Stay Awake With Me - Destiel College!AU - Part 10
Part 10 - Fight For It
It was Balthazar. Balthazar was kissing Castiel.
Dean just stood there in shock. He had met Balthazar a few times. He'd never seemed particularly interested in Cas Now Balthazar was kissing him. Dean hated him then Him and his stupid V-necks. Dean stood there for what felt like hours, unable to move or to think of anything other than his Castiel kissing some English douche nozzle in a V neck.
"Dean what are you oh " Sam was standing by his side, following his gaze to Cas and Balthazar.
Dean turned away, grabbing his beer and stalking out of the gigantic house. His insides felt like they were boiling and tears were leaking from his eyes. He sucked in a breath through his teeth and doubled over in the driveway. A little part of him had been clinging on to the fact that maybe, just maybe, Cas was as miserable as him. Now it seemed that that wasn't true and that part of Dean broke. He was alone in his misery. Cas d
Stay Awake With Me - Destiel College!AU - Part 14
Part 14 - Amends
Cas got up early that morning. He'd promised the psychologist lady that he'd talked to (Meg, her name was), that he would get some sleep, no matter what. She hadn't asked him to talk about his family or his relationships or anything. She'd just stuck with basic details and well, they'd had a chat. God only knows what was going on through her head while Castiel was muttering away about the stupid weather.
He was sleepy when he woke up and found fresh bruises on his elbow which tended to point the finger at a night terror. He groaned and tumbled out of bed, feeling as pointless as ever. He didn't want to go to class. He wasn't doing anything useful. Cas knew that the things he was studying wouldn't lead to a career. He might as well stop now. But he couldn't do that to his professors. They thought he was brilliant. So he wandered off to Psychology. He noticed a poster up on the wall of the room that he had never noticed before. It was kind of fad
Late Night Texts 24G: Send me a picture.
G: I'm tied up, and I won't be able to make it down for a few days.
G: So send me a picture.
S: (picture message enclosed)
G: Cute, kid. Real cute.
S: I'm sensing sarcasm.
G: We both know I didn't mean a picture of Bobby.
S: Well you didn't specify.
G: All right, fine. Sam, it would please me very much if you were to send me a picture of yourself.
S: (picture message enclosed)
G: If you EVER want to sleep with me again, you'll send me a picture of you shirtless.
Stay Awake With Me - Destiel College!AU - Part 12
Part 12 - The River
Dean's baby wasn't starting. He just wanted to go buy something . Why did she have to do this to him now? The Impala, though gorgeous and full of personality, was hardly the most reliable of cars. She'd broken down again. In the car park not on the side of the road, so that was something. Dean spent a little while tinkering, but he didn't get anywhere and he seriously needed to go shopping. His fridge was basically empty. So Dean put down the socket wrench and stripped off his greasy clothing (after heading inside, of course). He threw on a plain, dark grey t shirt and a loose, green shirt with sleeves that buttoned up just below his elbows. He splashed his face with water before stomping out. He'd just have to walk. It wasn't even that far really (everywhere was close to everywhere else in this town), but Dean felt safer in his car.
It was surprisingly warm out, and the sky was clear. Dean shoved his hands into the pockets of his ripped jean
Stay Awake With Me - Destiel College!AU - Part 9
Part 9 - Party
Cas re-set his alarm every night, based on what time he was going to sleep. Sometimes he would start having a night terror before it went off, and the loud beeping wouldn't do a thing to wake him, but sometimes it would go off and Cas would wake, having only been asleep for an hour. He could fall back to sleep then and very, very rarely, did he have another terror. It was the only thing he could really do to help himself. He was trying to get better. To fix himself. The money situation got worse and worse and soon, he found himself accepting baskets of food from Balthazar. He gave them back when they first started arriving, but slowly, he lost the energy to do anything.
Balthazar would invite him out for dinner sometimes. To some fancy restaurant where he would pay for everything.
Cas often sat across from Balthazar with his head in his hands. The romantic candle that sat between them made his heart ache. You're single now, buddy, he reminded himself
Stay Awake With Me - Destiel College!AU - Part 7
Part 7 - Night Terrors
They didn't manage to stay up all night though well, Castiel didn't. They played a game of 'Sorry' and at one point actually dragged out the 'Twister'. At 12am, Dean had flipped over the monopoly board and leant forward to kiss Cas.
"Merry Christmas," he said.
Cas wrapped his arms around Dean's neck as they knelt on his bed. He held him close, trying to make the kiss last forever. When he finally pulled back, he yawned loudly and rubbed at his eyes. "Merry Christmas," he smiled sleepily.
Dean reached out and ruffled Cas' hair before running his fingers through his own.
They tried to set up a game of chess.
Cas rested back into the squishy pillows and tried to stay awake. He failed.
When he woke up and realised that he'd been sleeping, he sat up. Too fast. His head spun and his vision went blurry for a second. "Dean?" he said into the blurriness.
"Did I . Was I .."
"Slept like a baby " Dean was standi
Stay Awake With Me - Destiel College!AU - Part 4
Part 4 - Tell Me to Stay
They spent the next week and a bit like that. Whenever Cas wasn't in class, he was with Dean and when he wasn't with Dean, it was as though he'd left some part of him there, so really, he was always with Dean. It made doing as well as he usually did in his classes impossible. His professors continuously asked him if he was okay and Cas would say that he was perfect, and they would shake their heads and smile as though they knew exactly what Castiel was thinking. He wasn't doing badly. Cas could never do badly. It was just very difficult to stop thinking about Dean and focus on whatever he was doing at the time.
So are you and Dean together yet? Anna texted from beside him in his Psychology as some film started playing.
I don't know Cas replied. Because he didn't know. So far, the hugging and kissing was at a minimum and the two were still in the process of getting to know each other. Dean was determined to know Cas before
Stay Awake With Me - Destiel College!AU - Part 1
Part 1 - Random and Attractive
The first time Castiel had a dream about Dean, it was short and confusing. He'd been an angel. Of course, he hadn't been able to see himself so he couldn't say he'd looked like anything other than himself. The dream had been chaotic and Cas' heart rate had soared sky high. He remembered flashes of the dream. A red, blistering handprint, seemingly endless chains and hooks in flesh. He remembered blood, and screaming, and Dean.
And that was it. That was the first dream. There had been no talking and no hint at a storyline. Cas woke up, groggy and a bit dizzy. He remembered every detail at first, but as he staggered out into the hallway, everything just slipped away.
"Wow Cas, I didn't think you existed before nine am," Balthazar laughed and punched Castiel's shoulder as he walked off towards the stairs.
By this time, Cas could only remember parts of the dream. He was utterly perplexed as to why he was dreaming of someone he'd only met onc