My holiday time job at the toy store was a BLAST! Lots of fun people and it was my pleasure to help parents find the perfect gift for their kids. I'm sure I've made more than one smile appear on Christmas day.
Sadly that job had to cometo an end but I got a new one now, one that pays pretty well and also gives me lots of time to think. I am now a funicular operator. A funicular is like an outdoor elevator mixed with a railroad track system. The place I work at is fairly small compared to the big ones in Europe but it's a unique job in town, if not in the entire province, and there is lots of downtime in the winter. Almost too much. Good thin
As I laid awake in my bed, wondering why I even bothered to go to bed in the first place if I didn't feel sleepy, I started to contemplate my life and felt it would be best if I were to put my feelings down in words. Maybe with them out of my head I would be able to sleep and relax. In the end I have no real reason to go to bed if I am not tired, for nothing awaits me tomorrow. I've always held in my heart the hope that my future, whatever it may be and however I would get there, was bright, but now I feel I have lost sight of that light.
It has been a month or so since I lost my job of the last four years. It wasn't a glamorous job, nor was