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Spellbounding
holy deja vu mirrored in elms immersed in silence of old white doors and new lights in the sky sacred revelations unknown abysses and endless mysteries shyly unfolding themselves in the clouds of fire enchanted coracle in dark marshy bay cradled by gentle green wrapped in soft rain prayed for centuries ago the miracle of vulnerability skin to skin like smooth hot stones the spectacle of purity outside time and space the dream coming true in crime the spellbounding.
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Luminous
come back and be more sink me in white thick resin of purity cast me in dewy glow of the most innocent morning open yourself deeply and breathe through me let boundless vulnerability hum and rumble in us melt our pulses into one energy liquify with me into the light and we're gonna flash from faint misty dawns to exploding supernovas we're gonna flash hundred fifty times per minute we're gonna flash high and low high and low shattering paradigms birthing new subconcious becoming us and not our bloodlines ... come back and be with me the wonder of mutual luminous hypnosis.
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Somehow
somehow you are numerous spots of sudden heat scattered across this city of rejections and an electric arch between the laughter and soft bleeding palms and waves of paresthesias running through the disobedient body and nightly restlessness tears and fears and fever effervescent obsessions and a single unwitting thorn deep inside my core bright tiny wildfire somehow you are all that I could and not dream of and somehow I in golden shattered echoes of forbidden daylight will be loving you will be loving you.
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Scent of warmth
everyday I pass trees heavy with blossom swaying in the tides of warmth everyday I float through the rumbling whirlpools and quiet dreamy bays everyday I go upstream the currents of lights cradling in silver capsule and from day to day I swell more with love let its pure waters run down my body whole this city smells like you.
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Bioluminescence
in my dreams you are the ocean whirling like liquid labradorites laughter and fury shoals of blades shimmering in enchanted motions back and forth waving and bending embracing trembling pale body foaming on lips rumbling in ears hypnotizing turning daylight into shiny galaxies black dangerous abyss you are my ocean and I will follow all the rivers in this celtic land just to be your delta mix my sweetness with harsh saltiness of your waters glow like luciferin you are my eternal ocean.
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Private sunya
a fortnight of noise and clutter compressed into one night overwhelming rubbish rumbling and washing too close to the throbbing core threads of melodies stretched in colorful chaos fragrant paths of different density guiding through the external and internal gentle heartbreak sudden coldness of a howling void wasting away faint roots taken out of the safe soil desperate for warmth orbiting through time standing still in the present whirling through the mosaic of long gone sensations all meeting in a place beyond the strings swelling soft from a rapid surge of well expected pains I take a deep breath of a private sunya and surrender and a
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Sitting on hands
I dull my colours with old library brown keeping them quiet and I am so lost of words and horizon I want to kneel down and scream in the middle of this gentle fragrant spring I lower my eyes needs and expectations keeping them quiet and I am so starved catching scarse drops of affection melting off your frost withering away amongst blooming skies I hush my feelings and swallow my pride keeping them quiet and I am so scared with soft broken core needlessly stripped of shadows and walls exposed to hard light stealthy white blades I keep myself quiet when I want to kneel down and scream make you see how I cross my biggest fears when I wa
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Sore roots
days pass each and every one feeling like eternity in a dozen of them I grew a decade older rains fall and my roots get all sore passing restless nights on filling birds with colour I wish I could escape moon swells and I wish I could forget the flaw in the glass throwing shiny reflexes on the stillness around trees bloom and I wish I could forget the morning light trapped in a fresh leaves green in a muddy river brown and as my barren life goes down in flames I stretch my cold hands to the wild fire and cry for warmth ...
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Spring rivers
high and dizzy drenched in sensory overload we kept on running straight into the cars choirs of colours mountains of sounds sharp and clear locked in fluorescent box we kept on avoiding the heart of all oddities steaming electricity flickering like sparks and as I saw young muddy rivers turn bright sap green I felt the trees bloom and warm spring rise in my cold insides and as I watched broad sandy hands cover in sea salt I tasted just the yearning for their quiet touch in a delta full of blood and as I brushed the moonshine moss I could not believe that there is still such a softness left in this hard world ...
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Double yolk
you are such an unusual power make me tremble from eighty miles away ... in the deep quiet of the night I wander aimlessly through people's park chewing on frost on the glassy edge of the day I dream helplessly of rain and breathing and sweet burden on my chest in the dusty languor of late afternoon I lie motionlessly wrapped in light the colour of double yolk and there is no rainfall no silver scattered on my breast just the souless anchor of cold water bottle tying me down to my wait ... but you are such an unusual power make the sun grow inside me such an unusual power make me endlessly bite and twist my lips in a reluctant smile th
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Spellbounding
holy deja vu mirrored in elms immersed in silence of old white doors and new lights in the sky sacred revelations unknown abysses and endless mysteries shyly unfolding themselves in the clouds of fire enchanted coracle in dark marshy bay cradled by gentle green wrapped in soft rain prayed for centuries ago the miracle of vulnerability skin to skin like smooth hot stones the spectacle of purity outside time and space the dream coming true in crime the spellbounding.
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Luminous
come back and be more sink me in white thick resin of purity cast me in dewy glow of the most innocent morning open yourself deeply and breathe through me let boundless vulnerability hum and rumble in us melt our pulses into one energy liquify with me into the light and we're gonna flash from faint misty dawns to exploding supernovas we're gonna flash hundred fifty times per minute we're gonna flash high and low high and low shattering paradigms birthing new subconcious becoming us and not our bloodlines ... come back and be with me the wonder of mutual luminous hypnosis.
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Somehow
somehow you are numerous spots of sudden heat scattered across this city of rejections and an electric arch between the laughter and soft bleeding palms and waves of paresthesias running through the disobedient body and nightly restlessness tears and fears and fever effervescent obsessions and a single unwitting thorn deep inside my core bright tiny wildfire somehow you are all that I could and not dream of and somehow I in golden shattered echoes of forbidden daylight will be loving you will be loving you.
S
Scent of warmth
everyday I pass trees heavy with blossom swaying in the tides of warmth everyday I float through the rumbling whirlpools and quiet dreamy bays everyday I go upstream the currents of lights cradling in silver capsule and from day to day I swell more with love let its pure waters run down my body whole this city smells like you.
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Bioluminescence
in my dreams you are the ocean whirling like liquid labradorites laughter and fury shoals of blades shimmering in enchanted motions back and forth waving and bending embracing trembling pale body foaming on lips rumbling in ears hypnotizing turning daylight into shiny galaxies black dangerous abyss you are my ocean and I will follow all the rivers in this celtic land just to be your delta mix my sweetness with harsh saltiness of your waters glow like luciferin you are my eternal ocean.
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Private sunya
a fortnight of noise and clutter compressed into one night overwhelming rubbish rumbling and washing too close to the throbbing core threads of melodies stretched in colorful chaos fragrant paths of different density guiding through the external and internal gentle heartbreak sudden coldness of a howling void wasting away faint roots taken out of the safe soil desperate for warmth orbiting through time standing still in the present whirling through the mosaic of long gone sensations all meeting in a place beyond the strings swelling soft from a rapid surge of well expected pains I take a deep breath of a private sunya and surrender and a
S
Sitting on hands
I dull my colours with old library brown keeping them quiet and I am so lost of words and horizon I want to kneel down and scream in the middle of this gentle fragrant spring I lower my eyes needs and expectations keeping them quiet and I am so starved catching scarse drops of affection melting off your frost withering away amongst blooming skies I hush my feelings and swallow my pride keeping them quiet and I am so scared with soft broken core needlessly stripped of shadows and walls exposed to hard light stealthy white blades I keep myself quiet when I want to kneel down and scream make you see how I cross my biggest fears when I wa
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Sore roots
days pass each and every one feeling like eternity in a dozen of them I grew a decade older rains fall and my roots get all sore passing restless nights on filling birds with colour I wish I could escape moon swells and I wish I could forget the flaw in the glass throwing shiny reflexes on the stillness around trees bloom and I wish I could forget the morning light trapped in a fresh leaves green in a muddy river brown and as my barren life goes down in flames I stretch my cold hands to the wild fire and cry for warmth ...
S
Spring rivers
high and dizzy drenched in sensory overload we kept on running straight into the cars choirs of colours mountains of sounds sharp and clear locked in fluorescent box we kept on avoiding the heart of all oddities steaming electricity flickering like sparks and as I saw young muddy rivers turn bright sap green I felt the trees bloom and warm spring rise in my cold insides and as I watched broad sandy hands cover in sea salt I tasted just the yearning for their quiet touch in a delta full of blood and as I brushed the moonshine moss I could not believe that there is still such a softness left in this hard world ...
D
Double yolk
you are such an unusual power make me tremble from eighty miles away ... in the deep quiet of the night I wander aimlessly through people's park chewing on frost on the glassy edge of the day I dream helplessly of rain and breathing and sweet burden on my chest in the dusty languor of late afternoon I lie motionlessly wrapped in light the colour of double yolk and there is no rainfall no silver scattered on my breast just the souless anchor of cold water bottle tying me down to my wait ... but you are such an unusual power make the sun grow inside me such an unusual power make me endlessly bite and twist my lips in a reluctant smile th

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Heading South
I'm heading south to meet the ocean. swallowing miles like a hungry dog with blood under nails pain in all teeth with thunders in stomach fingers in the sky and hope I'm heading south. leaving sweet Aussie locked in memories of milky Tipperary leaving friends hanging laundry on the lines leaving all but hope I'm heading south. can't wait to hear seagulls scream and waves rumble like a second pulse can't wait to feel the city live torrents of energy ecstatically rushing through me and the stake slowly slips out of my core and my substance does not leak away and I can breathe again with no pain and I'm still alive so alive so alive! hea
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PermanentlyExhausted|Hobbyist General Artist
happy birthday
hope you have a good one : )
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Thank you so much.
A bittersweet one, for sure.
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PermanentlyExhausted|Hobbyist General Artist
:hug:
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:hug:
It's my first birthday in 13 years that I somehow celebrate. For the first time since I was 12 I have friends around me. :) My life situation is still bloody unstable and pretty bad, but I have made a tremendous, insane progress over the last year, I've grown personally more than over the last 12-13 years. So I'm in the same time exhausted, anxious and worried, and damn proud of myself. :)
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Happy Birthday! :cake:
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Thank you so much, and thank you for continously supporting me as a poet. It means a lot to me. :heart:
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Thank you for the little yellow star.
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