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Clay
Facing things
I am not prepared
To accept
Facing the truth
Feeling the pain
As my soul
Is torn asunder
Tiny fragments
Scraps of emotion
All that is left
I am broken
I cannot be patched
Cannot be stitched whole
I must be remade
But none will fill that role
So here I am
Beaten and broken
Eternally cracked
Completely frozen
Melt me down
What little is left
Make a new life
Molded like clay
Start new and fresh
That is my wish
My dream
My hope
But there is no hope
Not anymore
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Literature
Carry On
These burdens
Heavy as can be
Cannot put down
Cannot leave behind
Must carry on
Bones breaking
Breathing heavy
Life being
Crushed from me
Never know why
Never understand
Never tol
Never helped
What happens?
What is happening?
Why?
What is this pain?
What is this sorrow?
I have no happy ending
No message of joy
Triumph
Victory
I am not alone
Yet if your burdens
Become to heavy
Add them to mine
I will carry them all
On and on
As my bones grind to dust
As my flesh dries and cracks
I will carry on
Forever
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Literature
Tearful Memories
Tears for what once was
Memories still fresh
Years after
What is our past
But times we make glorious
Whether they are
Or they are not
We paint them brighter
To shut out the darkness
But we all remember
Eventually
The ugliness behind the paint
Not all is gruesome
Not all is bad
Take the hideous
Find the beauty
And make it
Amazing
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Literature
Need
No one needs me
No one wants me
No one cares
Burden
Parasite
Failure
Useless
Die
Die
Die
Why can I not die?
They will not let me
They know I care
They know
And they keep me
Alive
I do not understand
I do no good
I bring them all down
I rip and tear
At the bonds we have made
I am broken
Beyond repair
Yet they still try
Tape and glue
Stitches and string
Ignoring the pain
That I always bring
I care not for myself
Others first
That is my creed
My code
I live for them
For you
I tear at my soul
I scream in silence
I want to sleep
And never wake
Yet again
They bring me back
They need me
They want me
They see the tears inside
The ones I cannot shed
I am broken
But that never
Seems to matter
So tell me why
Why do you care
Why do you hold on
Is it because...
I need you.
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Literature
Love
How can I
Give it all
Yet hold it back
How can I
Give all I have
Yet save some
For myself
This I know
Everything I have
I give to you
And you
And you
All of you
Look and see
What this does to me
Tears me apart
Tiny pieces floating in the void
My soul bare to all
But I go on
Giving more and more
Yet never running out
So tell me
Why must I do this
Why do I have no choice
No options
No other way
Tell me
Why must I
Always
Love
Unconditionally
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Literature
Immortals
A vow
An oath
Stay with me
Never go
Live as I do
Breathe as do I
Never give up hope
Never give in
Life comes
Goes
Blooms
Withers
Dies
But always it returns
Smiling despite it all
Standing before you
As you watch the world fall
We are meant
To watch
To learn
Observe life go by
Over and again
Who are you
Who am I
What are we
Nothing
But
Immortals
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Literature
Forever
Forever I shall wait
A word spoken every day
Never giving up hope
That one day
You will return
Love never stops
The heart beats on
When you disappear
Though I cannot find you
Here I will stay
Here I will wait
For now
For always
Forever
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Literature
Fae
Little fae
Flying here and there
Flitting to and fro
Laughing
Singing
Living
With so much love
How can such a small one
Contain it.
You give it
Freely
Happily
Do we deserve it
None know
But you give it
Anyways
That love
That dedication
That grand desire
To assist
To free
To heal and cure
You are you
You are special
Little Fae one
Keep going
Never stop
your future is bright
And we get to watch.
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Literature
Flow
Let it go
Let it flow
You will never know
Where you will go
But take the step
Walk on air
You will not fall
I am there
I am here
I am with you
You have nothing to prove
You are incredible
Amazing
Wonderful
Just by being you
Do not fear
What lies within
It is a part of you
It is you
You never knew
Did you
You look at me
Try to be me
But fail to see
That I
Try to be
You
Just be
You
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Literature
Cry
Cannot cry
Cannot die
Cannot flee
Or hide
Cannot cry
All I do
Is watch
My world fall
Apart
Cannot die
I do nothing
Held by chains
Unable to help
Screaming inside
Cannot flee
Tormented in my own mind
Escape is
Impossible
What do I do?
Cannot hide
It follows
Never leaves
Eats away at my soul
Crushes my mind
Why am I useless
Why am I full of hate
For myself
What must I do
To fix everything
Cannot cry
Cannot Cry
CANNOT CRY
Let me die
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Literature
Break
Breaking
Bursting
Always enduring
Crushed
Swept aside
You are strong
But you never see
What is left behind
Every time you break
Every tear you cry
Makes you greater
Stronger
Better
Than before
They want
To break you
Burn you
Hurt you
Kill you
But I am here
Never will I leave
My soul I pledge
To protect yours
Endlessly
They come
Like a storm
Hold on to me now
I will not budge
I will not give
After each wave
Look around
Life comes back
It never gives up
Pick up the pieces
Build yourself stronger
I will be there too
Never alone
Never unloved
Never uncared for
I am here
For you.
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Literature
Flows
Anger flows
Emotion explodes
What am I
Who am I
Why does it matter
I am here
Hiding from fear
What future have I
When I cannot look life in the eye
It is time
Long passed time
Do I stand here
Do I go there
Do I do this
Can I
I will
I can
I do
I must
I need to rely on me
Myself
Beware world
I am coming
For you
All
Beware
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Literature
War
There is a war
Within
Raging
Endless
The side that hates
The side that loves
Which side are you on?
Do you want to restart?
Or for me to struggle on
Ignore the pain
Walk through it
Or give up and sleep
Eternally
In peace
Do you know how I feel?
Do you feel the lure
Of peace
Painless and calm
Do you feel the pain
Always there
Under the surface
Behind the facade
Screaming to be known
Which side are you on?
Pain or peace
What is your choice?
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So, a friend and I have a couple characters for a comic we're putting together. What we lack, are names for them. Here is two drawings of both of them,one "animal" and one "person". Right now we are simply calling them Boi and Person.


If any of you have name ideas, please let us know!
Facing things
I am not prepared
To accept

Facing the truth
Feeling the pain
As my soul
Is torn asunder

Tiny fragments
Scraps of emotion
All that is left
I am broken

I cannot be patched
Cannot be stitched whole
I must be remade
But none will fill that role

So here I am
Beaten and broken
Eternally cracked
Completely frozen

Melt me down
What little is left
Make a new life
Molded like clay
Start new and fresh
That is my wish
My dream
My hope

But there is no hope
Not anymore
Clay
Don't have much to say down here. Make of it what you will. It is yet another window into my soul.
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These burdens
Heavy as can be
Cannot put down
Cannot leave behind

Must carry on
Bones breaking
Breathing heavy
Life being
Crushed from me

Never know why
Never understand
Never tol
Never helped

What happens?
What is happening?
Why?
What is this pain?
What is this sorrow?

I have no happy ending
No message of joy
Triumph
Victory

I am not alone
Yet if your burdens
Become to heavy
Add them to mine

I will carry them all
On and on
As my bones grind to dust
As my flesh dries and cracks
I will carry on
Forever
Carry On
I honestly don't know what to say here, so I will say naught.
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One of the saddest things happened after my family watched The Greatest Showman. Something sad, yet also hopeful. My nieces and nephew, all very young, were confused, and had no idea why it was bad for the acrobat, Wheeler, and Carlyle, to be together. They did not understand why love can be wrong. They did not see what older generations saw; A black woman, and a white man being together in a time where black people are thought of as dirty, and subhuman. The saddest part, was when we had to explain why Carlyle's parents were so upset, why they were so angry at him. But the hopeful part, was when they said that it was silly, and made no sense, and then dismissed it, because they see no difference between peoples, and, I truly hope, never will.

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So, a friend and I have a couple characters for a comic we're putting together. What we lack, are names for them. Here is two drawings of both of them,one "animal" and one "person". Right now we are simply calling them Boi and Person.


If any of you have name ideas, please let us know!

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Hey there, apparently your Friend pinktranquility has blocked me because of some lies about me told by a woman who really dislikes me. Could you tell pinktranquility that what she heard was a lie and I'm sorry for what I've done and unblock me?
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She doesn't talk to me anymore,so I doubt it
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