My Blue passed away gracefully last night. He was showing good signs of recovery yesterday, but his health took a total 180 degree turn for the worse. I kind of expected that it was his time but I just .. didn't accept it yet. It was so hard. But he was in so much pain..I couldn't look at him and not cry. I won't go into details but He went easy, and nature took its course. He was a tough little guy and hung on too long, longer than he had to, just for me.. I love him, and I know he's.. not in pain anymore. I'm very grateful for that.
Last night I slept in my parent's bed for the first time since I was like, six. I couldnt bare to go upstair