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The High Life

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The High Life

Being high is an experience that cannot be explained. You have to take that hit to feel it yourself. That overwhelming tingling sensation in every cell of your body, It's like all of you is vibrating lightly. That loss of control in your mind, You think of something to say, And end up saying something else and thinking "Why can't I form a sentence?" But on the outside your just giggling. I would never promote the use of marijuana, In fact, I hate the shit. I hate not knowing what my brain will do next, I hate not being able to control my hands, Or my words. I hate feeling like I'm constantly underwater, Or maybe in a trance,

Today.

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Today.

Today I spent my lunch in a bathroom stall. No one asked where I was. No one asked if I was okay. Today, I cried silently. No one gave me a hug. No one gave me a tissue. Today I walked all alone. No one said hello. No one even looked at me. Today I had to endure pain all by myself. Today, No one would have cared if I died or not.

What's not to hate about myself.

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What's not to hate about myself.

I am not skinny, I am not tall, I have acne, I have a crooked smile. I'm not always smiling, And my hair can be a mess, I'm not always liked, I'm always stressed. I have no real friends, No one to be there for me, I'm always ignored, I always get asked to leave. I'm not cared about, By anyone else except my family, Society sees me as a burden, What's so wrong with me? People say I'm fat, I'm a bitch, I'm rude, I'm a whore, I'm too short, I'm a whale, I'm annoying, I'm weird, I'm crude, I'm everything they hate. So I guess if everyone hates me, What's not to hate about myself?

The Secret Dress

I had to say hello.

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I had to say hello.

She was guarded, love never was an option. She was the woman alone at the cafe, her hair in a bun with glasses on. No one bothered to say hello, until one day a young man walked by the cafe window and saw her sitting there, reading a novel in the sunlight. Somehow the light glowed off of her skin in such a way, that he had to say hello. He turned right around and marched into that cafe and walked right up behind her. But he was frozen, she seemed so confident, so sure of herself sitting there with her mocha. He couldn't muster up the words to say to her, nothing seemed right. He stood there for a good five minutes, she never noticed becaus
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The High Life

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The High Life

Being high is an experience that cannot be explained. You have to take that hit to feel it yourself. That overwhelming tingling sensation in every cell of your body, It's like all of you is vibrating lightly. That loss of control in your mind, You think of something to say, And end up saying something else and thinking "Why can't I form a sentence?" But on the outside your just giggling. I would never promote the use of marijuana, In fact, I hate the shit. I hate not knowing what my brain will do next, I hate not being able to control my hands, Or my words. I hate feeling like I'm constantly underwater, Or maybe in a trance,

Today.

T

Today.

Today I spent my lunch in a bathroom stall. No one asked where I was. No one asked if I was okay. Today, I cried silently. No one gave me a hug. No one gave me a tissue. Today I walked all alone. No one said hello. No one even looked at me. Today I had to endure pain all by myself. Today, No one would have cared if I died or not.

What's not to hate about myself.

W

What's not to hate about myself.

I am not skinny, I am not tall, I have acne, I have a crooked smile. I'm not always smiling, And my hair can be a mess, I'm not always liked, I'm always stressed. I have no real friends, No one to be there for me, I'm always ignored, I always get asked to leave. I'm not cared about, By anyone else except my family, Society sees me as a burden, What's so wrong with me? People say I'm fat, I'm a bitch, I'm rude, I'm a whore, I'm too short, I'm a whale, I'm annoying, I'm weird, I'm crude, I'm everything they hate. So I guess if everyone hates me, What's not to hate about myself?

The Secret Dress

A sad love story

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A sad love story

It hurts when someone you love so much doesn't feel the same, It hurts even more when your heart's breaking and u can't cry, One thing that haunts me every day and every night is your name, I'd say I'm happy for you, but you'd know it's all a lie. I told myself I would never come in between you and your girl, I know your happy with her, I can see it in your eyes, I can hear it in your voice, My heart breaks every time you say that she's your girl, I wanted to be your girl but I guess I was never your first choice. Looking at you, looking at her, I wondered if I could've made you happy, Your smile, your laughter, your face and your vo

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The High Life

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The High Life

Being high is an experience that cannot be explained. You have to take that hit to feel it yourself. That overwhelming tingling sensation in every cell of your body, It's like all of you is vibrating lightly. That loss of control in your mind, You think of something to say, And end up saying something else and thinking "Why can't I form a sentence?" But on the outside your just giggling. I would never promote the use of marijuana, In fact, I hate the shit. I hate not knowing what my brain will do next, I hate not being able to control my hands, Or my words. I hate feeling like I'm constantly underwater, Or maybe in a trance,
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I enjoy writing, reading, and living. Friends get me through everything and I always write how I feel at that time.

Favourite Movies
The Notebook, 50 First Dates, Harry Potter (all of them)
Favourite TV Shows
Degrassi, Awkward, Jersey Shore, Bones
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Adele
Favourite Books
Take Me There
Favourite Writers
Sarah Dessen

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Today someone added my picture of my bellybutton piercing to their favorites folder labeled BBW. Today I realized that no matter how hard I try, I'll always be a fat piece of shit.

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Amaterasu-OokamiHobbyist Photographer
I love your avatar! its so cute!
txrabbitHobbyist Writer
Thanks! :)
AmbreleProfessional Digital Artist
Hi Amanda!
From Amanda :D lol sorry for being a creeper!
Thanks for the :+fav:~ :glomp:
Autotrooper42Student Traditional Artist
:icontrollface::iconsaysplz:Mom, can i go play with mah friend?

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:icontrollface::iconsaysplz:O RLY? I'M NOT A VIRGIN. Problem, Mom?

:icontrollmomplz::iconsaysplz:O YEA? U're adopted. U MAD, SON?

:iconsadtrollplz:

:icontrolldadplz::iconsaysplz:I FUCK'D YO SISTER, HONEY. PROBLEM?

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:icontrollofficerplz::iconsaysplz:HELLO N' BAD MORNIN', EVERYTROLL! I HOPE U MAD FOR SOMETHING IMPORTANT HERE!

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:icontrollofficerplz::iconsaysplz:O RLY? Well, see this hur? It's a
Wiimote. And imma shove this up yo son's BUTTHOLE. IN YOUR FACE. PROBLEM?

:icontrollface::iconsaysplz:IT'S LIEK NO WAII! I know Taekwondo! U MAD?

:icontrollmomplz::iconsaysplz:That's no use cuz i know Karate! PROBLEM?

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:icontrollface-kingplz::iconsaysplz:TEH END. NOW IMMA RAEP [link] and it won't count as RAEP since I'm da King
txrabbitHobbyist Writer
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Autotrooper42Student Traditional Artist
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