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Gatcha's avatar
Gatcha|Hobbyist General Artist
I envy you!! You are so straightforward and brave. I am soooo timid. -________-; i fell in love with a guy and it took me a year and a half to tell him. A YEAR AND A HALF. "OTL I could never just go and say "you're sexy, what are you doing later?" O_O >_<
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unconventionalsenshi|Hobbyist General Artist
Well, probably because I don't think I fall in love with these people O_o I kinda treat them superficially. I would rather be attracted to someone intelectually, but I meet very few people who share my views on life/ideology and interests :( And if I ever meet them, they are so physically unattractive to me, I just can't imagine a romantic relationship with them ^^; I KNOW in the end of the day it's just me and my cat, forever (until we both live that is >.<)... :shrug: sad, but it's better to accept loneliness, I  think , and enjoy one's company, than forcefully look for a match :/ And even if one does find a soulmate, people change, and will the bond be as meaningful in years as it is in the present moment? I find it hard to believe, given my pesimism and scepticism :) So if there's no true, eternal love, what's the point to hope for it?:) I think it only exists in fiction, Disney and fanart and enables the release of one's hidden hopes and feelings for own love ;). I know that when we have a crush on someone, we feel differently and optimistic, but -at least for me- disappointment comes so fast that I become disillusioned :P
too bad I have that damn high sex drive.... I swear, If I could, I would switch it off and not be distracted by it anymore... >.< it's just a waste  of energy.
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Gatcha|Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah, I think about such things quite often. :( My parents hated each other and I’ve seen too many stable and loving relationships fall apart. And the ones that don’t fall apart are usually people who are just too lazy/scared to break up or generally frightened by change. :shrug: Even now, when I am in a relationship, I keep thinking, how long will it last? Until someone sexier shows up? Until he gets bored of me? Or I get bored? (My best friend says I have anxiety issues XD) It depresses me, because I am really very much in love with him, but I keep thinking it won’t last… Sure, I am happy now but it will wear off eventually. In that case am I not better off on my own? Sure, it gets lonely sometimes but at least you don’t get hurt.
But part of me still hopes…not that such a thing as eternal love exists (I am far too cynical for that! :D) but that bit by bit we can build some kind of meaningful relationship together, and that when the infatuation wears off we’ll have a bond based on mutual trust and respect. So I’ve decided to go ahead and risk it, even though there is the very real possibility he might dump me for a fitter chick at any time. :D
If this one doesn’t work out I am *SO* done with relationships though. :XD: no moar.
As for the sex thing...I totally agree. Here in Bulgaria we have a lot of house parties and that's how most of my friends get laid. :D It's easy because they get drunk and the atmosphere is relaxed, and since it's a house, there are beds and couches and things, so as long as you find a secluded spot, you're good. :D I can't imagine doing that back in England though...people are a lot shyer there... at least the ones I've met. :P
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unconventionalsenshi|Hobbyist General Artist
Ah.... love, sex and relationships :XD: So fucking complicated, yet we can't live without them, can we ? XD
Don't be insecure, that can be smelled on you from a mile and scare the partner off :) You shouldn't worry and if he leaves you, just assume that he wasn't worth your time and move on. If he's only in a relationship because of your looks, than it's a sex-based relationship, not a real bf, and you should try not to get emotional about him (though I know it's hard, I'm getting emotional fast too, while some men can be cold and don't get attatched to their lovers a bit). But if you've actually established that you're A COUPLE , then I'm sure he sees more in you and that he simply likes your company :) So try to keep optimistic and positive and don't let that anxiety issues scare him away :)
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LOL Well I know if you look he won't be there if you wait he will be there not only that but with your amazing art skills you just have to find someone with the same interest maybe a art school or competition :)
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unconventionalsenshi|Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you Dear :) Well, actually, I've recently met an interesting boy who studies at art school and it was nice to talk about stuff with him. We don't match in different areas of life though(sex and views on life), so just friends >.<. Maybe next one will be right :D Lol :heart:
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I hope the best!!!!!! I hope he will be your darien or knight in armor :).  Good luck and keep up the AMAZING WORK!!!! And please bring more I am a HUGE fan. 
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Sakinurai|Hobbyist General Artist
LMAO! XD
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Msansook|Professional Digital Artist
This is hilarious!!!! Thank you for the amazing illustration ever!!! <3 Don't give up!!
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unconventionalsenshi|Hobbyist General Artist
thanks! :love:
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Oonou|Hobbyist Digital Artist
Are you.....me?
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unconventionalsenshi|Hobbyist General Artist
:lmao:
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Chepianna|Hobbyist Artist
The last box made me giggle, but hang in there chika!
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unconventionalsenshi|Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! :iconcryforeverplz: Luckily, mah box of toys is big and well-supplied :XD: :love:
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BleedingRoseEbony|Hobbyist General Artist
Lastbox.. at least they won't cheat lol. but..... ive done all that myself v.v
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lolliequinn|Hobbyist General Artist
I love this ... :heart:
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piccusia|Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hahahahhaa :D za..........sty komiks :} masz dryg, babinko
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Miron86|Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:D
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rosehealer02|Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know how you are feeling, I am same way you are. (hugs)
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unconventionalsenshi|Hobbyist General Artist
:hugs: oh, sad,sad loneliness!!! D:
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rosehealer02|Hobbyist Digital Artist
:( Yeah.
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Sariusa|Hobbyist Digital Artist
Your outfits are so cute!
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unconventionalsenshi|Hobbyist General Artist
:XD:
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