I found this article on Facebook today, here and found that I understood where this person was coming from.
When I was first diagnosed with bipolar disorder, I made it my mission to learn everything I could on the subject and reach out to others. Now, at forty-four, I'm finding that I just am not able to keep up with all of it. Yes, I do get into obsessions of tracking down 'why do I feel like this' so that I can know if it's 'normal' to feel a certain way or is it the bipolar making itself visible again. I can't reach out anymore, though. Not that I won't talk to anyone who is newly diagnosed, or if someone needs to vent... but I fin...