Wrong Thoughts, Megstiel one-shot"Tell me."
The silence between Dean Winchester and Castiel was broken as the hunter impatiently groaned.
Castiel broke away from this thoughts and looked up at Dean. "Excuse me?" he asked.
"Tell what has been going on in your head. It's been driving me crazy."
They had been in the motel room in Idaho since late afternoon. Sam had left to go get something to eat earlier. Dean and Castiel, both not hungry, decided to stay behind.
Castiel had been acting strange lately. He was more silent, more than what he had been before. Often lost in thought, staring off into space. Something Castiel never did around Dean and Sam.
Sam had dismissed it as nothing, just Castiel being Castiel, but Dean thought differently.
Something was going on in Castiel's mind. He never acted like this. Ever. He used to be alert, aware of what is going on. But now, he was somewhere that is not reality.
Dean was worrying. Had Castiel been harmed? Was something in his mind? He needed to know what was going on.
I Adore YouIt takes all my self-control
Not to take your hand
To squeeze your fingers so tight
Until the very core of your bones ache for me
To promise you I'll never let you feel alone
That in your darkness
I will never leave you
Even if you beg me
I won't go
I'll grab your hands and kiss you
I'll break the silence on your tongue
For how badly I want to hear you laugh
To see your lovely, stupid smile
And to know,
That you're going to be alright again
Because I adore you
More than words can say
More than thousands of poems
And buckets of used pens,
Ashes of burnt up pages
That could never say how much I want to make you happy
Bending over backwards and making you feel light as air
Thats how much
I adore you
Forget MeQuietly you forget me
I'll slip away
Untwine my fingers from your warm hands
I was too late
I told you
I loved you
Just not how much
So now there's nothing left to do but watch you
And find solace in your peace
I'll take back my bags from you
I'll shoulder them myself
I'll do what people do
I'll play a sad song
And have a drink in your name
Maybe strike a match and burn your picure
Through my bitter sobs and angry tears
I'll close my eyes and think of you
And your smile
Those odd things you'd try to hide so desperately
Those things that made you so real to me
I'll find that there is someone like you in my life, once more
But I loved you for all the wrong reasons
I only wanted you because you made me want someone
I ached for you only because I didn't ache anymore
I was an idiot for feeling so happy
I wasn't worth the effort
And now you are not worth my time
I'm going to sit back
As I let you forget me
HappyIf you're happy, I'm happy
If you're ok, so am I
But I am so lonely
I am being devoured by my sorrow
The sadness that runs too deep
A brand on my neck
Blood screaming from my hands
I wish I was the smile on your mouth
The laughter in your daydreams
The flavor of strawberries on your tongue
I'm so hungry
So starved of the safety I have in your arms
Desperate for you affection
Such a pathetic sight
Me, begging on my hands and knees
Longing to belong With nobody but you
I've never had anybody smile at me the way you do
Or make me feel so at ease
I'm pathetic for wanting you
Craving you so greedily
But loving you so carefully
Your LoveYour love is whiskey
Sultry tangy bitter drops piercing my tongue
Gulps in my throat
The more I take, the more regrets I'll have
Were falling and tangling up
Further and further
At our breaking point
Shattering on the bathroom floor
Into pieces, broken bottles and hoarse screams
Mixing with pouring water and empty promises
Digging nails into skin
Whiskey spilling over onto the bed
Table tops and soaking clothes
Your love is like whiskey
Txt Me L8r"Hey baby. <3"
"How are you?"
"Doing good. Just alright, though?"
"Yeah, don't worry about it."
(I'm nothing worth worrying about.)
"Alright, as long as you're sure "
"Of course. (:"
(The fear forc
A StrangerIts strange to see you
After all these months
This past year
The hell fires I fought through
Isn't it unfair?
How this little exchange works?
That you breaking me made me who I am
But who I am
Is someone who could have loved you
The little quirks that this battle installed in me
Are things that could have saved me
Am I really?
Thinking about you?
About the way its been planned
That no matter how desprete I am,
For anyone, not just you
That I'm never going back
To anyone, not just you
This smarter, stronger girl
Is never being held again
Not with scencerity
Nothing but this anger
The traits that you built up in me
That would've made you love me
That this strange monster
With her fury and her fire
Has become me?
IncreasingI don't like pain
I hate the way my scissors sting
I don't care for the way blood sticks to my wrists
The cotton itching against my opened skin
But I do like the feeling
The way I slump to the floor in reilef
My ignorance of the depth increasing
I don't like the pain
But I do love the feeling
The progress of the depth increasing
God, I love the feeling
Of the only peace I've known
That embrace that I have,
It may be the only one
The calming voice of skin splitting
The gentle smile of blood on silver
The only feeling of love I know
As the depth's increasing
Pirate: The Legend of Chenbeard 1 - 2Pirate: The Legend of Chenbeard
Chapter One: Dirty Work
Release One: Pages 4 - 7
CHENBEARD RAN UP to the group of pilgrims that were approaching the stream and upon reaching their group he dropped to his knees and began to plead with them, "Sirs! Please excuse this ragged man and take pity on him," he said, his strange brogue vanishing instantly to be replaced by perfect Common. "My companion and I were waylaid by bandits and she managed to escape them by hiding near the stream. They've taken all of my clothing and possessions and though I don't much care for the loss of my material wealth, I would like to beg you desperately for a set of robes to wear. Without them, I fear I will be unable to enter the holy city and my pilgrimage will end here in failure. I have little doubt that the Gods have sent the bandits to punish me for some of my past wrongdoings, but I hope that you can be my salvation and grant me a second chance to complete my journey."