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A bit of a change by twistedreality21 A bit of a change :icontwistedreality21:twistedreality21 0 3 current desktop by twistedreality21 current desktop :icontwistedreality21:twistedreality21 0 2 Me by twistedreality21 Me :icontwistedreality21:twistedreality21 0 3
Let The Rain Fall
I stare out of my window
It is dark
The rain slides down the pane
The storm washes away the evils of this world
It brings back a glimmer of hope
On to this hope, I desperately cling
For it is a rare and wondrous thing
It can bring back purpose to life
It can keep you whole for another day
Without it, there would be nothing
Nothing of me left
I have been there before
On the edge
Slipping away into that back nothingness
Despair dragging me down
Hope was my savior
So let the rain fall down
and rejoice
for now hope has again come into the world.
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On I go
A darkness surrounding.
Shrouding all in black.
I can't see what's ahead
and I can never turn back.
What is lurking in the corners for me?
What is hiding beneath this darkness?
Will everything be alright?
or is that just one of my fantasies?
Yes, the fantasies that play in my head,
never truth
always lies
Always only what I want to believe and never what I should
Is there any escaping this?
What should I do now?
Everything is shrouded in mystery.
But I must go on.
I must continue on this road
I must see it through
That is my only option.
For I give myself no others.
So on I go.
Because I must.
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Let Them Come
A darkness rising
A night swelling up to consume all
Why has it come to this?
Why must this pain be endured?
I have no answers
I have no hope
I only have myself
or what is left of me
for even most of that has been taken away
I am stripped bare
I am shoved naked into the crowd for all to see
and for all to laugh at my folly
For my sins that I had no intention of commited
for my crimes that I had not seen as wrong
and now I must suffer
For only through suffering will their blood-lust be appeased
Yet as I stand there
In this darkness
through this torment
my only thought is
...let them come
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Derek O\'Roark
United States
Current Residence: Texas
Favourite genre of music: I like it all
Favourite photographer: dunno...
Favourite style of art: anime???
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: ipod lol
Shell of choice: eh???
Wallpaper of choice: something...interesting
Favourite cartoon character: dunno
Personal Quote: it's too long to post here.
I'm so confued right now. Most of it is probably just your average teenage issues and whatnot, but they are still a pain in the ass reguardless.

First of all I'm so fed up with my mother right now. I mean she isn't a bad person, but the rules she enforces are just pure BS in my opinions. A bedtime for a 17-year-old during summer? WTF?? I'm just so tired of being forced to do things tha I see as stupid and pointless. Who cares when I go to bed? It's not like it's going to effect my I said: It's summer.

Now then, here is the real issue. Relationships lol. You see, I am torn between the possibility of going with two different girls or at least I like to believe that there is a chance that I might possibly be able to go with one of them in time lol. The problem is choosing. They are both amazing in their own rights. Both amazingly beautiful and nice, one is quite talkative and has an extraordinary  witt. They other is a bit more shy but is such an amazing person once you get to know her. So, which do i choose? can I still try it with the other if it doesn't work out with one? Will it hurt one's feelings if I go with the other? can we all still remain friends regardless of my choice? Do I even have a chance with either of them or am I simply waisting my time? So many questions with no answers...I despise it. lol, too bad people don't mind would clear this whole mess up XP lol. oh well.

I am just so confused. So many people say that I worry too much for my age, but the thing is I want to come up with a solution in which everyone goes home happy (I hate the possibility of hurting someone, it's one of the reasons I've been single so long), but that just seems impossible.

anyone care to share their thoughts on the matter?


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FireCatRich Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2006  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! :love: Ah so I finally know who this is... I just assumed you were some random person... but I find out you are a dwarf! Gah you think you know people. X3
RedYume Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2006
I'm your first comment. YAY!!! Welcome to DA, Derek!
twistedreality21 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2006
heh, thanks...not big on drawing art or anything (seeing as how I can't), but I love to look at it.
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