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Integration - Candle Jack - Collab by Vee-Freak, visual art

Artist // Hobbyist // Traditional Art
  • Mar 1, 1984
  • United States
  • Deviant for 18 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
Alliases (past & current): Formerly known as Vege_Chan since the beginning of time, Gnatdagger, Royal_Vegeta81, Veebot on AO3
Current Residence: Issaquah, Washington
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small
Print preference: 8 x 10
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Heavy Metal, Alternative, Techno, Dubstep
Favourite style of art: Traditional (pencil & ink)
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: Sansa: SanDisk e280
Shell of choice: Invincibility
Favourite cartoon character: Bumblebee, Sam Witwicky, Optimus Prime, Ironhide, Drakken, Freakazoid, Vegeta, Goku, Super Buu
Personal Quote: "I reject your reality and substitute my own!"- Adam Savage

Favourite Visual Artist
Akira Toriyama, Vincent Van Gogh, Hayao Miyazaki
Favourite Movies
Shaun of the Dead, Hot Fuzz, Paul, V for Vendetta, Iron Man I, II, & III, Avengers, Thor I, & II, Transformers Live Action I, II, III, IV
Favourite TV Shows
Transformers Prime, SG1, Obscura Antiques: Oddities, Antique Roadshow, any on Netflix (I really don't watch much television. My favorites are completely random).
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
LINKIN PARK, Green Day, Disturbed, Black Sabbath, AC/DC, Steve Aoki, Rammstein, The Prodigy, Skrillex, Deadmau5, Pendulum, Halestorm, Lindsey Stirling, Phutureprimitive
Favourite Books
Transformers film novels/comics, Transformers: Exodus, Transformers: Exiles, North & South, Dances With Wolves
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allan Poe, Marc Cerasini, Timothy Zahn, Peter David, Alan Dean Foster
Favourite Games
Transformers: War for Cybertron & Fall of Cybertron, Ōkami, DDR, Chrono Trigger
Favourite Gaming Platform
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Tools of the Trade
Pencil, Ink, Tempermental Scanner, and my trusty Wacom Tablet
Other Interests
Writing, Drawing, Reading, History, Watching Documentaries, Driving around for the sake of driving, Singing when no one's listening.
Everything has been a little too overwhelming, giving me little time to come to terms with one loss before the next one strikes me down. I'm 37 years old and my parents are fucking DEAD. That's not the kind of milestone I was expecting at this age, but here I am, having to literally pick up the shattered pieces of what remains of their estates and sift through things that don't really matter in the grand scheme of things. Material things can't bring them back (only rake me over the coals of past traumas) and neither can their ashes, no matter how much I scream for them to hear my final good-bye or beg for the closure I was owed. I'm not fine and I need to be okay with that because life's a bitch.
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Well, fuck...

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Well.. today,... Fuck, where do I even begin? It's not every day that a woman manages to lose BOTH her parents in under 3 years (also lost both paternal and maternal grandmothers in that time as well).. my stepfather, my best friend and kindred spirit from the age of 11, died at the hands of COVID-19 today. Shell shocked doesn't even begin to describe how devastated I truly feel.
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Numb

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Yesterday, I completed a series of tasks that have left me feeling productive, but at the same time, utterly incapable of internalizing my feelings like I usually do. I am physically and emotionally drained and numb after being in existential crisis and crying most of the day (my chronic pain is through the roof, at the moment, magnifying all the deep-seated negative feelings). It's no one's fault except my own because I struggle to express myself in a healthy way. I internalize my problems until the rising pressure eventually reaches critical mass (blowing up like the proverbial Mount St. Helens) has been a habitual conditioned behavior since early in life. I recognize that it's irrational for me to expect myself to be an emotionally detached robot, but I fail to understand the concept of what 'normal' really is, especially given how fucked up my life/upbringing has been. Grief has only exacerbated this issue, so everything I've felt has been, to say the least, intense. I'm going to
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Happy Birthday Vee! Patrick (Cake) [V1] 
I hope you have had a happy birthday. :ahoy: :cake:
Happy birthday 
Best wishes on your birthday! Glad that you're still with us.
Happy birthday have a great day 😉🎂🎁🎉
Happy Birthday
I hope you come back <3