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Hi friends! Listen, I had a question...Have you noticed a difference in how many favorites and views your art gets these days? I noticed that starting a couple years ago--I think it was when they gave the site a major reno--my faves have dropped precipitously. I was never a MEGA-popular artist, but I was a little popular. Now I notice my art gets fewer and fewer views and likes. I got my ninth Daily Deviation the other day and I think 25 people faved it. Compare that to past DD's, where I received hundreds, even thousands of faves. It's weird. I have no idea what's going on. I don't know if the site has changed the way people interact with it that just doesn't benefit my art...or I've simply gotten a lot less popular.
BEST OF THE BEST CONTEST CLOSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


As I just told my friend privately... when I came up with the idea for this contest and I could see it was going to be a success, I was so happy. I thought...great way to meet new dAers, great way to get a little exposure, great way to discover amazing new artists...but my journal went kaput the SECOND the entries started coming in...and it has not stopped giving me hassles. Seeing as how journals are kind of necessary to the whole contest thing, it's completely sucked every last ounce of joy out of this. (The first day the issues came up, I was checking the journals every five minutes to see if the problems had been fixed. They hadn't.  Still aren't. Now it's been DAYS. Between typing in entries and trying to get my journal to work...headers/footers, etc, I've got Carpal Tunnel) Even though hosting a contest this large is a tremendous amount of work, I would happily have typed in entries 'til my fingers fell off. But the journal issues have worn me down. Earlier, when I typed something in, it didn't even show up when I hit 'add."   I'm just plum worn out and tired of the drama. Especially because dA is horrible about complaining and getting feedback. Mostly I just get snide comments when I try to express my frustration...which makes me want to bash my head against the computer screen. I feel like dA just sucked every last drop of joy of out of this for me, and it's made me very angry and resentful.

That being said, I still have EVERY INTENTION of getting the contest judged and givin' out the prizes. So...I'm determined to inject some joy back into the mother@#$%er. Please stay tuned, as we will soon narrow down our entries to 10 (as chose by the judges) and then YOU, my dear dAer's, will be able to vote for the top 3 entrants!




Ginevra Frediana is a jewel -3 by deliolith Ginevra is my fave model by deliolith by :icondeliolith: Swirled Fire by luminosus 17 - Cosmic Fingers by luminosus by :iconluminosus: by :iconhmspeedfreek: Summer's Party by garnettrules21 A Retro Autumn by garnettrules21 by :icongarnettrules21:   :thumb57432553: :thumb58433932: by :iconnakatoni: :thumb56143752: :thumb46196054: by :iconhitsugayahinamori: BiteMe by GoranDA Her Kingdom by GoranDA by :icongoranda: Venus by Goeol-edhel Lonely Piano by Goeol-edhel by :icongoeol-edhel: Chequered dreams by SafetyInNumbness :thumb55230630: by :iconsafetyinnumbness: Color Explotion by rogueXunited by :iconroguexunited: Feeling Tiny by RobbyP Eye Marble by RobbyP by :iconrobbyp: Lady in White by Pairaka Shinomori Aoshi by Pairaka by :iconpairaka: :thumb48226264: :thumb52001457: :icongreenvox: Silence by laurart Untitled 1 detail by laurart by :iconlaurart: A Day In The Sun by FullMetaphor by :iconfullmetaphor: seeds by michaelbrito pretty tony by michaelbrito by :iconmichaelbrito: underground by gurliebot by :icongurliebot: Fighting Dinosaur by jaleh :thumb53324210: by :iconjaleh: dreamstate by grrrant farris wheel by grrrant by :icongrrrant: The Simple Things by thetopcrusader by :iconthetopcrusader: equuis sample by echoiic by :iconechoiic:
Black Wave Bad Vibrations by boum by :iconboum: :thumb40127456: by :iconaprilelizabeth: :thumb56217242: by :icondiguero: Champagne and Martinis by littlepinkelephants by :iconlittlepinkelephants: Brass Knuckles Betty by MummysLittleMonster La Madama Muerte by MummysLittleMonster by :iconmummyslittlemonster: behold the monkey by babalisme Little miss Sunshine by babalisme by :iconbabalisme: The Warrior Princess by LilaMascara by :iconlilamascara: PUMA kill u by BangIsal jasmine flavour by BangIsal by :iconbangisal: Reach for a star by Tooshtoosh by :icontooshtoosh: Dragonified by CeruleanLegacy The Orca and the Eagle by CeruleanLegacy by :iconceruleanlegacy: Forgotten Purple Fairy by jvartiste by :iconjvartiste: Sunset on the 33 III by dragula by :icondragula: Amok by hiddenhallow by :iconhiddenhallow: Enter the Circus Contest Entry by danevilparker Dream Castle by danevilparker by :icondanevilparker: tribute to kriwil by chocoplay waton oerip by chocoplay by :iconchocoplay: mushroom village by inmc Utopolis by inmc by :iconinmc: On the branch by Eetwartti by :iconeetwartti: rain. by lanimilbus-segassem by :iconlanimilbus-segassem: .:Rising Sun:. by dunpinta by :icondunpinta: L O O K I N G G L A S S by TheRealNeix Aves sub arbore by TheRealNeix by :icontherealneix: by :iconliandria: Cafe a Color by pamdzmz Mi Lata y Yo by pamdzmz by :iconpamdzmz: Where do I begin.. by Behindmyblueeyes by :iconbehindmyblueeyes: Salvation by D-e-v-i B l a z e by D-e-v-i by :icond-e-v-i: Out Life by Canadiano by :iconcanadiano: Doorgestoken Kaart by Talescaper by :icontalescaper: by :iconsilentseaa: :thumb24392508: by :iconsolfa: :thumb57870804: by :icon2ce2ce2ce: Pilots of Love by PauZak by :iconpauzak: lovely colors by PaintedoxoLexa by :iconpaintedoxolexa: LAX 4 by bQw Stripes by bQw by :iconbqw: Sunset over Night Waters by aurora-crow Collar by aurora-crow by :iconaurora-crow: Requiem aeternam by Iardacil Shadows of the Veil of Secrets by Iardacil by :iconiardacil: :thumb50898597: :thumb35490534: by :icondaonlyoverlord: preview by vleuten by :iconvleuten: :thumb57628176: by :iconachu: :thumb41374737: by :iconyaviekementari: ...always rains on me... by Rumple by :iconrumple: ASCII Lizard II by Hexaditidom Thief's apprentice by Hexaditidom by :iconhexaditidom:  :thumb56393507: :thumb57907238: by :iconsoe: little worlds by Docali by :icondocali: Hypothetical 1 by Slumber by :iconslumber: Gerards Eyes by akashan CHADAM by akashan by :iconakashan: :thumb58400339: by :iconlefrein: Sicily 16- Duomo by Corres Sicily 09- Chiesa ... by Corres by :iconcorres: Come Fly with Me: 05 by parmakovski Message in a Bottle by parmakovski by :iconparmakovski: :thumb55047418: :thumb55452715: by :iconlilcatty: Perpetual kiss by Aerious by :iconaerious: by :icons-t-f-n: :thumb58878309: :thumb58879174: by :iconrichardmacdonald: London Times by flashparade by :iconflashparade: Earth Spirits by RayanWoulfe by :iconrayanwoulfe: Shuttlecock by LoboSabio by :iconlobosabio: :thumb36667122: by :icondesibu:
:thumb57505238: by :icondeet-bug: :thumb57387401: :thumb57924298: :iconlittledudejairus36:
demon girl by naberus The Crow by naberus by :iconnaberus: :thumb58358709: :thumb55056467: by :icontrippedinahole:
Thanks for 1000 hits by moonlightamber Happy Chinese New Year by moonlightamber by :iconmoonlightamber:   Love was written by hoard :thumb58499558: by :iconhoard: by :iconvacuumslayer: Nuclear odour by VictorAZZuRo by :iconvictorazzuro: Stripetease by diamondie by :icondiamondie: :thumb56096385: by :iconlulithebunny: Creativity Desertion by LifeIsChaos by :iconlifeischaos:
fly away by hiphopflavor by :iconhiphopflavor: :thumb46974310: :thumb57368102: by :icondenbas: Spanish's Army Exibition 2 by Maverik-Soldier RAH-66 camo patterns by Maverik-Soldier by :iconmaverik-soldier: tortures of the mind by imxanxillusion Antoinette's Autopsy by imxanxillusion by :iconimxanxillusion: :thumb58962848: by :iconlatnurec: me_and_style by spidolhitam by :iconspidolhitam: Sweet Music by MagdalenaTR In my past life by MagdalenaTR :iconmagdalenatr: Back in the 80s by Sepedeh by :iconsepedeh: :thumb53511052: :thumb57529431: by :iconsylnn: Raw Head and Bloody Bones by TormentedArtifacts The Scrying Pool by TormentedArtifacts by :icontormentedartifacts: Shoes by Eirr by :iconeirr: Church Silhouette by Aleeeek Dark Tree by Aleeeek by :iconaleeeek: White Dream by StefanieSauer
Into Me by StefanieSauer by :iconstefaniesauer: Wired by ymesako drew by ymesako by :iconymesako:
The Four Gods - Final by Sastrei Give Me Your Wings... v2 by Sastrei by :iconsastrei: :thumb10921065:
:thumb48616938: :iconnemosplace: Home by tuckz
screenshot by tuckz by :icontuckz: :thumb58184875:
:thumb58184875: by :iconsleeplessimaginarium: Ponte da Arrabida by v00d00ciTa by :iconv00d00cita:
Dreaming by TwilightsLullaby by :icontwilightslullaby: Dalek by cybernetichero Cybernetic Hero by cybernetichero by :iconcybernetichero: My Version of the Night Elf by nidhi-rathish
Tribute to Ora's Flames by nidhi-rathish by :iconnidhi-rathish: :thumb32164124: by :icondestroy:
dreaming through life by zodiacus Rabbit In Your Headlights 1 by zodiacus by :iconzodiacus: Growing Water by KtSeery Behind the Mask by KtSeery by :iconktseery:
:thumb46027634: :thumb29746456: by :iconwhitepawedkitty:
Their Story by draginchic Butterflies by draginchic by :icondraginchic:
by :iconlost-hope-for-ever: Land of dwarves by mjdaluz by :iconmjdaluz:
by :icongild-a-lily: Bliss by Hallonnie Bloomers by Hallonnie by :iconhallonnie: i love you by deliveranceIdeas F.O.N.T.S. by deliveranceIdeas by :icondeliveranceideas:
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BEST OF THE BEST CONTEST CLOSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


As I just told my friend privately... when I came up with the idea for this contest and I could see it was going to be a success, I was so happy. I thought...great way to meet new dAers, great way to get a little exposure, great way to discover amazing new artists...but my journal went kaput the SECOND the entries started coming in...and it has not stopped giving me hassles. Seeing as how journals are kind of necessary to the whole contest thing, it's completely sucked every last ounce of joy out of this. (The first day the issues came up, I was checking the journals every five minutes to see if the problems had been fixed. They hadn't.  Still aren't. Now it's been DAYS. Between typing in entries and trying to get my journal to work...headers/footers, etc, I've got Carpal Tunnel) Even though hosting a contest this large is a tremendous amount of work, I would happily have typed in entries 'til my fingers fell off. But the journal issues have worn me down. Earlier, when I typed something in, it didn't even show up when I hit 'add."   I'm just plum worn out and tired of the drama. Especially because dA is horrible about complaining and getting feedback. Mostly I just get snide comments when I try to express my frustration...which makes me want to bash my head against the computer screen. I feel like dA just sucked every last drop of joy of out of this for me, and it's made me very angry and resentful.

That being said, I still have EVERY INTENTION of getting the contest judged and givin' out the prizes. So...I'm determined to inject some joy back into the mother@#$%er. Please stay tuned, as we will soon narrow down our entries to 10 (as chose by the judges) and then YOU, my dear dAer's, will be able to vote for the top 3 entrants!




Ginevra Frediana is a jewel -3 by deliolith Ginevra is my fave model by deliolith by :icondeliolith: Swirled Fire by luminosus 17 - Cosmic Fingers by luminosus by :iconluminosus: by :iconhmspeedfreek: Summer's Party by garnettrules21 A Retro Autumn by garnettrules21 by :icongarnettrules21:   :thumb57432553: :thumb58433932: by :iconnakatoni: :thumb56143752: :thumb46196054: by :iconhitsugayahinamori: BiteMe by GoranDA Her Kingdom by GoranDA by :icongoranda: Venus by Goeol-edhel Lonely Piano by Goeol-edhel by :icongoeol-edhel: Chequered dreams by SafetyInNumbness :thumb55230630: by :iconsafetyinnumbness: Color Explotion by rogueXunited by :iconroguexunited: Feeling Tiny by RobbyP Eye Marble by RobbyP by :iconrobbyp: Lady in White by Pairaka Shinomori Aoshi by Pairaka by :iconpairaka: :thumb48226264: :thumb52001457: :icongreenvox: Silence by laurart Untitled 1 detail by laurart by :iconlaurart: A Day In The Sun by FullMetaphor by :iconfullmetaphor: seeds by michaelbrito pretty tony by michaelbrito by :iconmichaelbrito: underground by gurliebot by :icongurliebot: Fighting Dinosaur by jaleh :thumb53324210: by :iconjaleh: dreamstate by grrrant farris wheel by grrrant by :icongrrrant: The Simple Things by thetopcrusader by :iconthetopcrusader: equuis sample by echoiic by :iconechoiic:
Black Wave Bad Vibrations by boum by :iconboum: :thumb40127456: by :iconaprilelizabeth: :thumb56217242: by :icondiguero: Champagne and Martinis by littlepinkelephants by :iconlittlepinkelephants: Brass Knuckles Betty by MummysLittleMonster La Madama Muerte by MummysLittleMonster by :iconmummyslittlemonster: behold the monkey by babalisme Little miss Sunshine by babalisme by :iconbabalisme: The Warrior Princess by LilaMascara by :iconlilamascara: PUMA kill u by BangIsal jasmine flavour by BangIsal by :iconbangisal: Reach for a star by Tooshtoosh by :icontooshtoosh: Dragonified by CeruleanLegacy The Orca and the Eagle by CeruleanLegacy by :iconceruleanlegacy: Forgotten Purple Fairy by jvartiste by :iconjvartiste: Sunset on the 33 III by dragula by :icondragula: Amok by hiddenhallow by :iconhiddenhallow: Enter the Circus Contest Entry by danevilparker Dream Castle by danevilparker by :icondanevilparker: tribute to kriwil by chocoplay waton oerip by chocoplay by :iconchocoplay: mushroom village by inmc Utopolis by inmc by :iconinmc: On the branch by Eetwartti by :iconeetwartti: rain. by lanimilbus-segassem by :iconlanimilbus-segassem: .:Rising Sun:. by dunpinta by :icondunpinta: L O O K I N G G L A S S by TheRealNeix Aves sub arbore by TheRealNeix by :icontherealneix: by :iconliandria: Cafe a Color by pamdzmz Mi Lata y Yo by pamdzmz by :iconpamdzmz: Where do I begin.. by Behindmyblueeyes by :iconbehindmyblueeyes: Salvation by D-e-v-i B l a z e by D-e-v-i by :icond-e-v-i: Out Life by Canadiano by :iconcanadiano: Doorgestoken Kaart by Talescaper by :icontalescaper: by :iconsilentseaa: :thumb24392508: by :iconsolfa: :thumb57870804: by :icon2ce2ce2ce: Pilots of Love by PauZak by :iconpauzak: lovely colors by PaintedoxoLexa by :iconpaintedoxolexa: LAX 4 by bQw Stripes by bQw by :iconbqw: Sunset over Night Waters by aurora-crow Collar by aurora-crow by :iconaurora-crow: Requiem aeternam by Iardacil Shadows of the Veil of Secrets by Iardacil by :iconiardacil: :thumb50898597: :thumb35490534: by :icondaonlyoverlord: preview by vleuten by :iconvleuten: :thumb57628176: by :iconachu: :thumb41374737: by :iconyaviekementari: ...always rains on me... by Rumple by :iconrumple: ASCII Lizard II by Hexaditidom Thief's apprentice by Hexaditidom by :iconhexaditidom:  :thumb56393507: :thumb57907238: by :iconsoe: little worlds by Docali by :icondocali: Hypothetical 1 by Slumber by :iconslumber: Gerards Eyes by akashan CHADAM by akashan by :iconakashan: :thumb58400339: by :iconlefrein: Sicily 16- Duomo by Corres Sicily 09- Chiesa ... by Corres by :iconcorres: Come Fly with Me: 05 by parmakovski Message in a Bottle by parmakovski by :iconparmakovski: :thumb55047418: :thumb55452715: by :iconlilcatty: Perpetual kiss by Aerious by :iconaerious: by :icons-t-f-n: :thumb58878309: :thumb58879174: by :iconrichardmacdonald: London Times by flashparade by :iconflashparade: Earth Spirits by RayanWoulfe by :iconrayanwoulfe: Shuttlecock by LoboSabio by :iconlobosabio: :thumb36667122: by :icondesibu:
:thumb57505238: by :icondeet-bug: :thumb57387401: :thumb57924298: :iconlittledudejairus36:
demon girl by naberus The Crow by naberus by :iconnaberus: :thumb58358709: :thumb55056467: by :icontrippedinahole:
Thanks for 1000 hits by moonlightamber Happy Chinese New Year by moonlightamber by :iconmoonlightamber:   Love was written by hoard :thumb58499558: by :iconhoard: by :iconvacuumslayer: Nuclear odour by VictorAZZuRo by :iconvictorazzuro: Stripetease by diamondie by :icondiamondie: :thumb56096385: by :iconlulithebunny: Creativity Desertion by LifeIsChaos by :iconlifeischaos:
fly away by hiphopflavor by :iconhiphopflavor: :thumb46974310: :thumb57368102: by :icondenbas: Spanish's Army Exibition 2 by Maverik-Soldier RAH-66 camo patterns by Maverik-Soldier by :iconmaverik-soldier: tortures of the mind by imxanxillusion Antoinette's Autopsy by imxanxillusion by :iconimxanxillusion: :thumb58962848: by :iconlatnurec: me_and_style by spidolhitam by :iconspidolhitam: Sweet Music by MagdalenaTR In my past life by MagdalenaTR :iconmagdalenatr: Back in the 80s by Sepedeh by :iconsepedeh: :thumb53511052: :thumb57529431: by :iconsylnn: Raw Head and Bloody Bones by TormentedArtifacts The Scrying Pool by TormentedArtifacts by :icontormentedartifacts: Shoes by Eirr by :iconeirr: Church Silhouette by Aleeeek Dark Tree by Aleeeek by :iconaleeeek: White Dream by StefanieSauer
Into Me by StefanieSauer by :iconstefaniesauer: Wired by ymesako drew by ymesako by :iconymesako:
The Four Gods - Final by Sastrei Give Me Your Wings... v2 by Sastrei by :iconsastrei: :thumb10921065:
:thumb48616938: :iconnemosplace: Home by tuckz
screenshot by tuckz by :icontuckz: :thumb58184875:
:thumb58184875: by :iconsleeplessimaginarium: Ponte da Arrabida by v00d00ciTa by :iconv00d00cita:
Dreaming by TwilightsLullaby by :icontwilightslullaby: Dalek by cybernetichero Cybernetic Hero by cybernetichero by :iconcybernetichero: My Version of the Night Elf by nidhi-rathish
Tribute to Ora's Flames by nidhi-rathish by :iconnidhi-rathish: :thumb32164124: by :icondestroy:
dreaming through life by zodiacus Rabbit In Your Headlights 1 by zodiacus by :iconzodiacus: Growing Water by KtSeery Behind the Mask by KtSeery by :iconktseery:
:thumb46027634: :thumb29746456: by :iconwhitepawedkitty:
Their Story by draginchic Butterflies by draginchic by :icondraginchic:
by :iconlost-hope-for-ever: Land of dwarves by mjdaluz by :iconmjdaluz:
by :icongild-a-lily: Bliss by Hallonnie Bloomers by Hallonnie by :iconhallonnie: i love you by deliveranceIdeas F.O.N.T.S. by deliveranceIdeas by :icondeliveranceideas:
It is with great regret that I inform all possible entrants that this contest is going to have to be closed CONSIDERABLY early. As of now.

The moment the contest started, my journal started malfunctioning. It started with my CSS not working, then headers and footers not working, then CSS not working in conjunction with the headers and footers...now my journal is not publishing anything--period! I put in text and thumbs and when I hit "Update" or "Add" I get a blank entry.

So for reasons beyond my control, I have to close the contest--I simply have no place to put the thumbnails.

If my journal ever stops malfunctioning I will go ahead and judge the contest according to the rules I established when the contest began.

I'm SO SORRY for the inconvenience (even though it's not my fault!).

I hope you'll participate in the vote when/if I can ever get my journal to work. (Help Desk says journals are fixed. Mine, at least, is NOT.)

Best of Best entries as of now: Cannot keep count

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 4, 2007, 7:33 AM
Today's Batshit Crazy Ramblings


Spoke too soon--journals aren't fixed. The CSS still does not work in conjunction with headers and footers. If or when this problem is fixed, these entries will be displayed in my journal header.

I am adding entries as fast I can. With my messages/:+fav:s and my own devs to work on, I'm doing my best; rest assured, your thumbs WILL be displayed. Thanks and enjoy!

Without further adieu, here are the BEST OF THE BEST CONTEST Entries:

I urge you read the rules carefully if you'd like to submit something to the contest.


Ginevra Frediana is a jewel -3 by deliolith Ginevra is my fave model by deliolith by :icondeliolith: Swirled Fire by luminosus 17 - Cosmic Fingers by luminosus by :iconluminosus: by :iconhmspeedfreek: Summer's Party by garnettrules21 A Retro Autumn by garnettrules21 by :icongarnettrules21:   :thumb57432553: :thumb58433932: by :iconnakatoni: :thumb56143752: :thumb46196054: by :iconhitsugayahinamori: BiteMe by GoranDA Her Kingdom by GoranDA by :icongoranda: Venus by Goeol-edhel Lonely Piano by Goeol-edhel by :icongoeol-edhel: Chequered dreams by SafetyInNumbness :thumb55230630: by :iconsafetyinnumbness: Color Explotion by rogueXunited by :iconroguexunited: Feeling Tiny by RobbyP Eye Marble by RobbyP by :iconrobbyp: Lady in White by Pairaka Shinomori Aoshi by Pairaka by :iconpairaka: :thumb48226264: :thumb52001457: :icongreenvox: Silence by laurart Untitled 1 detail by laurart by :iconlaurart: A Day In The Sun by FullMetaphor by :iconfullmetaphor: seeds by michaelbrito pretty tony by michaelbrito by :iconmichaelbrito: underground by gurliebot by :icongurliebot: Fighting Dinosaur by jaleh :thumb53324210: by :iconjaleh: dreamstate by grrrant farris wheel by grrrant by :icongrrrant: The Simple Things by thetopcrusader by :iconthetopcrusader: equuis sample by echoiic by :iconechoiic:
Black Wave Bad Vibrations by boum by :iconboum: :thumb40127456: by :iconaprilelizabeth: :thumb56217242: by :icondiguero: Champagne and Martinis by littlepinkelephants by :iconlittlepinkelephants: Brass Knuckles Betty by MummysLittleMonster La Madama Muerte by MummysLittleMonster by :iconmummyslittlemonster: behold the monkey by babalisme Little miss Sunshine by babalisme by :iconbabalisme: The Warrior Princess by LilaMascara by :iconlilamascara: PUMA kill u by BangIsal jasmine flavour by BangIsal by :iconbangisal: Reach for a star by Tooshtoosh by :icontooshtoosh: Dragonified by CeruleanLegacy The Orca and the Eagle by CeruleanLegacy by :iconceruleanlegacy: Forgotten Purple Fairy by jvartiste by :iconjvartiste: Sunset on the 33 III by dragula by :icondragula: Amok by hiddenhallow by :iconhiddenhallow: Enter the Circus Contest Entry by danevilparker Dream Castle by danevilparker by :icondanevilparker: tribute to kriwil by chocoplay waton oerip by chocoplay by :iconchocoplay: mushroom village by inmc Utopolis by inmc by :iconinmc: On the branch by Eetwartti by :iconeetwartti: rain. by lanimilbus-segassem by :iconlanimilbus-segassem: .:Rising Sun:. by dunpinta by :icondunpinta: L O O K I N G G L A S S by TheRealNeix Aves sub arbore by TheRealNeix by :icontherealneix: by :iconliandria: Cafe a Color by pamdzmz Mi Lata y Yo by pamdzmz by :iconpamdzmz: Where do I begin.. by Behindmyblueeyes by :iconbehindmyblueeyes: