I want to explain something
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Some of you may know that I pretend Rainbow Dash
is my pony sister, but I never told anyone why. The
reason is I actualy had a sister, a baby sister named
Cloe. When my brother Cameron died in November,
she was all we had left. And then we lost her a month
later, Cloe died in her sleep. We woke up on Christmas
morning and discovered she was gone, I just wish she
was still alive because I miss her so much. :cries:

It's been 13 or 14 years since Cloe died, and every
Christmas I have something to look foward to. But
also because my sister died that night, something
to cry about. Do any of you know what it's like? To
lose a baby brother and sister? Well it's hurts your
soul, and my soul still hurts to this day.

So I pretend Rainbow Dash is my pony sister, because
it makes me feel better. Like Cloe is actualy there, and
Rainbow Dash is everything I pictured Cloe to be. That
is the reason I do this, it fills the hole I've had in my heart.
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GrahamArnett's avatar
GrahamArnettStudent Digital Artist
Maybe you should oh I don't know CONFRONT REALITY LIKE AN ADULT
CrownedDracu's avatar
CrownedDracuStudent Traditional Artist
Wooooow you know what would be a better solution than fantasizing ponies being real? S U I C I D E ! It solves everything!
FrankOfTheFilthy's avatar
Your retarded ponies aren't real. So grow up and stop watching a show for little girls.
TARDISDRELEVEN's avatar
Huh....even though that you may have flaws I can see why you have them. Also so many people have said things like "you're a fag" and granted maybe what you do on here is a little strange but what really has made you earn my respect is that you just keep going not caring about anyone else's opinion....and that takes balls to do. 
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StormbringerstarStudent General Artist
I recently lost someone as well,well. Not exactly someone,he doesn't even know I exist,but he has gotten me through so much,Mitchell Adam Lucker,yea the lead singer of Suicide Silence,I know people say he shouldn't be bothered with since I don't know him personally,but there and then they're wrong,the band's music got me through a lot. It's music,since the albums don't come in stock in my country I listen to them online and such. But to hear someone say I shouldn't give a fuck because that person isn't related to me is wrong. I may be a cold-hearted,sadistic bitch,but that doesn't mean I can't have a side that cares,I care for too much people and maybe that's what gets me hurt. I understand what you're going through. Even if it has been years since that happened. I'm really sorry for your lost,bro. -brofist- ....I don't hug...it's awkward..
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Venom2204Student Photographer
Thanks
Stormbringerstar's avatar
StormbringerstarStudent General Artist
Don't worry about it.
MoonlightTheif's avatar
MoonlightTheifHobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm sorry for you .... It respect your cause

Its not much how family loss can cause a huge different in your life T-T WHY I DON'T HAVE COUSINS!?! For my entire life.... Well our lives have Good and Bad parts... Family Loss, Depression, Loneliness and mental health disorders have been endure through out our life.

“No matter how much suffering you went through, you never wanted to let go of those memories.”
― Haruki Murakami

“Change can be good but its always tough to let go of the past”
― Emily Giffin, Love the One You're With

In death a hero, as in life a friend!
-Alexander Pope
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Venom2204Student Photographer
Amen to that brother. :peace:
Infinitrees's avatar
Alright, people providing logic and pointing out your mistakes was fine, but people are taking it too far.
I just found this: [link]
Venom2204's avatar
Venom2204Student Photographer
they can rot in hell for all I care
BronyOtakuGamer's avatar
BronyOtakuGamerHobbyist General Artist
wow that's not very brony like, I'm sure your sister wouldn't approve of using such language you aren't a real brony you are just a poser brony
GodzillaKrueger's avatar
GodzillaKruegerHobbyist Writer
Have you considered receiving psychological help?
Venom2204's avatar
Venom2204Student Photographer
No, I don't need it.
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GodzillaKruegerHobbyist Writer
Are you sure? I understand the hole that fictional characters can fill but this sounds serious...
Venom2204's avatar
Venom2204Student Photographer
Dude please don't start that, I am just perfectly fine.
LoboTor42's avatar
You clearly aren't fine. See a doctor.
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CrownedDracuStudent Traditional Artist
Agreed
GodzillaKrueger's avatar
GodzillaKruegerHobbyist Writer
You sure?
Venom2204's avatar
Venom2204Student Photographer
Yes, I'm fine. Please never bring that up again
GlaringFeline's avatar
GlaringFelineHobbyist General Artist
I'm so sorry...-hugs- ;-;
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Venom2204Student Photographer
Thanks. :hug:
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