*blows dust of Journal*
Wow, It certainly has been a while...
Well, I had thought long and hard on this, but I do believe my days of basing, drawing, and writing are up. I know I had never been good at it, but it rather enjoyed it, and all the comments that came with them. But seeing how busy I have become and how my friends on DA had pretty much forgotten about me, I think I have played my part. I dont mind being forgotten by my old friends, that just means I was being replaced by a new friend. Honestly, nothing is really holding me to this site anymore but one person, and I just met her. All my old VMK friends, yes i still remember VMK, have moved on onto bigger and better things and I'm still stuck in the past. I desided it would be best to pack up my bags and head out. Sure, I will come back and reply to comments, and look at how well my old friends are progressing, but I wont be uploading anything. If you waant to remove me, you can if you want. I still may upload things here or there, but I dont want anyone to be waiting for me, even though that ship has sailed with my friend a few weeks ago. I dont know if any one is reading this, but I can assure you, I have not forgotten about you.
Again, I'm not sure how many people are reading this but I feel like I should update you one last time, as a goodbye of some sort.
I am in college, im in my third week of it, and some what like it. I do actually find it rather hared to consentrate in math for an hour and a half, im sure im not the only one. I still suck at spelling, I dont think there is a cure for that lol. My acting career has hit a complete halt, and im forced to work at a craft store. But we all saw that one comming didnt we? But I still love acting and will persue to become an actor. Although I am 18 now, my my mom refuses to let her baby boy move out, why my dad has it boot on ready to get my ass out. My sister has been arrested, doing only god knows what. My parents bailled her out, and is determinded to go against her consequences only putting my parents in more and more debt, she constently goes against what my parents advise and command, only for her to be allowed to leave, do what ever and come home drunk into open arms while I get a boot shoved up my ass for asking for my 'bed time' to be abolished, And getting more and more freedom taken away because of my amazing sister.
Well goodness I've been rambling lol
Either that says above, I still am happy. I have a nice life set ahead of me, if have good friends, and im not afraid to stand up for myself any more lol.
I dont know why this is so hard for me to do... But I know its for the best. I really am broken hearted to say...
Goodbye, although not for ever. I wish everyone happy lives and want people to remember me as the quiet little vampire they use to know, VampireTheShadow.