it's been awhile huh?
things are much better than it once were.
my mental state is healing since i have a therapist and i am slowly, learning how to socialize better.
I am still incredibly, and deeply sorry to what i did and no running away can solve it
at the time, i was in a bad place. I had deep emotional trauma and unmanaged mental illnesses that essentially that made me think and do things that i very much should have not done.
I'll never forgive myself that person that i thought was me.
that won't ever be me again, since that isn't me.
I am not that
while i'd love to return to da, i think i'll just take small steps first, yes?