Confusion: Gender.

What is gender? Really.. what makes a gender? Your physical appearance, Your biological features?

Biologically I am female. I have boobs, I suffer the curse and I have quite wide hips.

My clothing choice isn't a girly style, I don't care about fashion, I don't wear dresses and I can't wait until my last day at school so I no longer have to wear a damn skirt! But I don't buy all my clothing from male shops or the male section. I used to. I used to be a little tomboy. I loved playing football with my dad, help him clean his car and wear little boys clothes. I don't remember wearing dresses when I was younger but I apparently used to love wearing a pink dress. Now, I wouldn't be found dead in a pink dress.

I don't have a manly figure. I'm not an hourglass. I have long hair and I like it that way - although, that isn't a valid point, a lot of guys have long hair and a lot of girls have short hair. I love my boobs. I don't feel like I'm missing anything in the trouser department. I'm larger than a lot of girls - height and size, but I like being the one to comfort people more than I like being comforted.

So what gender am I? Male. Female. Bigender. Genderqueer. Or perhaps I'm the Third Gender? I don't know. But what I do know is I feel I'm in the wrong body right now and that I'm not being true to myself.