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Loving Me
It's not about the pounds on my body It's not about who does who doesn't like me It's not about fitting a status quo But feeling beautiful head to toe I want to go on a diet You say don't do it You think I'm pretty But it's about me loving me I appreciate you I appreciate what you do But this is my insecurity This is my idea of beauty I think I'm ugly I know I'm unhealthy It's time to do a 180 It's time to change me So the next time you see me I'll be standing confidently I might be 120 I might be 160 But either way, I'll love me
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But for now I'm in hiding
I'm too young to feel this way To feel torn apart Like I've lost my way I'm too young to feel so hopeless Like a bird astray So, so restless I'm too young to feel so tired of life So worthless I don't want to deal with strife I am just a teenager With seventeen years to my name But I feel like a salvager Collecting ashes after being set aflame Aflame with what? I do not know A burning passion, a dream? I think not I'm too scared of fire I'm a coward A fear of desire And what it will bring I want to dance I want to sing I want to talk I want to draw It's not a roaring flame But it's just as raw Just as powerful A steady simmer A slow r
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Girl in Pink pt5
The girl in pink Came to school today I tried to talk to her But she just walked away Again, I tried to get her attention She gave me a short nod and a glare I don't know why she doesn't like me And I don't know why I care She's been adding some black to her wardrobe I commented on it, said I liked the variety She graced me with a jerky smile But otherwise, she completely ignored me I think I'm wearing her down Because when I talk to her, here and there Sometimes she doesn't just walk on past The quiet her and the talkative me, I think we make quite a pair The girl in pink did something spectacular today I greeted her and asked "How are y
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Girl in Pink pt4
 i went to visit her the girl in pink told the teacher i lived on the way i could deliver the homework that was a lie i live miles away i walked up to the front door it was black with a shiny, metal door-handle i knocked once, twice three times she answered on the fourth and stared at me with those gorgeous eyes and with great surprise i realized that those eyes they did not look so dead +++++++++++ i waited it out the silence that befell us she stared at me and i stared right back she was shocked that i had visited i remembered that i had an excuse and shakily held up the papers her face closed off and she
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Girl in Pink pt 3
 The girl in pink hasn't been here. Not for days. She's a striking girl. Though I am alone in my opinion of her ugliness, others describe her using words such as 'beautiful' and 'gorgeous', even I can't help but be drawn to her. That is why, I am surprised. When I returned to school on Monday, expecting to see the girl in pink, she was not there. And when I say, she was not there. I mean, she was not there. At all. The teacher took roll. The girl in pink, was not called. During recess, when the other girls come to gossip. When they come to tear apart self-esteem. When they come to backstab each other and make lies. When they come. The gir
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Girl in Pink pt2
I've been watching the girl in pink. There are baby pinks, bubblegum pinks, hot pinks, and more. There are pink laces and satins, velvet and so, cotton here, and muslin there. Cotton candy pink, pastel pink, barbie pink. I thought at first that she just wasn't picky. That maybe her colour choices are as apathetic as she is. Seems. It turns out that I was wrong. She's a ghost, wearing her body like a mask. It's difficult to even try to look further. I looked and I looked though, because I'm in the habit of not giving up. A twitch, a softening in the eyes, I could ramble about her line after line like a poetry book undone. But I saw somethin
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They're Just so in Love
Three years. Three years of dating. Of sex and fights and happiness and snuggling and pack and home and whispers at night and sexy possessive glares and growling and marking and touching and talking and just- Stiles choked out a sob as Lydia rubbed his back consolingly. "I mean-I mean, I just thought that- I didn't think it was just me! He would say stuff during you know, sex, like calling me his mate like it was going to be forever! And whenever we were out if there was a baby and I ended up cooing over it, totally in a manly way just fyi, he would get all soft and he'd hug me and I thought for sure that somehow this would end up in us and
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L-O-V-E
I've got an o-b-s-e Double s, i-o-n With a guy initials LB And he doesn't even Know me I won't say it No no oh But have you heard of Some little thing Called love It's got four letters L-o-v-e Not too hard to spell But so terrifying To me Is it overboard to say His smile makes my world Light up and my day Seems so much shinier And he probably thinks I'm a creeper He's got a g-i-r-l friend It's so unfair I never got the chance For a love story to begin or end No dashing prince, no fairy tale, no ball But can I help that he's my all How do you end this longing How do you quit this pining Ing ing ing ing ing I'm trying Trying L-o-v-e I t
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Girl Who Wears Pink p1
          There's a girl who wears pink at school. She's really, very ugly. Gorgeous black hair, fine as silk that falls just below her shoulders; clear, pale white skin, sapphire blue eyes. She's something out of a story. Everything about her makes sense, when you look at her you feel it's logical that she should be beautiful. Gorgeous. And yet, she's ugly.           Maybe it's the way everything about her is so perfect, how every feature on her face is eerily symmetrical. How her eyes are such a brilliant, striking blue. How her lashes are dark, a bold contrast to the intense colour of her eyes. How she seems to have missed out on the
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Loving Me
It's not about the pounds on my body It's not about who does who doesn't like me It's not about fitting a status quo But feeling beautiful head to toe I want to go on a diet You say don't do it You think I'm pretty But it's about me loving me I appreciate you I appreciate what you do But this is my insecurity This is my idea of beauty I think I'm ugly I know I'm unhealthy It's time to do a 180 It's time to change me So the next time you see me I'll be standing confidently I might be 120 I might be 160 But either way, I'll love me
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But for now I'm in hiding
I'm too young to feel this way To feel torn apart Like I've lost my way I'm too young to feel so hopeless Like a bird astray So, so restless I'm too young to feel so tired of life So worthless I don't want to deal with strife I am just a teenager With seventeen years to my name But I feel like a salvager Collecting ashes after being set aflame Aflame with what? I do not know A burning passion, a dream? I think not I'm too scared of fire I'm a coward A fear of desire And what it will bring I want to dance I want to sing I want to talk I want to draw It's not a roaring flame But it's just as raw Just as powerful A steady simmer A slow r
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Girl in Pink pt5
The girl in pink Came to school today I tried to talk to her But she just walked away Again, I tried to get her attention She gave me a short nod and a glare I don't know why she doesn't like me And I don't know why I care She's been adding some black to her wardrobe I commented on it, said I liked the variety She graced me with a jerky smile But otherwise, she completely ignored me I think I'm wearing her down Because when I talk to her, here and there Sometimes she doesn't just walk on past The quiet her and the talkative me, I think we make quite a pair The girl in pink did something spectacular today I greeted her and asked "How are y
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Girl in Pink pt4
 i went to visit her the girl in pink told the teacher i lived on the way i could deliver the homework that was a lie i live miles away i walked up to the front door it was black with a shiny, metal door-handle i knocked once, twice three times she answered on the fourth and stared at me with those gorgeous eyes and with great surprise i realized that those eyes they did not look so dead +++++++++++ i waited it out the silence that befell us she stared at me and i stared right back she was shocked that i had visited i remembered that i had an excuse and shakily held up the papers her face closed off and she
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Girl in Pink pt 3
 The girl in pink hasn't been here. Not for days. She's a striking girl. Though I am alone in my opinion of her ugliness, others describe her using words such as 'beautiful' and 'gorgeous', even I can't help but be drawn to her. That is why, I am surprised. When I returned to school on Monday, expecting to see the girl in pink, she was not there. And when I say, she was not there. I mean, she was not there. At all. The teacher took roll. The girl in pink, was not called. During recess, when the other girls come to gossip. When they come to tear apart self-esteem. When they come to backstab each other and make lies. When they come. The gir
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Girl in Pink pt2
I've been watching the girl in pink. There are baby pinks, bubblegum pinks, hot pinks, and more. There are pink laces and satins, velvet and so, cotton here, and muslin there. Cotton candy pink, pastel pink, barbie pink. I thought at first that she just wasn't picky. That maybe her colour choices are as apathetic as she is. Seems. It turns out that I was wrong. She's a ghost, wearing her body like a mask. It's difficult to even try to look further. I looked and I looked though, because I'm in the habit of not giving up. A twitch, a softening in the eyes, I could ramble about her line after line like a poetry book undone. But I saw somethin
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They're Just so in Love
Three years. Three years of dating. Of sex and fights and happiness and snuggling and pack and home and whispers at night and sexy possessive glares and growling and marking and touching and talking and just- Stiles choked out a sob as Lydia rubbed his back consolingly. "I mean-I mean, I just thought that- I didn't think it was just me! He would say stuff during you know, sex, like calling me his mate like it was going to be forever! And whenever we were out if there was a baby and I ended up cooing over it, totally in a manly way just fyi, he would get all soft and he'd hug me and I thought for sure that somehow this would end up in us and
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L-O-V-E
I've got an o-b-s-e Double s, i-o-n With a guy initials LB And he doesn't even Know me I won't say it No no oh But have you heard of Some little thing Called love It's got four letters L-o-v-e Not too hard to spell But so terrifying To me Is it overboard to say His smile makes my world Light up and my day Seems so much shinier And he probably thinks I'm a creeper He's got a g-i-r-l friend It's so unfair I never got the chance For a love story to begin or end No dashing prince, no fairy tale, no ball But can I help that he's my all How do you end this longing How do you quit this pining Ing ing ing ing ing I'm trying Trying L-o-v-e I t
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Girl Who Wears Pink p1
          There's a girl who wears pink at school. She's really, very ugly. Gorgeous black hair, fine as silk that falls just below her shoulders; clear, pale white skin, sapphire blue eyes. She's something out of a story. Everything about her makes sense, when you look at her you feel it's logical that she should be beautiful. Gorgeous. And yet, she's ugly.           Maybe it's the way everything about her is so perfect, how every feature on her face is eerily symmetrical. How her eyes are such a brilliant, striking blue. How her lashes are dark, a bold contrast to the intense colour of her eyes. How she seems to have missed out on the
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The Vows
We stood at the altar In the fresh aesthetics of spring You took my hand in yours And slid on that fateful ring I wore a fair dress Clothed in a flurry of white The poison smile On my wedding, the only blight So beautiful it was My dress stained red Our passion unbidden I took off your head We promised love Till death do us part And it shall For your head, take my heart My dear, my darling Forget me not Honor our righteous vows And love me till I rot Blissfully content We vowed forever Let my love Bury us together
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I hope my master plan worked with the whole title thing and that you're reading! If you aren't, well. You aren't. If you are, however, hello! I'd like to believe that you're reading this because you recognize/remember me and you're interested in my life (in a non-creepy way) and whatever I have to say! Basically, I just wanted to say that for the millionth time I'm going to attempt to become more involved with dA again with both my accounts (the other being JJmyster22 (https://www.deviantart.com/jjmyster22)) and I'd like to become so involved that I actually COMMENT on pieces I like. I mean, I already did that but you all know that I'm pretty terrible when it comes to comment
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Hello guys c:
 Hi everyone, sorry I haven't been on as much ^^ I haven't even been that active on my main account. Sorry if I've ignored you guys/haven't put anything on lately. It's mostly because I'm really busy and really lazy. Sorry :c Here's a bad poem about love for all you lovely watchers c: Life is my own and it is my own And I will take charge of it Life is my own and it is my own And I will use up every bit Life is my own and it is my own And I am going to Life is my own and it is my own And eventually I will find you If you guys want to chat and don't feel like waiting a few months for a reply, go message me on my alternate account: :d
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Acella
     Acella is seventeen. Every day, she wakes at six to drag herself to school. At three, she tiredly slumps over to the seedy building on ninth street; the one that has bright lights that flash everywhere. The one that never sleeps. The one where screams are muffled, where tears are hidden, where girls are held. She lets Karmen, a twenty year old veteran with the eyes of the dead, coat her face in makeup- bold blacks and sultry reds. She lets Karmen pick out lace trimmed bras, satin thongs. She lets the woman coo at her when she wears them, like they both don't know what comes next. Like they're innocents, instead of the defiled. Like they'
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Thanks for:happybounce: :happybounce: the fav!!
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Thank you for the favourite.
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unusedEmotionStudent Writer
You're a sweetheart, thanks <3 
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I've never ever been so far from truth (Lol)!
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unusedEmotionStudent Writer
Ahaha well, here you can be anything. And right now, to me, you're a sweetheart ^^