How are you doing? I hope you are all doing well.
Tomorrow I go to the hospital to see what the baby is doing and hopefully find out if it has a peen or a vagoo. I am not really bothered what gender it is, as long as it is healthy and has a face then I will be happy.
I haven't really been feeling all that happy lately. I blame all the hormones. Just wanting to sit in my house and be sad! I haven't even managed to go visit the BFF's which is upsetting. I hope that it will remedy itself soon.
I am also in the "oh god I'm having a baby. Do. Not. Want." stage yet again. Joy. I am sure when it bursts forth it will all be okay. D: It will wont it? If not I will sell it and use the money to buy kittens. Many kittens.
The dog will not leave me alone at the moment. She's never been overly affectionate but she is so needy and odd at the moment. Damn hormones. It'd be okay but she is HUGE and wants to lie on me.
I have sat down to write this journal so many times but haven't had the drive. Not being motivated and feeling down is pretty shit.
Which brings me on to the topic of the suicide of Robin Williams. Husband woke me up to tell me and I misheard and thought he said Robbie Williams, so I wasn't too bothered really! But then on him telling me again I felt what I think everyone felt. Crushed. Man that's the Genie! That is my childhood right there.
Patch Adams has always been one of my all time favourite films. I cry from start to end and I love it. To learn of his death at his own hands was soul crushing and highlighted a lot of issues regarding depression an mental health.
It is not weak to say you need help. No one is going to judge you badly if you say you're finding it hard to cope. A brilliant depiction of depression is by the amazing Hyperbole and a Half
If you need someone to talk to please seek help. International Suicide Hotlines
You are not alone, there will always be someone there to help.
And on to a lighter note!
I have been browsing the super website that is Wikihow
Here are some fun articles!
How to - get noticed on DAhug yourselfanalyze poop
DEAR GOD READ THE TIPS! It has been read 812,218 times. :')re-grow a foreskin
Take care Deviants! <3