Yeah... I just don't know how much more of this I can take... Before my body succumbs to the pain and just gives out or I just snap and kill myself... Thus breaking my promise that I've kept about that. Might just take a bus ride or walk down to Downtown Lakeland, find the nearest high rise building or skyscraper with roof access and just take a running leap of it... -sighs- I'm just sick of everything that I'm in. The suffering, loneliness, the life I have now, etc, etc... Just seems that pain keeps coming my way brought on by fate... Now saying that, brings me to my next subject... My mom.
My mom is in the hospital again. Sister brought he