I lost myself at dark night,
Street lamp, please light up my future,
I am a man who abanded by gods,
Can I find hope at dawn.
How happy should it be so that I can't be lonly?
Where will I go after I die?
The world has tormented me,but given me a breathing opportunity to make it look great.
Why do I hate loneliness, but have been close to it.
I learned everything but not good at anything.
The person I liked didn't like me back,so I get angry like a child who breaks a toy.
I made a huge mistake, I can only make up for it with the biggest mistake in my life.
Is I am so weird made myself alone,or I am too lonely so became weird?
Why do we always do something that we know will fail?
They asked me why I keep the hair that long,just like a woman...Because the bangs cover my eyes, then I won’t see others laughing at me anymore,then I can scare away other people and no one will hurt me.
I hate failure,but why I always fail.
Does maturity mean succumbing to reality?
They asked me why I do nothing every day,but why no one tell me what should I do and how I can do it,because it is my life?Then why they ask?
I know,but I can't.
Valarr Can Not is Vacant
If I am escaping from life, why do I want to live so much?
Many people choose to stay away from their darkness and loneliness, but I want to live in it.
No matter where I am, loneliness are following me.I thought I could escape from loneliness,but it seems I am in the loneliness.
Where is my future? Where will I go after I die? Why did I become like this? Why is the world so unfair?Is it that I have been thinking about these question,so I am losing my life?
Some things make me sad, but I have no reason to be sad.
My life is painful and lonely.
Darkness dancing in my heart, destroying my dreams and leading me to death.
When people dies,he is live.
I am dying.