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the insides of my eyelids must be painted with your face,
and my sheets woven with the ghost of your touch,
because when I lie at night and try to close myself
I am faced with your smile, caressed by your skin,
wrapped in your warm and imaginary embrace.
'please. please.' I find myself whispering to the no one next to me,
my lips pursed as if to kiss, my arms around air.
'I love you, I love you, I love you.'
I murmur kindnesses you don't want from me anymore,
as though if I dream hard enough I'll find I'm talking in your ear.
sometimes if I close my eyes you talk back, tell me I'm beautiful,
or just hold me tight and safe.
but I'm naked and alone
and these are my hands running along my body,
my own dry lips spewing sweet nothing.
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Being Gay
I call myself gay.  If someone says, "Are you gay?" I usually answer "yes."  Occasionally I'll say something like "mostly," or "about half."  I'm female, and I like girls and guys (and probably would like anyone in between).  I'm also quite young.  I'm going to now share a quite personal story, because it's important for these sort of stories to be out there, despite people's inhibitions created by society.
I went to an all-girls school for all of my life and was raised mostly unaware of even the idea of sexuality.  The concept of "having sex" was explained to me by my older sister at the age of ten.  Like most kids, it was gross to me.  At eleven my oldest sister told me about homosexuality.  I don't remember the details, just that I became aware of it.  I asked pretty normal questions, I think, like, "How do they have sex?" (I received the answer "oral sex," which I found befuddling un
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I remember the night last year, when
everything fell apart;
we were talking, and
you brought up that sex thing, and
it was late enough, and
we were lonely enough
for it to sound like a good idea.
I remember the morning after the night last year, when
everything fell apart;
we weren't talking, and
you avoided eye contact, and
it was uneasy enough, and
we were ashamed enough
to never talk again.
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"I'm sure you'll agree, madam, that it is quite a worthy proposition"
"Well, I don't know, you'll have to talk to my husband"
"Who's at the door, Dear?"
"He appears to be some sort of... insurance salesman"
"Well, don't be rude, show him in"
"Good afternoon sir! My name is John MacJohnson, a representative for the Central North American Citizens' Protection Insurance Agency Corporation--"
"Quite the title."
"Ah, yes, sir, we take our job very seriously."
"Good to know someone does nowadays. Shall we have a seat? Oh, Dear, would you mind getting us some tea? How do you like your tea, Mr. MacJohnson?"
"Oh, I'm fine, I had some coffee thi--"
"But I insist. You look like a sophisticated man, and as sophisticated men, it is only appropriate that we talk business over tea; you DID come here to discuss business, did you not?"
"All right, then, I'll take it with two lumps of sugar, that's all"
"And bring us some of those fresh biscuits, as well"
"Biscuits, too? Why, sir, I don't mean to be imp
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retroblazer Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2012  Student General Artist
can i have the account ~minifeminist please?
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