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without a pattern by twixo, literature

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without a pattern

i sometimes wonder if people truly change. are you the goner? or are you just the same? i could never look you in the eyes because the flicker always kills me. i am sure that youve always been beautiful and im sure youre the person i love, but you dont know me, i can ease myself with that. only, the thing that scares me is maybe you know me better than i know myself. so here i am, wondering about you. three in the morning and my eyes cant close up shop. do you ever get the feeling that even when youre surrounded by other people, you are still all by your lonesome? if i gaze into the boundless train tracks of your psyche, the mystery ...

I'm not gonna lie by twixo, literature

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I'm not gonna lie

I can't pretend I'm not in love with you and I can't pretend it doesn't hurt. I can't pretend to just be your friend Because that's not how it works. I'll wait for you to see her filth and I'll wait for your heart to break I'll wait to be your new "true love" Even if it's fake. I want to see your smile and I want to see your tears. I want to share my life with you, It's only seven years.

No longer applies by twixo, literature

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No longer applies

Im good at crushing souls and glass bottles and saying what doesnt need to be said. I miss your rare smiles and your colorful shoes and everything you said to me that I turned down. Im always there for you, and at least I try, but its not enough to have swelled eyes and vacant emotions. Instead you just moved on and left as I fucked up, because giving up on me is easy. I wish I could talk to you one last time, Id blame it on haphazard schizophrenia. When youre gone thats when I realize what I had and honest to god, it was real. When you say moving on, it breaks my heart, especially when you look at me like that. I dream of...

Draw a blank by twixo, literature

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Draw a blank

Perhaps it was my imagination all along, But I swear. I think even if I tried really hard, I couldnt forget you. No, I couldnt forget how you sometimes lectured me on things I did wrong. Even as you listed everything I didn't do, I couldnt find a single hint of bitterness lingering on your oddly pleasing cigarette-tainted breath. I couldnt forget how I would watch you rush right past me in a hurry. A subtle wave of cologne would inflame my nostrils, beautiful Like dried flowers and incense. Only, out of the corner of my mind Your eyes were glued to me as well. I couldnt forget how your hollow, honest laughter for somebody else sh...

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twixo

Nov 23, 2008

This account has been moved.

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THIS ACCOUNT HAS BEEN MOVED. :iconincenseandcigarettes:

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Jun 8, 2008

That's life. 07/25/07 - 06/06/08

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My Blue passed away gracefully last night. He was showing good signs of recovery yesterday, but his health took a total 180 degree turn for the worse. I kind of expected that it was his time but I just .. didn't accept it yet. It was so hard. But he was in so much pain..I couldn't look at him and not cry. I won't go into details but He went easy, and nature took its course. He was a tough little guy and hung on too long, longer than he had to, just for me.. I love him, and I know he's.. not in pain anymore. I'm very grateful for that. Last night I slept in my parent's bed for the first time since I was like, six. I couldnt bare to go upsta...