As you may notice it I'm posting less and less since april 2017. Not that i stopped drawing long-haired elves (wait, that's a bit true), this is a bit more complicated than that. I built this account with help and support from one of my dearest friend, our relationship was for me (as much IRL than in my social network life) a pillar. Her friendship was an entire part of this account, both of them were in my mind and heart definitely linked. I told a lot about the end of our relationship in description of my latest posts. I told less about the fact i felt Zak (for some reasons ill explain later) and my passion for this account were gone with her. It was a disturbing period of time, that is now coming to an end as i learn step by step to "let the past go".
DeviantArt still is a network I'm found of and i missed sharing and discussing with you all, it was time to come back ! Yet i felt i couldn't do it there, under a name she gave me and surrounded by a dozen of my deviations i made for/with her. So i created a new account in the latest days. It was a difficult decision to take, memories that settle there are precious, that's why I'll not close this account, it will just stay inactive.
To finish this journal on a happier conclusion (that would be better), this long reflexion enabled me to find a new motivation, recover a bit of self confidence i had totally lost, and over all it brought back Zak !!! That was the most liberating thing that happened to me for a while, such a supreme hapiness to met him again ! He has changed, because i have done so, but an evolution is far better than no-more-Zak. And i love him as he's now as well as before, i hope you'll love him too. I invite you to go and have a look on Hedillam . First post about Zak comes in the next days, yet there are already some things posted.
Wow, this last post may be the longest I've ever written. Maybe the longest English-written text I've made in my whole life XD
Hope to see you soon !