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My Self-Harm Story
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Do You Really Want To Know?
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Unbelievable Truth
     "So... Wait, I don't understand. Why is eating bad?" The girl was desperate to understand, but it didn't make any sense to her.     "Well, it's not... Per say... But if you eat too much, or not enough, then it's bad," the boy was struggling to find the right words.     "How much is too much? How do I know if I've eaten too much?" Worry runs through her veins as the memory of her breakfast appears in her mind's eye.     "That's a good question. Um..." The boy's eyes darted ahead as he spots a bell save him from a conversation destined to be awkward.     "Hey, Lou!" May called as she hustled up to them, wrapping her arms around Lou
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Whatever It Takes (Chapter 1)
     My body is aching. My head is pounding. My lips are dry. My hand fists some kind of soft fabric, which I interpret to be a blanket. I must be in a bed.     "This is such bullshit!" I hear a man's voice yell.     "Calm down-"     "Calm down?! Calm down?! How can I calm down?! I could've killed a girl!"     "Niall, Niall. Niall, look at me God damn it!" Silence, "You would've died if you didn't do it. You know that."     "Whatever, Liam. Just..." The voices become too quiet for me to hear. Left alone with my thoughts, I try to figure out where I am without opening my eyes. Last thing I remember is walking through the woods... No.
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Whatever It Takes (Prologue)
     "What's your name, love?" says the blonde man in front of me with the nearly hypnotizing eyes.     "Uh... Alice," I say hesitantly as he saunters closer.     "Beautiful name. Now, Alice," his Irish voice is rustic; I can hear him struggling to smooth it out, "I need you to do something for me, alright? You need to listen to me and do as I instruct," I look at him with a confused expression, pressing my eyebrows together.     "What?"     "First of all, don't move," he takes a step closer and I try to back away, but my feet won't move. I command my feet to take me away, but they refuse. My breathing is rapid as I will my feet to mo
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Zayn Rescue
     "Zayn, go back to the house. I know you hate being this close to the water. You don't have to stay just for me," I try to convince the fully-dressed boy. He takes a place on a large rock about 5 feet from the edge of the large, murky pond.     "And leave you here, in the middle of a forest, alone? When there could be God-knows-what in that water? I don't think so," He pulls his phone out of his pocket and begins typing. I roll my eyes and begin to strip until I'm wearing nothing but black shorts and a black top, revealing my stomach and lower back. There's a small, blue pattern on the shorts that looks like a feather. With some green a
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Niall Imagine #3
     "Niall?" I whisper, soon followed by a catch in my throat, "I need your help."     "May? What's wrong?" His voice is filled with concern.     "Could you just..." I take a deep breath, "Could you come get me? I'm at home... My mom just... Niall, I-"     "I'll be right there, hang on luv. Give me 5 minutes. Just hold on, alright?" I can't force any words out. I nod my head and hold my hand over my mouth. A clicking sound crawls into my left ear and I put the phone down knowing he's hung up. For the next 8 minutes, I try my hardest to hold myself together. I can't let them hear me cry. A crackling noise snaps me out of my head. I hea
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Family and Friends (Chapter 4)
     As usual, i stayed awake that night, but i was still frazzled from seeing the old lady. If it was a setup, that meant that muggers were there. Even if we were 15 miles away, that was too close for me. Emmett felt the same way, so he didn't get any sleep either. With his amazing sight and my, well, descent hearing, we would have noticed someone a mile away.     Rose was scared, and even though he didn't show it, Michael was frightened as well. Since he's her favorite, Rose fell asleep in Emmett's arms, and Michael stayed up most the night, sitting in between Emmett and me.     After an hour or 2, i whispered to him, "It's okay to be a
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Family and Friends (Chapter 3)
     THE rotting bodies are somewhat depressing; but after a while they seem to belong there. Like dead, empty bodies lying on the ground around you are part of the environment. There seems to be triple the amount of them in a city than in the small town we were born in. Which would be a suburb of a suburb of St. Helena. As small as a small town can get. Michael and me always had that in common; we hated small towns. We just cannot stand being somewhere where something is always happening. Well, we got our big city.     Cedar City is probably the biggest city we've ever been in. And it was completely wasted.     The big buildings have bee
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Family and Friends (Chapter 2)
     THE fires, the floods, the hurricanes, the terror. This is what I dreamed every moment of sleep I had slipped in to this living hell. It always ends the same way; i'm holding Stefan's hand, everything seems to turn to slow motion. Right before we are hit, i look at him, he looks at me, then i blackout, and wake. I re-live it every couple days.     I sharply sit up with a gasp, then was blinded by the beating sun. We were by the river. Still? But it was still bright out. I hate being confused when i wake up. Then i feel a hand on my arm; Emmett. He told me that it was time to keep moving, he reminded me of how dangerous it was to stay i
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My Self-Harm Story
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Do You Really Want To Know?
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Unbelievable Truth
     "So... Wait, I don't understand. Why is eating bad?" The girl was desperate to understand, but it didn't make any sense to her.     "Well, it's not... Per say... But if you eat too much, or not enough, then it's bad," the boy was struggling to find the right words.     "How much is too much? How do I know if I've eaten too much?" Worry runs through her veins as the memory of her breakfast appears in her mind's eye.     "That's a good question. Um..." The boy's eyes darted ahead as he spots a bell save him from a conversation destined to be awkward.     "Hey, Lou!" May called as she hustled up to them, wrapping her arms around Lou
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Whatever It Takes (Chapter 1)
     My body is aching. My head is pounding. My lips are dry. My hand fists some kind of soft fabric, which I interpret to be a blanket. I must be in a bed.     "This is such bullshit!" I hear a man's voice yell.     "Calm down-"     "Calm down?! Calm down?! How can I calm down?! I could've killed a girl!"     "Niall, Niall. Niall, look at me God damn it!" Silence, "You would've died if you didn't do it. You know that."     "Whatever, Liam. Just..." The voices become too quiet for me to hear. Left alone with my thoughts, I try to figure out where I am without opening my eyes. Last thing I remember is walking through the woods... No.
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Whatever It Takes (Prologue)
     "What's your name, love?" says the blonde man in front of me with the nearly hypnotizing eyes.     "Uh... Alice," I say hesitantly as he saunters closer.     "Beautiful name. Now, Alice," his Irish voice is rustic; I can hear him struggling to smooth it out, "I need you to do something for me, alright? You need to listen to me and do as I instruct," I look at him with a confused expression, pressing my eyebrows together.     "What?"     "First of all, don't move," he takes a step closer and I try to back away, but my feet won't move. I command my feet to take me away, but they refuse. My breathing is rapid as I will my feet to mo
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Zayn Rescue
     "Zayn, go back to the house. I know you hate being this close to the water. You don't have to stay just for me," I try to convince the fully-dressed boy. He takes a place on a large rock about 5 feet from the edge of the large, murky pond.     "And leave you here, in the middle of a forest, alone? When there could be God-knows-what in that water? I don't think so," He pulls his phone out of his pocket and begins typing. I roll my eyes and begin to strip until I'm wearing nothing but black shorts and a black top, revealing my stomach and lower back. There's a small, blue pattern on the shorts that looks like a feather. With some green a
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Niall Imagine #3
     "Niall?" I whisper, soon followed by a catch in my throat, "I need your help."     "May? What's wrong?" His voice is filled with concern.     "Could you just..." I take a deep breath, "Could you come get me? I'm at home... My mom just... Niall, I-"     "I'll be right there, hang on luv. Give me 5 minutes. Just hold on, alright?" I can't force any words out. I nod my head and hold my hand over my mouth. A clicking sound crawls into my left ear and I put the phone down knowing he's hung up. For the next 8 minutes, I try my hardest to hold myself together. I can't let them hear me cry. A crackling noise snaps me out of my head. I hea
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Family and Friends (Chapter 4)
     As usual, i stayed awake that night, but i was still frazzled from seeing the old lady. If it was a setup, that meant that muggers were there. Even if we were 15 miles away, that was too close for me. Emmett felt the same way, so he didn't get any sleep either. With his amazing sight and my, well, descent hearing, we would have noticed someone a mile away.     Rose was scared, and even though he didn't show it, Michael was frightened as well. Since he's her favorite, Rose fell asleep in Emmett's arms, and Michael stayed up most the night, sitting in between Emmett and me.     After an hour or 2, i whispered to him, "It's okay to be a
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Family and Friends (Chapter 3)
     THE rotting bodies are somewhat depressing; but after a while they seem to belong there. Like dead, empty bodies lying on the ground around you are part of the environment. There seems to be triple the amount of them in a city than in the small town we were born in. Which would be a suburb of a suburb of St. Helena. As small as a small town can get. Michael and me always had that in common; we hated small towns. We just cannot stand being somewhere where something is always happening. Well, we got our big city.     Cedar City is probably the biggest city we've ever been in. And it was completely wasted.     The big buildings have bee
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Family and Friends (Chapter 2)
     THE fires, the floods, the hurricanes, the terror. This is what I dreamed every moment of sleep I had slipped in to this living hell. It always ends the same way; i'm holding Stefan's hand, everything seems to turn to slow motion. Right before we are hit, i look at him, he looks at me, then i blackout, and wake. I re-live it every couple days.     I sharply sit up with a gasp, then was blinded by the beating sun. We were by the river. Still? But it was still bright out. I hate being confused when i wake up. Then i feel a hand on my arm; Emmett. He told me that it was time to keep moving, he reminded me of how dangerous it was to stay i
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Please listen to Ronan by Taylor Swift while reading this, it'll make it that much better. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U8l_js3m6I0     I curl closer to his cold, hairless body. He squeezes my shoulder and holds me closer. I squirm slightly, careful not to hurt him. My face is pressed against his once muscular chest. He lightly brushes his knuckles against my cheek.     I remember this exact day last year, after we had gotten home from his routine check-up. Donovan's doctor had taken several tests and we were waiting for a phone call to hear the results. We lied in bed holding each other just like this. He lightly brushed his knuckles
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     "You lied to me, dad! You've been lying to me from the minute I was born!" My daughter screams at me as she slams her bedroom door in my face.     "I have never lied to you, Brianna! You know that! I would never lie to you!" I jiggle the locked doorknob. Letting out a deep breath, I calm myself down, "Would you open the door? Let me talk to you, luv. Please."     "Why should I?!" She's still upset, "Just leave me alone! I hate you! I wish you died instead of mom!" That was a dagger to my heart. I have nothing to say, so I slowly walk down the hall and let a few tears fall down my face.     He
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my old RP buddy is... well, either dead or an enormous douche bag. lets go with dead. so wanna be my RP buddy? :D
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why do people have to hurt?
i just got back from work. now i'm laying my head on the table. one of the dogs i walk is... it hurts to even think of the word. his eyes are white and his furr is shedding. his skin is rough and scaly. i think im going to be sick. i love him so much... it hurts. he has brain cancer, diabetes, etc. what doesn't he have? can i just trade my life for his?  no... of course not... that would be too easy... i'm losing my voice. i feel like if i talk about this out loud i'm going to start bawling. so... why? why does he have to die? why does he have to suffer? he was walking in zig-zags across the street today... i had to watch his eve
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who's watching the brit awards?
whoever the hell's performing right now sucks. theyre sucking really bad. come on, bring on 1D. BRING IT OOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNN
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it is everyones favourite film about a syrup addicted bear that is right it is winnie the poo and his cousin piglet from the hit family film that is called winnie the poo and the chamber of syrup. if you havent seen winnie the poo and the chamber of syrup before then you might as well just be blind or deaf or both because you are missing out on a action packed adventure that will haunt you for the rest of your life and my best bit in the whole of the film is when winnie the poo is standing outside of his college in his red coloured crop top with his traditional no trousers on and he is making loads of people laugh by sucking syrup off the top of a teachers car and then gargling with it to the theme tune of mtvs sweet sixteen and all of his friends was saying that it was so funny and his friend ross even said that it was probably one of the best things that he has seen in about half a year and then tigger who is the main idiot at the college was going around telling everyone that he is going to punch winnie the poo in the back of his head after college when he is not looking because he hates him so much but it was so obvious that he is just jealous of winnie the poo for getting all of the attention from everyone and then after college tigger goes to punch him but winnie the poo senses his presence and he instantly turns around and slices tiggers spine with a bit of plastic that he found next to a fence and then winnie the poo goes on top of tigger on the ground and he does a massive screaming laugh right in tiggers face that sounded like a train full of bees smashing into a school and then before tigger could even say why cant i move my legs winnie the poo had completely vanished and then when it was at night time winnie the poo goes over to piglets house and he says for piglet to give him all of the syrup that he has got and piglet says you cant have it because my wife is pregnant and it is all that she can eat right now and winnie the poo says pregnant shmegnant i dont give a flying hell if she is pregnant or if she is just fat i just want to have all of your delicious golden bee juice inside of myself and then he slowly walks over to piglet and he kisses him on his forehead and he says my sweet cousin in a really light voice and then he looks at him for about 5 seconds and he does a half smile and then he slaps him right across his face and he bends forward and he licks piglets face where he was just slapped and he says give me your bee syrup now you salmon coloured dwarf and piglet says you need help mate you have got a serious syrup problem and winnie the poo says shut up no i do not and piglet says eh you do realise the reason everyone calls you winnie the poo is because you actually stink of poo because you never wash because all that you do is drink bee syrup all day and tigger said he actually saw you eating your own poo out of a napkin in the college car park as well and then winnie the poo just grabs the jar of syrup out of piglets pale pink palms and he runs out of the house and as he is running away he screams jumanji and then right at the end of the film there is a shot of winnie the poo sitting in the woods looking at a photograph of him and christopher robin in italy next to the eiffel tower and the camera goes really close up on winnie the poos face and he starts laughing and loads of bees fly out of his mouth and it lasts for about 5 minutes and then the screen just goes completely black and writing comes up that says winnie the poo hasnt been seen for nearly 2 and a half years and then a lightning bolt goes across the screen and it smashes the writing up into loads of little pieces and then the film just ends really suddenly and it really is one of the most action packed films that has ever been made about syrup and if you have children of your very own or if you can find a child just for a day then you should definitely have a watch of it with them when it is the summer holidays because trust me you will not regret it not even a slice.

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ohi leta
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Are you still active on here? :iconteheplz: 
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lol 
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(^_^")/) thanks for the fave.
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sure!