how you have certainly got, I was lately, not really online. Unfortunately, the last years I dealt with 2 heavy operations.
The healing process also led the way slowly.
After the OP's, I had to let a hormone therapy about myself go out.
It was no easy time for me.
Half a year ago, I became mother.
The birth ended in an emergency Caesarean section, because I get till this day not processed.
And to good last, I suffer at the moment from a postnatal depression. My son is the only reason, why I give up myself not completely.
I try very slowly again this sign.
So, enough moved to pity, I wish you all still nice 2019