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Ashes to ashes, dust to dust...

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 8, 2019, 11:57 PM
  • Listening to: Linkin Park - "One More Light"
  • Drinking: Tea
Christmas and New Years were kind of a shitfest. How can I be happy when it feels like I've shattered into a million pieces? I've spent most of my time barely sleeping (and blacking out when I've reached my limit of exhaustion) with little appetite and struggling to function at life while bursting into explosive fits of tears.

After a few weeks at the morgue, my mother's body was cremated yesterday. The finality of it is as soul crushing as one can imagine. I've dreamt of her every night, reliving some of the good times, but more often the really bad times. I don't want to go to sleep. I'm kind of fucking terrified of what will come next. I wish I had more positive memories, which is why I feel bad... I feel guilty, like I don't deserve to feel this devastated, that I wasn't and never will be her idea of a good daughter. I'm trying so hard to put the pain of the past behind me. It's extremely difficult. We didn't get along much of the time and even though I struggle not to resent the dead, I still love her and now she's gone forever. I'd do anything to hear her voice in the present time and to find out that the past two weeks were just a nightmare... 

I can't even begin to tell you how insane my two day whirlwind visit to South Carolina was and how gut wrenching it felt to return to my childhood home where for all intents and purposes, the very place my mother went to sleep and died. I hate how going there always leaves me feeling more traumatized, resurrecting my darkest personal demons. I went because it was necessary and am very fortunate I had my fiance, :iconarcanixsoulstar:to hold me up through it because nothing went right and at times, I may have felt welcome, but unwanted. Everything was extremely awkward, so I'd find a corner to sit in and wish I could disappear. I'd go further into detail, but I'm still trying to come to terms with everything and it's too painful and humiliating to recount just yet. Suffice to say, my family puts the fun in dysfunctional.

 ... everything still feels so surreal and I'm having a hard time keeping it together, sick with grief...It hurts so fucking much.


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Vee-Freak
Vee
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Alliases (past & current): Formerly known as Vege_Chan since the beginning of time, Gnatdagger, Royal_Vegeta81, Veebot on AO3
Current Residence: Issaquah, Washington
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Print preference: 8 x 10
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Heavy Metal, Alternative, Techno, Dubstep
Favourite style of art: Traditional (pencil & ink)
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: Sansa: SanDisk e280
Shell of choice: Invincibility
Favourite cartoon character: Bumblebee, Sam Witwicky, Optimus Prime, Ironhide, Drakken, Freakazoid, Vegeta, Goku, Super Buu
Personal Quote: "I reject your reality and substitute my own!"- Adam Savage
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SonicSpirit128 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2018   Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
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pamlaisly232 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
happy b-dayHave your cake and eat it too 
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Doctorwholovesthe80s Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Have your cake and eat it too Have your cake and eat it too Have your cake and eat it too Have your cake and eat it too Have your cake and eat it too 
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connorm1 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2018  Hobbyist
Happy birthday 
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aliciamartin851 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2018
Happy birthday:cake: :hug: :party:
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Biruka Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2018
Happy Birthday!
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Sharper-The-Writer Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, Vee, happy birthday to ya.
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SonicSpirit128 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017   Digital Artist
Hi Vee,

Just wanted to say I love your art and stories, especially Integration. I’m sorry you’re going through such a long, rough time. I hope things start to get better, and that you have good things in your life too. Integration’s a story I keep coming back to during tough times, and I love your art and comics, and all the awesome things you have planned in the story’s progression. It’s helped me during some real bad times, just as something fun, and deep, with wonderful interaction between characters from franchises that fit surprisingly well together. Thank you so much for putting it out there.
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SailorLibra22 Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2017  Student General Artist
Hey Vee, I just wanted to let you know Integration really helped me this week. I have seasonal depression during the summer and this one has been pretty bad. Our exchange student left 2 weeks ago, I and my parents are having money issues, I missed all the deadlines for numerous things to get my life back on track all on top of the seasonal depression. The summers almost over and I'm hoping I can get some things lined up to help pull me out of this yearly nightmare. I decided to rewatch (listen while I'm at work) Freakazoid. I have OCD, Anxiety and a little ADD, which listening to movies or tv shows quiets the overthinking part of my brain long enough for me to get some work done. Of course if I watch Freakazoid, my mind goes on to think about Integration. Your story really helped me after receiving some bad news this week. So, thank you. I know you're struggling mentally and creatively right now. But, just to let you know, Im still here and your story holds a very special place in my heart. Hope things are getting better for you!
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Maphisto86 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2017
Wishing you a fun and happy birthday (or at least a pleasant one). :cake: :ahoy:
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