Welp ain't this nice .-. I feel like shit right now
"If one day you wake up,
And you found out that I'm gone,
Promise me this,
Won't you carry on?
Please don't cry for me,
Please don't grieve.
'Cause you weren't there,
When I gave a silent plea.
Don't say how much you loved me,
how much you regret not to see.
Don't write a paragraph about me,
how much you wish I lived.
For you might be the reason
why I started to bleed."
Just because she's not crying, doesn't mean she's not hurting.
Just because she doesn't say it, doesn't mean there's nothing.
Just because she doesn't show it, doesn't mean she doesn't give a fuck.
Sometimes a person keeps silent and act happy 'cause they know that "negativity" is an endless downward spiral. They don't want to ruin someone's day; they don't want to bring down the mood; they don't want to let people think they're seeking attention; they don't want people to think that they're annoying etc etc.
But just because they act okay, doesn't mean that they don't give a fuck. They prefer being quiet about it because they know that even if they say it out, some people won't listen anyway.
Some people need to stop being so self-centered and try to think about others for once ffs. Nobody owes anything to anyone.
"She's doesn't even give a fuck. She's smiling, so she's okay, right?"No.
She's not okay. She's fucking thinking of giving up and ending it all right now. But she's not gonna tell you. 'Cause when she wanted to, you were too busy being mad at her. You always think that she doesn't care about you, but she does. It's just that she doesn't say it out and state it to everyone in the world, so does that mean that she doesn't care?
But when you say that "she doesn't care about me" or that "she's just pretending to care", have you ever asked yourself that "Did you care for her?" "Did you even pretend that you cared?". Well here I am to say that the answer is a No. You didn't.
Some people need to stop thinking that they understand others when they don't. You haven't walked in their shoes, so if you don't have anything nice to say, then you can just shut the fuck up.