Have heart. We all fall from time to time and it's nothing to be disappointed about. Sometimes, we need to fall a little because only then, do we truly stop and take note of our surroundings. Maybe we will see the green grass beneath our feet, honestly feel the bare soft earth which prompts us to lift our gaze to the vast expanse of the sky... there are a lot of opportunities that we weren't aware of, because we were too busy focusing on the small details! So be brave and take a step. All will reveal itself in time
May you be well and happy, free of troubles.