Flowers in the lungs

Please don't bring me the last flowers to the hospital, there are already too many of them. Better talk to me one last time, listen to the end before it's too late.

I drew this drawing at work when I started to feel out of breath and dizzy. And for a long time I couldn’t understand whether I didn’t have breakfast in the morning or was sick. Three days later, I was fired from my dream place, the piercing studio, and I went to the doctor, who said that my pain lasts my whole life, I just got used to it. And she prescribed antidepressants for everything, because without them the headaches will remain, as will insomnia, as will depression.
I'm not lost, and I'm still drawing, I'm just going through a very difficult period right now.
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inst: @a.s.varnavskaya