was the catalyst to this whole mess I found myself in. Even if you aren't suffering from any issues right now, I ask that you take precautionary measures so that you may never have the same experience a me.

These exercises, out of all the things I've done on my recovery path, have been the most amazing and helpful practice. Please watch this video and incorporate them into your daily lives. I wouldn't wish this suffering on my mortal enemies, let alone any well-practiced, talented, and/or budding artist out there.



Thank you for your time.
Hello everyone! I've gotten quite a few new watchers since my last journal, so I just want to take a moment to thank you for watching me! And thank you as always to my previous watchers for your continued favorites and support.

I have some new ideas regarding my Trinkin species, and would love to hear your opinions on these ideas if you have the time. :'3

I originally had Trinkins as non-magical because I wanted them to be diverse, but I've gotten some new ideas that I love recently, and wanted to know if you found them appealing. Rather than having them live in human houses sort of like pests (sorry, my little fluffballs!) I thought it would be cooler if they were magical, to an extent. Instead of keeping their hoards in the walls/floors of homes, they are actually capable of opening up portals to their own pocket dimensions, where they keep their items. Inanimate objects are capable of storing magical energy within them, and so four times a year, they go through their hoards and select items to give in offering to their ruler/god. Their ruler/god takes these offered items and absorbs the magic from them, distributing it amongst his/her followers in order to replenish the magic they use to open their pocket dimensions.

All Trinkins are highly intelligent and capable of understanding human speech. They also have limited telepathy and telekinesis, able to communicate across very short distances with each other and able to move objects they would normally be unable to due to size/weight/bulk. They do not communicate with humans due to the justified fear that they will be captured and humans will gain the knowledge of their magic and try to use it for themselves. All Trinkins also have the ability to create illusions for very, very short periods of time, which helps to disguise them from the human eye. They sometimes disguise themselves as mice or even other humans to throw off any suspicion. This is why many of them are bright colors, as they are able to camouflage themselves at will.

Their magic is stored up in their horns, which glow in the dark from it (maybe I should make the horns sparkly or gem-like?). The duller the glow, the more desperate they are in need of replenishing their magic.

What do you think of these ideas? I appreciate any and all opinions! Thank you so much for your time!

Current Trinkin owners, what do you think of these potential changes? Would they affect the characters you have in mind for your Trinkins?
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$1.00 USD = 100 points.

{ FORM }

Please send this form to me via DA note.
Username:
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{ TYPES OF COMMISSIONS }


Pixels

50x50 ICONS - $10
002 by Viidoll  Starpatched by Viidoll  Viichi-korali by Viidoll  Icon by Viidoll  001 by Viidoll  001 by Viidoll  Icon001 by Viidoll  Icon002 by Viidoll  002 by Viidoll  004 by Viidoll

Illustrations

LITTLE BUTTON (200px x 200px) - $6
$50 for 10
{T} Misa by Viidoll

STICKER (200px x 200px) - $10
$45 for 5
Th by Viidoll Mothcat-lydia by Viidoll Mothcat-nuri by Viidoll Mothcat-argent by Viidoll Dynisaur-kyou by Viidoll

CHEEBS - $12
Additional Character +$8
Misa16 by Viidoll 005 by Viidoll 004 by Viidoll003 by Viidoll
{T} Just Some Cheebs by Viidoll{T} Batch of Cheebs~ by Viidoll

CHIBI - $16
Additional Character +$12
001 by Viidoll 001 by Viidoll 005 by Viidoll Pixi1 by Viidoll Alaska2 by Viidoll

FULLBODY (FERAL) -
Simple Character - $25-$30
Additional Simple Character +$20-$25
{Unapproved} Snowy Owl Mothcat by Viidoll {Unapproved} Luna Moth-cat by Viidoll {P} Saga by Viidoll  002-extracted by Viidoll Luca by Viidoll

Complex/Detailed Character - $35-$40
Additional Complex/Detailed Character +$25-$30
{P} Just Floatin' Around by Viidoll  {P} Daire by Viidoll  {T} Larka by Viidoll  003 by Viidoll

SIMPLE PLATFORM (FERAL) - $30
Pacapillar DTA #2 by Viidoll

FULLBODY (HUMANOID) - $35
Additional Character +$25
002 by Viidoll{T} ArccyFox by Viidoll {T} Jinhii by Viidoll

HALFBODY (HUMANOID) - $25
Additional character +$20
002 by Viidoll  personal by Viidoll

BUST (HUMANOID) - $15
009 by Viidoll002 by Viidoll002 by Viidoll 

FULLBODY (ANTHRO) - $45
Additional Character +$35
001 by Viidoll


With Background

DEPENDENT ON DETAIL - additional $20-$30
{T} Blushy-Gator by Viidoll 003 by Viidoll {CE} Accidental Snuggle by Viidoll {T} Blushy-Gator by Viidoll {CE} Flower Field by Viidoll Pacapillar DTA #1 by Viidoll 006 by Viidoll

Prices are tentative and may change. However, I will never charge you a different price if your commission is already ordered/in progress/paid for!
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