Reference to Blood and others is intended.
After 40 longest days and 40 coldest nights of my life, [2007.06.3 - 2007.07.13], yes it all started on 2007.06.3, after all fighting and doing everything and even more I got back my love and recovered my life, but I am not the same person, "if you gaze into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.", this time changed me irretrievably, forever ...
... and by the way, I got my love back on Friday the 13th, the happiest day of my life, never believe in superstitions, its bullshit.
Brave New World ...