You can always find me there.
Lost in the deep dark waters of the past
I'm drowning because I've forgotten how to swim,
oh won't you come and teach me how again?
I'm sleeping, yet I'm wide awake.
The point was missed long ago.
Wonder if there even is a reason anymore.
My pillow has been dry for awhile, no more sleepless nights.
My heart doesn't ache the way it used to when you cross my mind.
My eyes no longer reflect such sorrow, such secrets untold.
My core doesn't seem so hollow, my heart not so exposed.
I need to let you go, you say, oh but I did that long ago
I don't know why I still won't let you leave.
Indecision to let go, or beg you to come back to me.
The love has faded long ago,
Now all that's left is a sweet echo
An echo of the past
One you hoped would never come back,
But it did.
It came with that kiss
The simple sweet one we shared at that park
As the sun set on us, as the love set in our hearts
I thought it was impossible to feel that way again,