Why am i such a piece of shit that i have to bring everyone else down with me by shutting them out or just talking about my problems that nobody wants to fucking listen too because everyone think i'm just an attention whore? I've lost almost everything now. Most of my friends hate me now, most of my family hates me, and even my self-esteem is no longer even in existence. And no... i'm not just doing this for attention. I'm doing it to let me feeling out, and then maybe finally someone will listen.