Phoenix Rebirth

Happy Gorey Valentines day! >
This is my Valentines day picture; I'm not in a good mood/ never liked valentines day/ semi-disgusted by the "holiday" in general. Anything that's made up and forced so intently on people never sits well.

This also is my own little self-bashing. Sometimes I really hate what i draw; I feel cornered and stuck doing repetetive things, only to even go unappreciated and rejected. Working for hours on end to appease a picky person's whim will drive anyone nuts. Man, if i could only count the times where this site's thrown me into a pretty angsty depression about my own work...

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Beyond that, this is Neri in the bowels of hell, reachng out to a spark of life; a phoeinx feather; to be reborn again into a life of pain and suffering. This is the exact moment where she becomes a demon and her own brooding side takes a more physical form, aka: [link] (though different. This is more weaken-demon Neri, there's a raw demon form too that i've been working on. It's pointy) . She re-enters the middle world as a wandering, rather violent poltergiest.( errrr, life buuurrrns haaaaands!)

I've been revitalizing my Worlds Apart Comic/ OC manga thing. I did two pages (only posted one) to come to the realization that i wasn't ready to start. I've been drawing and working so hard on it for the last 2-3 months, that i think i'll be able to start again while traveling on my trip. (roughly 10-12 hours of travel time in the air one way)

You guys still want to see this, right? Ah, to bad, you'll see it anyways.

2 hour Speedpaint.