在黑夜里迷失了自我,
路灯请照亮我的前方,
我是被诸神遗弃的人,
能否在黎明找到希望。
I lost myself at dark night,
Street lamp, please light up my future,
I am a man who abanded by gods,
Can I find hope at dawn.
该有多幸福,才能不孤独?
How happy should it be so that I can't be lonly?
死了之后会去哪里呢?
Where will I go after I die?
世界不断折磨我,又给了我喘息的机会,好让它看起来很伟大。
The world has tormented me,but given me a breathing opportunity to make it look great.
为什么我讨厌孤独,却又一直靠近它。
Why do I hate loneliness, but have been close to it.
我什么都学,却什么也不会。
I learned everything but not good at anything.
我喜欢的人不喜欢我,我便像小孩子弄坏了玩具一样生气。
The person I liked didn't like me back,so I get angry like a child who breaks a toy.
我犯了一个巨大的错误,我只能用人生中最大的错误来弥补它。
I made a huge mistake, I can only make up for it with the biggest mistake in my life.
是我太奇怪所以变得孤独,还是太孤独让我变得奇怪?
Is I am so weird made myself alone,or I am too lonely so became weird?
为什么我们总是做明知道会失败的事情?
Why do we always do something that we know will fail?
他们问我为什么要留着长发,像个女人一样……因为刘海遮住了我的眼睛后,这样我就看不到别人嘲笑我了,这样我就可以吓走其他人再也不会有人伤害我了。
They asked me why I keep the hair that long,just like a woman...Because the bangs cover my eyes, then I won’t see others laughing at me anymore,then I can scare away other people and no one will hurt me.
我讨厌失败,为什么却总是失败。
I hate failure,but why I always fail.
成熟的意思是不是,屈服于现实?
Does maturity mean succumbing to reality?
他们问我为什么每天什么也不做,可是为什么没有人告诉我该做什么和怎么做,因为这是我的人生吗?那他们为什么还要问?
They asked me why I do nothing every day,but why no one tell me what should I do and how I can do it,because it is my life?Then why they ask?
我知道,但我做不到。
I know,but I can't.
我不能即是空虚
Valarr Can Not is Vacant
如果我在逃避生活,为什么我又这么想活着?
If I am escaping from life, why do I want to live so much?
很多人选择远离自己的黑暗和孤独,但我想在其中活着。
Many people choose to stay away from their darkness and loneliness, but I want to live in it.
不管我在哪里,孤独都尾随着我。我以为我能逃离孤独,但似乎我便在孤独里面。
No matter where I am, loneliness are following me.I thought I could escape from loneliness,but it seems I am in the loneliness.
我的未来在哪里?死后会哪里?我为什么会变成这样?为什么世界这么不公平?是不是我一直在思考这些疑问,才让我失去了人生?
Where is my future? Where will I go after I die? Why did I become like this? Why is the world so unfair?Is it that I have been thinking about these question,so I am losing my life?
有些事情让我很难过,但我却没有难过的理由。
Some things make me sad, but I have no reason to be sad.
我的生命既痛苦又孤独。
My life is painful and lonely.
黑暗在我心中舞动,它摧毁了我的梦想,并且把我引向死亡。
Darkness dancing in my heart, destroying my dreams and leading me to death.
人在死的时候,才算是活过。
When people dies,he is live.
我要死了。
I am dying.
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