Mistakes(Uh) Girl, yes, I know, that Iím a mistake(Thatís what people see me as)But I will do, whatever, it takes,To be perfect, for you,(Uh) Let me break down, for you, my life is a living hell,(Yeah) (Uh-huh) Iím in a different mood,Every day, call me a bitch, cause Iím acting like Iím on my period,(Uh) Iím being serious,To you, I feel like somethings wrong, with me,Oh yeah, I forgot, that Iím a mistake, When is there, something not wrong with me? (Uh) itís going to be,So hard just to become perfect just for you, canít you see,Even though, you tell me,That Iím perfect, already,I ainít feeling perfect baby,Iím sorry,You know, already, that Iím depressed,Most of the time, but donít stress,And blame it on yourself,Itís not you itís me, and nobody else,Please, donít be overwhelmed,About my health,Itís not your fault, that my life is a living hell,Please donít feel like anything,That is happening,Is on you, cause it ainít, itís on me,My actions, and depression,Is the reason, why, I feel like I canít breathe,Most of the time,But youíre the reason why,I still have the strength to want to crawl,Out of hell. And sometimes even though Iím balling,I feel like Iím falling,At the same time,But once again, please donít blame yourself, for my mistakes,Itís not your fault, itís mine,(Okay?) And Iíll say,Youíre also the reason, why,I still have the strength, to want to open my eyes,And not die, tonight, (no) that wouldnít be right,So, Iíll stay alive, and keep up the fightÖEven thoughÖI know that Iím a mistake(Thatís what people see me as)But I will do, whatever, it takes,To be perfect, for you,
I Don't Know, How I'm Going to Tell You This(-Sing-)I donít know, how Iím going to tell you thisÖI donít think, if I have the strength, to do itÖ(-Rap-)Okay, I donít know, how Iím going to do this shit,Should, I tell, you, it? Should I rap about it?Should, I tell you over time?But I know, I shouldnít lie, to you about it, cause that would be unkind,But, Iím still, gonna try, to describe, to you why,I donít want to be with you,And if I do, I donít want no feud,With you, afterward, I just want to move forward,I donít want to be with you, cause I donít feel like this is right,I want to stay, with a girl, that I been had my sights,Set on, Iím sorry, I only wanted to be with you,Cause, I thought it would help, with the pain,Of breaking up, with the girl, that had, always been on my brain,But being with you, didnít help, the pain, go away,And now my fucking, feelings are going down the drain,Now thereís nothing, I can say,ButÖ(-Sing-)I donít know, how Iím going to tell you thisÖI donít think, if I have the strength, to do itÖ(-Rap-)I know that, using you too get over a girl, I had, broken up with,Was a shitty, thing for me to do, I hope you can forgive,Me, for not wanting to be with you, I donít want to argue,With you, we, were together, for a short time, maybe a week or two,You know, when I rap in the booth,I mean everything, I rap about, so that means, every word, I write to you,Is the truth, So, I took my time to produce, this rap, for you, so hopefully, it will improve,And induce, a less painful break-up, between me and you, And if we do get into a fight, after the night, I drop this, hopefully it can diffuse,The negative situation, we might have gotten ourselves into,And that concludes, what I have to say to youÖButÖ(-Sing-)I donít know, how Iím going to tell you thisÖI donít think, if I have the strength, to do itÖ
Percocet's(Uh)Iím taking too much (too much)(Too much)(Uh) I donít know what I got to do,To get over you,I know the pills, and the substances,Will help me get through,This shit (uh) Iím feeling the suddenness,Of dread, rush over me, so I pop another,Pill, 1,2,3, (uh) I know that these pills are killing, me, slowly(Um) so, Iíll take some Molly,(Um) that shit, like, so many different colors,You got, red and blue, (uh) purple and green,(Uh) I buy that shit, like candy,(Uh) With the anti-Depressants, too, (Uh) Bitch get the fuck out of my, way,(Uh) Iím not feeliní it today,(No) I donít know what to sayÖOr what to doÖExcept, get myself so high, that Iím the highest in the roomÖ(Uh) (Yeah)Iíll pop some Percocetís,(Percocetís)Are you feeling nervous yet?(Uh-huh) Wishing you could forget,How fucked up your life isÖ. (Um) Well take some Xanax,(Uh, yeah)These pills, are the ones keeping me chill,But the side-effects are fucking awful,And the withdrawal,Symptoms,I canít take them, but I feel like Iím running on an engine,And the pills are my gas,And the more that I take emí the more I scratch,At my, skin, like, thereís something, in,It, (uh) too much pills, where do I begin?Should, I fuck the pills, and start trying to wash away my sins?(Uh) Or should I keep going like this, and not quit?(Yeah) You know, what? Fuck it,Iím in too deep, alreadyÖ(Uh) (Yeah)Iíll pop some Percocetís,(Percocetís)Are you feeling nervous yet?(Uh-huh) Wishing you could forget,How fucked up your life isÖ. (Um) Well take some Xanax,(Yeah, uh)Cocaine,Nicotine,DMT,LSD,GHB,PCP,Mescaline,Ketamine,Methamphetamine,(Uh-huh)Iíll take all of these,Till I OD,Iíll lock myself in my house, and throw away the key,(Yeah, uh-huh) Ainít nobody, gonna stop me,(Uh) (Yeah)Iímma pop some Percocetís,(Percocetís)Are you feeling nervous yet?(Uh-huh) Wishing you could forget,How fucked up your life isÖ. (Um) Well take some Xanax,(Uh-huh)(These pills, kill, my will)(Uh, yeah) (Uh-huh)(These pills, kill, my will)
What's Wrong?Just let me know whatís wrong,Let me know how long,Youíve been feeling like this,Hate it when your upset,You know I donít regret,Getting into this relationship,Hate it when your upset,I donít want to neglect,You, no, never would I do,That to you,So, tell me whatís wrong,Tell me what I can do,For you,In order to lift that frown,Upside down,Donít want you to drown,On your ownÖHold on to me,Iíll show you that, everything is going,To be,Okay, I want to make your day,(Every day)I want to make your rain,Go away,I want to make your nights,The best nights of your life,And the days, the best days ever,I know, hell is coming on ya,But donít worry the days will get better,As they go on,It wonít be long till then,So, tell me whatís wrong,Tell me what I can do,For you,In order to lift that frown,Upside down,Donít want you to drown,On your ownÖI know, I know,Life can be hard (oh),Iíll show, you the right way to go, to go,(Oh)I know we can get through, this,With a little bit of bliss,Letís go for a hit,And not a miss,I know we can climb out of this abyss,Thereís no need to reminisce,About the past, letís focus on the future,Letís not stir,Up bad emotions,Letís put this plan into motion,So, tell me whatís wrong,Tell me what I can do,For you,In order to lift that frown,Upside down,Donít want you to drown,On your ownÖ
PainTrying to get rid of the pain,Yeah, itís a strain,On myself and my mental health,But Iíve delt,With this before,I just got to try and ignore,It, but this shit,(Yeah) It splits,My mind in half,One side, yeah, I gotta laugh,The other itís so sad,Yeah, my past, sometimes gets me mad,At my birth mom and dad,Yeah that shit, had to be, pretty bad,To live through,I didnít know what to do,Just sitting there confused,(Yeah)I know itís hard for me to get rid of the pain,(Uh) Day by day,What can I say,Except every day, my lifeís a pain,Yeah, Iím going insane,(Uh-huh)Wait let me explain,The reason why I still remain,To this day,Estranged,From certain people,Why Iíve been changed,Because of certain,Evil, itís because of the impact, it has,(Uh) That shit hurts, so bad,Iím just glad,I was able to pull through,Oh yes (yes) itís true,Iíve been through it all,And itís driving me up as wall,Yeah, that shit makes my skin crawl,(Uh) (Uh-huh (Uh)(Yeah, Iíve been through it all)I know itís hard for me to get rid of the pain,(Uh) Day by day,What can I say,Except every day, my lifeís a pain,Yeah, Iím going insane,(Uh-huh)
Love and Hate(-Emo Rap Style-)(Uh) You donít like me,(Huh) Good for you,Your just happy,Because I donít know what to do,Since you left (yeah)Yeah, I have no clueÖBut I know I hate youÖ(-Rap Style-)Yeah go ahead,And walk out that fucking door again,You scream at me and I scream at you, and the arguments begin,How much screaming does it take, how many objects do we have to break?In order to get the other to leave, you leap on top of me,And scratch me with your nails over and over again, until I bleed,I scream, I push you off of me, I flex over you,And scream, to get out of my fucking room,Your sleeping on the couch tonight,Next morning, we wake up tired, no sleep, both couldnít keep,Our eyes closed, thatís the toll, these fights,Take on us, but make no, mistake,Thatís not the worst part,(-Emo Rap Style-)(Uh) You donít like me,(Huh) Good for you,Your just happy,Because I donít know what to do,Since you left (yeah)Yeah, I have no clueÖBut I know I hate youÖ(-Rap Style-)Weíre sitting quiet, in the dining room,The house is a mess, from last nightís argument,The heat has passed, clink, clink, my silver ring, tapping on the glass,I wonder for how long the silence is going to last,(Fuck) I guess Iím wrong, and itís not too long,Before you stand up,You look me in the eyes, I shift my focus to my cup,You bark; look at me, your laid across the table, hand on my cheek,You tell me, sweetie, donít worry, you pause, Iím sorry,Lips to lips, now, Iíve tripped weíre on the ground now,I think weíre safe and sound,I just wish, we can get around,From having these arguments,But I guess thatís what you get, when youíre in a relationship,They say no relationship, is perfect,All the time,And I guess they donít lie,(-Emo Rap Style-)(Uh) You donít like me,(Huh) Good for you,Your just happy,Because I donít know what to do,Since you left (yeah)(Acapella Rap Style-)But, you know,I still love you though,So, whatever we go through,Letís just hold on, me and youÖ(-Emo Rap Style-)(Uh) You love me,(Huh) And I love you too,Your just happy,Because I love you, yes, I do,Since we fight, sometimes, how about we make things rightÖ
Not AlikeRing the bell, (ding ding)Ready for the fight, I know Iím gonna excel,Okay, okay no bail,Mad at me, cause Iím laughing at your ass, while you jailRacks, counting stacks, get back, Iím gonna attack,Okay, leave your body flat,Okay, okay, okay, okayWatch, you just talk, okay, talk,You talk the talk, but never walk the talk, balkIím ballin, while you offside, slippin, oh boy you trippinToo bad, you donít know what you doing,You fooling around, like nothing happening,(Whatís happening?) (huh, huh) tell you what happening, you cappingIím sliding the clip back and letting it fly, I get the actionIíll slice your ass in half like a fraction,Youíre not getting it bitch, no traction,Youíre not like me, and Iím not like you,(Aye)We can fight all we want, come on 2-2(Wait who?)My fault, 1-1, just trying to get my rhyme count up,(Aye)Get back, get back, get back, did you get that? (Nope)Fine, you throw rhymes,At me all you want,You say you are the one,(Nope) I donít think so,Hereís the sole,Truth, you canít take me, but I can take you,And I can shake, and I can break,You, you blew,Your shot, you say youíre are the best,But in my case, your just like the rest,(Um) you donít know what your doing, you just want fame,(Aye) You just want to win (aye) if you say,Youíre the G.O.A.T then act like one, donít play,And act out like youíre a three-year-old, you sold,Yourself out, to the crowd,I went out, and got whoaí s,But for you, no,Please donít act,Like youíre all that,No, no, no,Just goÖYouíre not like me, and Iím not like you,(Aye)We can fight all we want, come on 2-2(Wait who?)My fault, 1-1, just trying to get my rhyme count up,(Aye)(Aye)Donít play, with me, you wonít be pleased,On how I kick your ass, so easily,Like itís nothing,Cause it is,BitchÖ (-laugh-)I beat your ass already,What to make it two?I guess you doÖ(aye, aye, aye)(-Laugh-)(Letís go)
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